happy cny!

HAPPY CNY! im not lag ok. it's still cny now. =)

But gotta go to school in 20min time. DREADS... Wednesday blues...

CNY was quite normal this yr, nothing exceptionally interesting but the later part of ytd saved the cny. Although i made a big loss, quoted by my sis, for not gg to my aunt's hse ytd, i think it's still worth-it. Hope im not wrong. haha

Anyway shall sum things up a little. No pics cos this dumb dumb mac hangs everytime i tries to upload pic.

Day1:

1. Go to aunt's hse, sat there n ate n ate n ate cos there was nothing else to do
2. came back home cos my mum's side's relatives were here, played blackjack for very very long
3. went to ced's hse, played mj cum blackjack with ced, jiahao and joel. The combi is quite weird i know. hahaha. Ton till 3+am n decided to go home, ps jh who had no choice but to stay overnight at ced's place

Day2:

1. Went to ah ma's hse, played more blackjack
2. Went to my uncles's new bungalow which was damn huge. like HUGE. with a open rooftop-can do startgazing or emo one corner.
3. Then it was back to ah ma's hse again and more blackjack. ha! and cos of this cldnt make it to ced' place.

Day3:

1. Mr wong's new place which was really pretty. Played lots of wii, and basically just chill out and rot
2. Went to brian's place, though initially wasnt intending to, but oh wells...
3. After that went to watch v-day which was quite nice =D

Oh ya, went to bimbo's bday chalet just before cny. Thanks bimbo for inviting! cos it's been so long since i last went to chalet. Nv regretted going though most of them were her ahs friends. But being very sociable... haha! And ctl slept in e same room as me n my friend. Bet he felt damn awkward. haha. But he slept like a pig, kept snoring like real loudly. So i guess he had a good slp. hahaha

Alright, need to head for school soon. The car ride would be abt 5 min. Makes a real great time diff if im taking bus instead. But if only my dad have told me ytd that he's gg to send me to school, i could have slept like 30 min more.. RAH. and there's co today. =(

Off to school. BYE~

Oh man. Am starting to feel the mondays blues effect already. Totally hate mondays cos there's the fitness and conditioning for road race n napfa. Will stink like very very stink after that.

It's only the second week of school and i tell you school sucks. Big time. Really wish i could just fast forward to the end of year skipping all the tiring and stressful periods in between. This is my worst weekend by far. Seriously.

Organic chem was fine at first, learning only about three of the more basic ones. But now with many more compounds coming in, im like super confused. Like i cant even handle those topics in front when i could. RAH! and chem test is on tues. Kill me please...

And i run of of mjc gao zhi. How to do jian bao?....

=(

Anyway,

HAPPY BDAY GF!!! =))

Taking the initiative to start talking doesnt mean that im in e wrong, or u're right. It only means that i value u more than my pride. Bcos every min spent unhappy with each other only means losing 60 seconds of precious time that could be spent doing other more productive stuff.

new yr, new beginnings

Time flies. Cliche but always true. It's already 6 days into the new yr. How i wish the holiday never ends bcos i can foresee how hard and tiring the upcoming months will be. I love to rot at home and sleep till i wakes up naturally in the morning. Simple bliss in life that you'll never get once school starts. Finally came to terms that school's really starting and that i need to hit those books and i realised i need to do a lot of stationery shopping. Need to get pens, my fave yellow highligher and the correction fluid that is 3/4 full but dried up alr. =(

It's a new year, another new beginning.

2009 has been an amazing and eventful year.

It started out, filled with fear, dread and worry. The fact that i would be stereotyped by others, wondering if i could ever fit into a new and foreign environment. But im so glad that i've met a group of wonderful people in the class. People whom i can click, people whom i really enjoyed spending time with. BBQs, chalets, outings, movie sessions... All the wonderful time spent together... Not forgetting all the old friends that stood by me through it all.

To mav,fel,ctl,scott, sz,wc,gk,lynn,

Just want to say that j1 life would never be this awesome without you. Thanks for always being there to share your support, gossips and everything else. =)

To prss-mjc old friends,

Thanks for always being there and not ps-ing me. Just having your presence makes me feel so much better every time. Going to school this year will never be the same without ced and w.

Miss those mornings when we had full attendance in the canteen. Although we're all going our separate ways, let's stay in touch and meet up every so often k. =)

To sec sch bffs,

Although it's been a long time since we met up due to all the busy schedules and stuff, im sure we still think of one another at times. Hope 2010 would be a smooth sailing yr for everyone. =)

To cherie & jaz,

Everybody's been so busy in 09 that we didnt meet up in 09 at all and i only get to talk to cherie when i bump into her in sch. Hope we can meet up more often this yr. Cant wait for our upcoming date =)

To citibank friends,

It's been such an enjoyable working experience, not because of the workload but bcos everyday is spent knowing each one of you a little better. It's interesting to know people from the other side of spore and people whom are not of my age, to learn about others' viewpoints on a similar issue. Im really glad i know u guys. Let's keep in touch =)

To sw,

All the big fights, small fights, cold wars, disagreements, unhappiness that we encountered like all normal people do, im so glad we've managed to overcome them and walked this far. Thanks for being there. You make every single awful thing bearable =))

Hope 2010 would be a better yr than before! =D

Pardon the super wordy post cos this lappy just refuse to get the pics uploaded.

counting down till e days u'll be back...

Haven logged in for almost a gazillion yrs, i nearly forgotten my passwrd. Anways loads and LOADS of things happened, both heart-warming and heart-wrenching. But let's not recall abt those bad things. But im too lazy to get my thumbdrive from the room to upload the pics. Shall do it e nxt time round when i have time to really sit down n reflect on all those events.

Just a sweep through the events

1) mavis tan surprise visit

2) visit to scott's hse

3) standard chartered marathon

4) exploring at new oc which is totally cool cos it is 12 storeys tall n has a sky garden

5) the great escape! on sw's bday

6) singing+ pool with sw's classmates

7) picnic @ecp

8) prssco leadership camp! jus ytd. Reached home and slpt at 530 and woke up jus this morning at 10am. hahaha.

9) Met fel today to the st james flea. Totally worth it cos shopping always felt gd.=)) (minus all e heartaches of seeing e no getting smaller in ur bank acc)

10) everyday happening with work friends. Lisan! Faster come back and buy me lots n lots of presents from bangkok! haha

=))

Life's pretty exciting but time really flies. Totally hate it cos i haven done anything i should do as a student, if u can wat i meant. If u dont, put it simply, i haven really touched the books. Or rather notes. and loads of them. AHH~

On a lighter note, daddy, HAPPY BDAY and i love you! *muacks*

And 10 mins in advance, HAPPY BDAY CHERIE CHIANG! YOU'RE 18!!! (finally)

Till then, bye!~~

Being attached is much MUCH more than just 2 ppl in love.

i should have known.

HELLO!

It's been so so so very long since i last blogged. Been doing nothing constructive these days and im really enjoying. Totally love the feeling of waking up naturally without being disturbed by alarm clock. Somehow time seemed to pass at twice the speed during holidays when you're idling away compared to when u're attending a lecture. Oh well...

Dec's gonna be a busy month. So much to anticipate. =) Even work is fun! these days with all the good friends i got to know. Suddenly i feel like working there longer than i've planned. Shall see how it goes...

Took quite some pics these days but my memory card reader is MIA. =( Will try to find it soon.

Till then, bye!

Life's been good. Work's been gd.

Except,

1. im having a bad throat

2. The mac burger i ate ytd had a strand of hair in it. *pukes*

3. im having a major wadrobe malfunction

4. carefree days r gg to be over soon. My sis been bombarding me with so many maths qns lately but i cant seem to rmb how to do some of them alr. time to start doing something soon.

5. i nid to get my shoes.

6. My phone is at e clinc. gg to go pick it up tmr

Anyway to ppl taking A and my classmates preparing for op,

ALL E BEST! =D

looking forward to class chalet =))

i wan the silly boy who listens attentively and sincerely cares back, and not this selfish pig tat dun give a damn.

RAH!

btw mavis tan, im not emo nemo. haha. it's matter-of-fact-ly. =)

This wkend will be very exciting. =))

=(

MY PHONE DIED ON ME AGAIN! ='( ^ infinity.

I dun have ALL my contacts now. =(

Met GF for lunch today. She's still the same, haven changed one bit. haha. But only managed to catch up for a short while cos her break was only an hour. But oh well, there's always more chances this yr. =)

Got another new job tmr. Kind of dreading it though cos i need to wake up real early everyday. And that i dont't have enough formal clothes to last one wk. Seriously. Plus i haven had time to get a pair of decent heels/flats. Imagine office wear paired with canvas flats. Totally retarded. Ha. But oh well. Hope i can make some friends too cos i'll probably be staying there for quite a while and it's really troublesome to have lunch alone when u can hardly find seats after buying ur food. But cldnt help it previously cos only one person can have lunch at any one time.

It's not my first time working, but after all the working days, i will always appreciate myself being a student more than ever. Being a student is so much more carefree, really. Im so glad im still going to be a student for a few couple more years. =)) You'll probably understand once you start working. Haha.

Another thing to look forward to. Muay thai on sat with mav and fel. Totally exciting.

disappointment

Im gg to meet my GF for lunch tmr =))

Kind of missing mavis and felicia already. Haven seen them for so So SO SO long. Seem to have lose track of time these days cos i've been rotting at home. Anyway i cant seem to watch vamp diaries on sidereel =( , so i've been watching this random jap drama that turns out superb.

do u know how sucky it feels to rpy in one liners, when all i really want to do, is to share all the encounters and things that happened recently with you.

='(

if this is ur way of getting back at me, to make me upset,

you've succeeded.

congrats.

another rainy day.

what's wrong with us.

what's wrong with me.

I guess it's only human nature that we tend to be less tolerant and less patient to our closed ones. Just think of those times when you replied your parents' qns with such irritation and annoyance. I have to admit tat i do that too sometimes, especially after a bad day i guess. And my way of preventing myself from that? i will lock myself in e room or go to bed. B'cos i realised in a fit of annoyance/anger, we tend to make hurtful remarks.

So does that means when people speak to us with such irritation and annoyance, we should be gald?

How ironic.

rainy day

it sucks big time to be at the mercy of others, to have your own fate determined by others' leniency.

i swear this will be the last time i'll succumb myself to this.

judgement day

It's e season of facing those numbers again. Mere numbers that could determine your life. Those vivid memories from a yr ago came flashing back. Im not fearless about my future fate but at this point of time, what really upsets me, is not my own result, but rather seeing ppl facing the same turmoil and emotions as i once did, reaching a crossroad and not knowing what to do. I cant tell you for sure whether choosing to repeat was a good choice, but i can surely say that repeating is a bumpy journey that i wish upon no one. The social, mental stigma and barrier, having to adapt to the new environment..., i guess nobody can truly understand if u've not been in this situation.

It's not as though i love every single one person in my class, but really, i do hope to see everyone of us next yr.

Oh well... for now, let's just not think abt this and take a break from all the studying. Cheers! =)

home

im home... from school. Stayed in sch for barely two hours and im home alr. All hs's fault. Made me report to sch just for morning assembly and collect the stupid timetable. Grrr. But oh well. waking up early is good. Probably cant get to sleep now. Shall go fish-a-fish.

picnic day =)

Cant believe i just finished my exams today. Just dun quite feel the excitement and happiness of being away from all the studying for a while. Probably bcos judgement day is next wk i suppose. I hope by then i can truly have a reason to feel happy and much more at ease than i am now.

Thought there wont be sch tmr for me but who knows attendance is compulsory when i dun even have lessons. ARGHH. But im too gd gal to want to pon school. Oh well, shall just have to wake up early.

Had a great day-out together with the ALG to celebrate the closure of exams. Went marina barrage for picnic. I think guys will nv know how to enjoy the fun of having potluck. haha. But they're impt to clear up all e food. Food was satisfying today and fulfilling. The scenery was great minus all the constructions and cranes everywhere. Weather was gd today too. Super cloudy and windy. Maybe that explains why there's alot of ppl flying kites there. And then after all the food, we had our nice personal tourguide to lead the way and explore the place. Time spent today was worthwhile though im really tired now and ctl kept complaining that my panda eyes are really scary. Shall have another outing soon. haha. =))