me-day!

Me-day refers to a day without bf.

Bf was damn unlucky/lucky to have guard duty on a saturday. So had the chance to chill with ced n wen. Set the date like one wk ago but notti wen had to ps us in the afternoon to run some errands. So stranded ced n i went to have lunch @mos burger together after i finished my tuition session. Shopped ard before we decided to go bowling. Super random but oh wells. Hah. N gd thing we're both avg bowlers. Lol. If not sure get laughed at for all the gutters we got. =X

my very cute socks. =X

Made our way to town in our neighborhood outfit cos we didnt expect wen to be in town. HAH! Shopped ard n we saw this damn nice pedro slippers that we think ced shld invest in. =X

Oh ya! n we went to the new HUGE F21 @ion. The moment you step foot in you can feel ur adrenaline rushing. LOL! Totally spoilt for choice but the long q at dressing room and cashier is such a wet blanket.

Den hang ard somemore n eventually ended up at sho toppan for dinner. It was yummy! Maybe cos we "cooked" it ourselves. LOL! Interesting experience. =P

wen's i-dunno-how-to-cook face

ced n his food shopping

N then we went to drink happy lemon! tea latte is e safest if u wanna try!

U're supposed to be at e back of my mind

Today's a ME-day! Spent with Wendy n Cedric. But really too tired n lazy to post pics n stuff. Shall do it Tmr. Hopefully...

Anw I think I'm too whiny ytd. I still love my dad anyhow, though he's a lil stubborn n paranoid at times. *hugs*

Really hates it when my dad nags at me to save money n all e bullshit. Just bcos my sis sucks at financial planning, it doesnt mean im like that too for goodness sake. You dunno how much it irks me, like seriously. Every single cent of shopping i do comes right out of my own pocket n it's not like im on an endless shopping spree ok. Im alr shelving my driving lsns to support my own sch fees. What more do u want from me. I pay for my own phone bills n living expenses. I work, i teach tuition to support my own expenses. So just leave me alone n spare me from all the lectures like im doing something wrong. RAH.

Sucks to be 20. Sucks to be me.

N to add on to my angst, bf called me 5 times before he managed to get to me n he sounded so irritated. Izite my fault that i happen to be taking my bath when u called. Y is it that my phone hardly rings when it's just right by my side, but when i doing my things or charging my phone, u just have to be so desperately looking for me. Damn sucky okay. Cant be bothered to appease u anymore.

So angsty now pls steer clear of me. RAH!

Btw im just whining, not sucidal in anyway. Still a happygal91.

TGIF! =)

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It's friday! TGIF!

Super happy friday today. Got no bombs aka relief sheets today! =) Which means i only have 2 periods of lsns out of the max 9 for today. Shiokness right!

Anw wore jeans to sch today. It's probably not allowed but just act ignorant ok. Anw im not a proper tcher which has the tcher's guidebook with guidelines to follow. =P Plus at least i wore a formal black formal shirt to match. Just had to steer clear of the GO. Lol.

Slacking in the office now. N i finished reading 1 ibook today alr. =)

My sec 1 kids todau r downright noisy n exceptionally talkative today. Must be the friday mood. Lol. They just dunno how to control their volumes one eh. Tsk. But it's nice to see them happy to see you. Anw they r damn joker. A asked me "Cher, r u malay or chinese?" My other tcher was standing nearby, heard it, n we both laughed out heads off. Is it that hard to tell? HAH.

Had to lug back a box of anemometers, rain gauges, hygrometers n stuff back to the staffroom and e kids were so eager to offer their help. Ha. But of cos i managed to lug it all back by myself. =P

Anw next tues is elearning day for them. Hope there wont be sch for me. Heehee.

Knocking off in like an hour's time. YAY! =D

sch n such

Enjoying my break in the damn shiok air-coned staffroom reading my book, sipping my hot red tea. =)

Anw there's alot of weird ppl ard. =X There's this tcher that observes what i eat everyday which happens to be almost the same thing since it's e most convenient to bring- chocolate bread btw. So it just so happened that im eating hello panda now n he went "no chocolate bread today?" when he walked past me. So stalkerish. Totally psyched out.

Then another malay tcher who likes to act shou n go "hi eleen, how's class today..." n stuff like that. So today he went " i saw u at 1t1 just now. How's it? I saw u shouting at them. Blah blah..." Which is kind of annoying, like u ask till so detailed what do you want me to say.

Which brings me to e nxt point that i went to yet another normal tech class. Seriously not trying to judge as usual. But e experience was quite awful. They are not exactly uncontrollable like the upper sec classes, but they display ahbeng/lian tendencies n potential. Quite a bunch to handle. Was paired with this other tcher, same as e previous one so let her take majority control n do all the shouting first. You wont believe this but a fight broke out btwn 2 boys right under my nose when i was just standing nearby. Like wtheck right. First instinct would be to pull them apart but i cant believe the other tcher was tried to act fierce n shouted but didnt attempt to do any actions when she was standing even nearer than i was. Like what kind of nonsense is this pls. Of cos i can see that she's scared of getting hit accidentally but still... She's like so much bigger sized than me pls. So i had to try n pull the boys alongside with some other boys who ran up to help. Drama max.

On a lighter note, my sec 1 classes r so adorable n sweet these days. Was kind of putting on an expressionless n lifeless face without realisation n then one of them asked me. " 'Cher, y u so emo today?"I know... So heart warming right.. Even my bf pales in comparision. =(

The girls in class r damn cute too. They will say things like "Tcher tmr got geo/his lsn right? Yay can see you". Things like that. Totally made my day. =)

But that doesnt mean they're not notti or noisy ok. But actually i find upper sec kids more annoying. It's like they old enough to understand instructions, supposed to know what they can/cnt do, yet they dun comply. RAH.

Okay la. Break's gg end in like 15 mins' time. My upper sec class later better not make me bao.

TATA~

lousy midweek

Had an awful wednesday. Like DAMN SHITTY!

I had like 10 periods of lessons out of the max 11! Totally drained out okay and dying of heat.

Was only assigned like 7 periods actually which was BAD ENOUGH. But so many teachers just have to be on course on the same day. RAH! Was actually resting in the staffroom during my alr damn pathetic 2 periods break which amts to 1h, but my boss/hod just had to call me and make me go to this class. And when students see relief tcher they get very excited and start to make damn alot of noise, which means i nid to scold them and talk all the nonsense like 'you r alr in upper sec, dun waste ur double period doing nth' etc. So nonsensical. Was gg through ss ans and these 4 guys had the guts to doing math hw okay. So pissed i made them present their ans. Sabo only. LOL.

anw the sch's welfare sucks ttm. They're not willing to issue relief tchers laptops n they expect me to bring?! What kind of nonsense is this. Gonna just say i dun have laptop, which is half true since mac got no ms office. But pity my students then. No ppt slides to look at. Shall see how it goes... Gonna be on my own, without supervision, teaching them alr. Stressed... =X

Worst day of the week is over. WOHOO! Im sure the rest of the week wld be much better.

NIGHTS WORLD!!! So damn tired alr. My body clock is like a student's alr.

Flying off~

@the airport now sending mummy off.

n im still MAD tired. Slept @3+am ytd

YAWNNN..

Met up with fel and mav ytd @mav's hse and chilled by the pool/in the pool.

Love times like that when you dun abt anything else in the world.

=))

Den caught transformer with bf @1130pm which ended @2-ish. Find it kind of draggy but not too bad i guess. =X

club

Long story but anw went to velvet undergrd to attend a private event which ended at like 9plus. So ended up checking out zouk along e way since we were alr there. Went in at like 11pm n it was still sparsely packed. Kind of like the place cos the lights and atmosphere were not too bad. Just that zouk doesnt actually play those mainstream music that u can sing along. Lol. So it gets kind of annoying after awhile. HAH.

Anw it totally screwed up my healthy lifestyle. Mad tired now.

Nights world

TGIF

Had a damn emo day today. BOHOO!

Well, i guess it've been an eye-opener today. A slack day supposedly but ended up with 3 extra periods today. Expected it to be bad but didnt think it would be this nightmar-ish. It's one of those times that being mentally prepared doesnt help. HAH! I think you're abit lost. Let me enlightened you.. Took a triple period with a sec 3 normal tech class...

Stepped into class and was kind of glad to see another teacher already inside, though it's the teacher that i didnt quite like. =x But it's nice to know you dun have to bear all the responsibility on your shoulders. Hee

Apparently it was EBS lesson, which i took quite a while to figure what it is. It's element of business skills btw, a little like pw, but more business conscious. Well, the students are supposedly to be in the comp lab to do their research and stuff. But what are the chances of things gg on smoothly right. Im not trying discriminate or anything but they really make me feel like of depressed. I know it's really unprofessional, but i was so so so so tempted to come up with some nonsensical excuse to get out. RAH! They were like playing fb, youtube, slping, shouting, walking around, playing full screen games even. Im not even upset that they're sprouting vulgarities or anything like that, but i just hate to see them so unwilling to help themselves and it makes me so helpless that i cant value add them. Sigh... Perhaps mischief, violence, rebellion were just their way of defending themselves, esp since their growing years were always filled with disapproval and discrimination. Oh well, hope one day they will just wake up them ideas...

Kind of disheartening to see things like that. Oh well, i guess im too emotional to be a teacher alr. Ha!

On a lighter note, TGIF! Im gg to end sch in less than an hr's time. =) Im like really really hungry now but it's the kids' recess time and i dun want to squeeze with the crowd. So shall bear with it then tabao lunch and den PANG GANG! =D

happy days liddat

Met yz for lunch today after school. Damn impromptu but that's what we always do. Hah.

Dined and chilled @airport again as usual since it's really convenient n there's no-gst-shopping. :)

Ate at aston's which i didnt know existed at t1. =X Food was alright since we're both really really hungry. Update each other about life and just chillax, and the whole afternoon just flew by like tat...

It's times like that that makes me feel so blessed. =)

school-play

my 2n2

splashing gd time.

Swimming with bf despite being hydrophobic. What a nice gf =x

pre national day!

Went to watch ndp preview with bf n his parents on sat. WOHOO! Apparently bf's fren is involved in the ndp planning hence had tickets to spare.

This yr's parade is like a musician style n i think it's damn cool. By far the better ones i guess cos i cant rmb all the past ones. =X

But i think the fun pack song and the use of all the "happening" songs are quite -.- not tat much of the usual ndp songs.

Managed to get a seat with a good view of the stage. :))