mummy's sick.

my desktop has officially been pronounced dead.

AHH! What a week. Feel like eating home-cooked meals but mummy's sick. =(

Photoshoot today was quite fun despite the heat. But worth the sweat i guess. Cos im sure the photos will turn out gd. *fingers crossed*

Vividly rmb how towards the end of term 3, ced constantly complaining, on our way to sch, that he cant wait for study leave to come.

I can totally comprehend now.

Last workingstudying day of the week tmr. WOHOO! But too bad it ends like real late at 505pm. =(

School's a bore. Nth exceptionally worth mentioning. Wanted to really study for bio essay time trial tmr, but i give up. Might just skip it. Oh well, shall see.

I realised that i share quite a peculiar rship with buses man. Seriously, ask yz abt it. Just happened ytd. lol.

Anw, jessie damn nice, lend me her spare phone which is better than my se phone which i've just sent for repair 5 days ago. But still... i miss my lao pok phone. Got problem waking up without it. Would have been late for e past 2 days if not for my dad who sent me to school. Good thing, nice gk lent me her 512mb memory card which is better than nth cos at least i can save 3 songs-msg alert,ringtone,alarm tone, and take some pics. lol. But i dunno what's wrong with her, slp so early. shld have just called ma. Still so act cute tell me "by the time u read this msg, i'll be aslp". LOL!

Okay la. today is not a very productive day despite gg home quite early. Since so, just end this day earlier by gg to bed early. Hopefully some bio crash course on the bus tmr morning will put some stuff into my puneey brain.

Oh ya, yog photos tmr k. damn lazy. Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah, hey! hahaha

Nights world!

nights silly boy

long wkend tat ends in a blink of an eye

Had a long wkend but it's ending alr. OH NO! I wonder why time passes like lightning during wkends but crawls like snail during wkdays. =(

Not a perfect wkend but i guess it all went fine at the end of it. Quick summary for the wkend:

1. Bowling @orchid bowling marina squ. Think i damn pro, got strike a few time. =)

2. Caught salt, which was okay only, but she damn pretty to look at

3. supper with the mjco gang @our fave hangout, n den camwhore with new cam n new effects

4. Supposed to go for some ndp celebration @marina bay but due to some unforeseen circumstances, ended up at vivo to walk walk n do my gsc essay. So poor thing right. While my parents and 2nd sis went to watch the actual ndp. oh well. haha. Anyway, i think day after national day shld be a public hol not sch hol. Like that all e saf guys cannot watch ndp or fireworks with gf. =(

Time dun stop ticking and life goes on regardless of wat happens. But dun forgot to stop by and take time to smell the flowers, and to cherish all that u have. Appreciate what others have done for u, and appreciate that u're still alive to be able to make an impact on others.

dear fren, may u find peace n love in e memories u share. stay strong! :)

miss my boy alr....

monday blues

Visited SAFTI MI today cos it was family day. It's so much more convenient travelling with a car than taking a train to joo koon. The car ride itself was alr about an hr, imagine how much longer it wld have taken if by train. Reached there at 1330. The compound is HUGE! and the weather was super hot. His mum damn cute, purposely didnt tell him tat i'll be gg and i didnt tell him either. Cld see that he got a HUGE shock when he saw me, but i hope it's a pleasant surprise. haha! Had a 'guided' tour by him ard the place. Went to the famous landmark-safti tower. It's about 15 storeys, i roughly gauged. Q-ed for super long,maybe half an hr in the hot sun. But i guess it's all quite worth it. The view was magnificent. You can see NTU,sentosa, jurong industrial area, changi airport, mt faber etc... Super windy up there too. Got wild animals in the compound also. ha! Saw chamelon and squirrel. The world is quite small i guess, saw alot of my pri sch frens who happen to be is his wing too. Took quite some pics but not with me. So upload some other times ba. Had a gd day today. Haven seen my boy for so so so long, kind of miss rubbing his botak head, though not so botak anymore. I guess chiong-ing hw till 230am on sat and buring the whole of my sunday was quite worth it ba.

So long~ im dead beat. Night world.

wanted to post a long emo post, but apparently im too slpy alr. Emo plan failed. haha. Another day perhaps

Let's be optimistic. 'A' plegde with yz, and gk is barred from joining. lol.

So time to go to bed. Gd night gk! Thanks for ur wax. haha.

MONDAY BLUES

Miss getting home real early during exam periods. Now need to go through all the long days. =(
Failed chem mcq as expected cos i felt like i was placing bets for toto while doing it. Passed gp p1 unexpectedly. I dunno what's wrong with me or was's wrong with ms s. But apparently all the qns i attempted end up being the killer qns, or topics that she wants us to avoid doing, if not totally boycott it. Like totally RAH and makes me clueless when choosing qns. There's bio tmr and i tell you it's e worst lesson ever, even worst than maths tut, seriously. Just hate her lesson. Perhaps it's cos my impression of her is not exactly very plesant. haha

Teeth hurts like crazy today, still. But definitely getting better as the days go by. Wonder if it's the pain going away, or it's just me getting used to the constant strains and pains. But i do know i have damn alot of ulcers here there everywhere. Plus ctl today hit the waterbottle against my teeth purposely while i was drinking, which hurts like @#$%^ so i accidentally scolded him @#$%. Mealtimes are super torturous now. Imagine eating one small kueh for like 30min for recess, a cranberry muffin for like 50 min, and eating dinner with rice+soup+minced veg and egg for 2h. Seriously. When has the best thing to do on earth beome so unbearable.

Managed to be a very good gooseberry today, sitting in between gk and yz for lessons today, cos too lazy to move. Haha. Caused the couple to not have enough interaction today. But must understand my effort ok. Absence makes e heart fonder. LOL. everyday sit beside each other later quarrel eh.

Btw, pe today sucks! Took height and weight at the wrong time really. I lost almost 4 kg in like 4 days! Like so unbelievable. My sis says i look like an African kid now. ha! But i cant help it since my teeth are not doing their job while my thraot is trying her best to tolerate the consistent need for peristalsis. The worst thing is that my bmi is 14.3 and i freaking need to attend some stupid wellness prog that obviously wont help. But who cares, im gonna pretend that i dunno abt it. SHhhh...

Talked to my boy for less than 7 mins just now. Guess it takes time to settle down at a foreign environment. But how much can you say in 7min? Nth much. Ha! Time's so compressed, it feels pressurising to talk cos u feel like it cld be lights out in the nxt min alr. Oh well.. He'll be fine la, for sure. But 20 days seems quite long. haha. =X

I need to adjust my slping time alr. And finish up my gsc essay if not essayS.

Oh ya, tgif supper on fri! Better not dao bi, hopefully.

Till the nxt time, bye~

TGIF!

Had a great friday minus all the pains and torture of having meals. Woke up super early and was late for dental, as usual, but not that late la. It's nice having someone to accompany you there. Even though you'll probably be at ur unglam-est ever, you feel safe and comforted. =) Went chinatown to eat yummy porridge and took a cultural walk around. I think i've never been to chinatown ever. Really, at least for as far as i can rmb. Ha. Went to get a little island getaway after that at Sentosa. The weather was really HOT which is supposed to be good. But well... hahah. Slack by the beach and kind of fell aslp. Really damn shiok. Feel so relaxed..... Fly the lousy kite from daiso and just stroll ard. Had yummy popeyes mashed potatoes for dinner and then went to play kick scooter cos apparently it nv existed in my childhood. haha. Today's a fruitful friday with my boy. =D

my poor boy is posted to ocs which means 9 months of hell for him, and for me too. =( But i know it's a new challenge tat he'll overcome, that we're brave through. =))

But the greatest challenge now is the metal stuff in my mouth. They hurt like MAD. im serious! Kind of dying alr. Cant possible rely on painkillers forever right. And i really want to eat but i cant. SOB SOB. Hope it'll feel better after a few weeks, hopefully one.

Legs and mind's really tired now. Shall slp soon. Till then, tata~

JAILBREAK!

like seriously.

Definitely cant say im gg to ace MYE, probably going flunk every single subject. But still feel like ultra HAPPY today! No more papers. WOHOO! and 4 days of pure happiness without thinking of doing work. that shldnt be the way but who cares, i had enough. =X

Caught esclipse just now. Well, it was okay... Not a must-watch but i guess it's ok to watch. You get it? Haha. Watching world cup now on chn 5. It's few billion times better than watching laggy n lousy quality live streaming online. GO GERMANY! =D Though half time alr still 0-0. Ha!

Poor gek khim still got history paper tmr. Somemore they damn mean, scheduled at afternoon. So evil right. I help you scold them while im out tmr. heehee. =X Anw GO GK! Must ace history man! =DD

where's e light at e end of e tunnel?

I can conclude than gk is an ULTIMATE stalker. haha! This place is dead for billion of years yet she still visits.

Anyway exams SUCKS BIG TIME! and i cant wait for tmr to end. Looking forward to my 4 days' worth of escapade and freedom before the ultimate lows in life which follows thereafter. *pout*

Meanwhile i need to catch up on beauty slp cos i only slpt 2 hrs before heading to sch and my brain cells are degenerating like rapidly. So gd night ppl. Shall wake up later to study chem.

Till then. Bye~

Anyway hope my gf's having fun in poland. =D

what u left unspoken is louder than wat you've said.

I guess there's such a fine line between being understanding and getting urself upset.

You're in the right.

It's just me and my own emotional imbalance and i need to sort them out on my own. Meanwhile, stay away from me.

honeymoon's over. face e real world.

tmr's monday alr. y does wkends always ends so fast. DREADS

TGIF!!!

TGIF!!!

It's the day where you can take a little teeny weeny break from work and feel LESS guilty.

Officially stepped down from CO and happiness is like indescribable, knowing you have much more time to do other stuff, especially after being in CO for like 7 years. CO concert wasnt great, but still not too bad, and am super glad it's over.

Thanks fel, mav and choo for the nice flowers, which is still in a vase in my living room now. Dont worry they are in good hands and definitely not in the trash bin.

my boy is currently in an island far far away, safeguarding the city im in. Hope he's having enough rest and surviving well. 4 more days till he's back.

Sch's still the same usual routine. DREADS.

Looking forward to gals' day out tmr. =D

ALG outing today before school n surprising there's full attendance. YAY! after so long. haha.

School sucks big time as usual but nice friends make bad times feel much bearable.

F baked brownie for us which was not too bad (cannot say nice or else later she'll feel too happy) and im having sore throat now. ha.

Just a short update. back to work =(

i had a bad night,

thanks to u.

i get it,

it's just me being naive.

GP paper was damn HARD.

but oh well,

IT'S OVER! =)

Life's full of deception.

Sometimes there's simply nothing we can do to change it,

but to live with it.

happy cny!

HAPPY CNY! im not lag ok. it's still cny now. =)

But gotta go to school in 20min time. DREADS... Wednesday blues...

CNY was quite normal this yr, nothing exceptionally interesting but the later part of ytd saved the cny. Although i made a big loss, quoted by my sis, for not gg to my aunt's hse ytd, i think it's still worth-it. Hope im not wrong. haha

Anyway shall sum things up a little. No pics cos this dumb dumb mac hangs everytime i tries to upload pic.

Day1:

1. Go to aunt's hse, sat there n ate n ate n ate cos there was nothing else to do
2. came back home cos my mum's side's relatives were here, played blackjack for very very long
3. went to ced's hse, played mj cum blackjack with ced, jiahao and joel. The combi is quite weird i know. hahaha. Ton till 3+am n decided to go home, ps jh who had no choice but to stay overnight at ced's place

Day2:

1. Went to ah ma's hse, played more blackjack
2. Went to my uncles's new bungalow which was damn huge. like HUGE. with a open rooftop-can do startgazing or emo one corner.
3. Then it was back to ah ma's hse again and more blackjack. ha! and cos of this cldnt make it to ced' place.

Day3:

1. Mr wong's new place which was really pretty. Played lots of wii, and basically just chill out and rot
2. Went to brian's place, though initially wasnt intending to, but oh wells...
3. After that went to watch v-day which was quite nice =D

Oh ya, went to bimbo's bday chalet just before cny. Thanks bimbo for inviting! cos it's been so long since i last went to chalet. Nv regretted going though most of them were her ahs friends. But being very sociable... haha! And ctl slept in e same room as me n my friend. Bet he felt damn awkward. haha. But he slept like a pig, kept snoring like real loudly. So i guess he had a good slp. hahaha

Alright, need to head for school soon. The car ride would be abt 5 min. Makes a real great time diff if im taking bus instead. But if only my dad have told me ytd that he's gg to send me to school, i could have slept like 30 min more.. RAH. and there's co today. =(

Off to school. BYE~

Oh man. Am starting to feel the mondays blues effect already. Totally hate mondays cos there's the fitness and conditioning for road race n napfa. Will stink like very very stink after that.

It's only the second week of school and i tell you school sucks. Big time. Really wish i could just fast forward to the end of year skipping all the tiring and stressful periods in between. This is my worst weekend by far. Seriously.

Organic chem was fine at first, learning only about three of the more basic ones. But now with many more compounds coming in, im like super confused. Like i cant even handle those topics in front when i could. RAH! and chem test is on tues. Kill me please...

And i run of of mjc gao zhi. How to do jian bao?....

=(

Anyway,

HAPPY BDAY GF!!! =))