oh well,

it's a love-hate affair.

=)

too distracted last night, i left my keys hanging at the door. And daddy was super mad. =(

i wish u wld just lie, n tell me u've tried to keep to ur promise, maybe things will be a tad easier to get by.

sometimes things get a little hard to bear, u just want to let go.

perhaps 2 years is a tad too long, long enough for someone to forget the importance of ur presence.

YAY! Today is a sch-less day. Feels so good to have so much sleep. Had like at least 1o hours of sleep. =D It's so hard to go back to mugging mode when there's only paper 1 left plus had such a BLASTING chillout on fri @kbox. The combi's like damn random but not bad la. Can try again. But poor gk got history paper. Nxt time bring her along. haha.

Slack slack day today. Did only a few papers worth of prac. Opps! Shall do a few more later if not damn guilty. =X So much things to look forward to after exams. Esp this sat n nxt sat. =D Include tmr also, though exams' not done yet. Happy days =))

But i got a big problem. I have a huge pimple on my nose out of e blue. =( Hope it goes down before sat. Btw, im gg to eat some mooncake now, or else it wldnt feel like a mid-autumn at all. No adorable kids carrying lanterns anywhere. Where's e spirit man. Shall make bf carry lantern with me on fri. hahaha

Cant wait for tmr to end!

ARGH!

Back to studying.

Bye~

Happy Bday to my big sis! She's a pain at times but i love her all the same. =)

Btw, i haven touch gsc AT ALL. Slightly guilty now. =X

Damn it!

It's so hard to be upset at u.

rants

i hate the way u say u dun have a choice when it was you who chose to jump into this hole and put urself into e situation u're in. i hate the way u say u dun have a choice when you cld have done something to do get out of the hole yet u chose not to.

Like seriously, wtf.

Do as u like, im gonna throw in the sponge and wash my hands off you.

TGIF

TGIF! IT's friday but srsly it feels like any other day. =(

Hit the gym this morning with ced after being a couch potato for the past few months. Can only say im getting quite unhealthy. haha! No pictures. Cos too unglam alr. Rained super heavily on the way back. N the best thing is we both didnt bring brolly and e journey home from the bus stop to my hse is UNSHELTERED. Wanted to dash across the road but the rain is too heavy. So waited for my big sis to deliver brollyS.

Other than that, it's a boring friday. BORING! im gg to hit the books alr.

half-time!

Wow! I just realised i haven been here for almost a month but still got 2 stalkers spamming my wall. LOL. Took a tad longer than usual to get in here cos i kind of forgot my passwd alr. ha.

YAY! Halfway through the prelims alr. Feel less tensed compared to the past few days of hell. Can have a good sleep tonight. =) Cant believe sep hol is over alr when i dun even feel that i had a holiday. Bf got block leave this week but poor me got exams. So it doesnt really feel like he's not in camp at all cos i haven been seeing him nor texting as much. N while he's out with his frens, using a comp or just reading a book, im slogging like a cow. (Why like a cow? i dunno actually, jus feels that it rhymes) What a sad life. *sob sob* But i bet gk will say school life is e best, must enjoy while u can. hahaha.

Anyway didnt do much in the past week either. Was supposed to achieve my only agenda- renew my passport, but still failed. Im like stuck in s'pore now and if there's any emergency need to pao lu i'll be the only person stranded on this island. Oh dear. I shall go renew after prelims. Exam time= fat face, bulging stomach, so shall just go take pic after i go lose some triglycerides (vomit all e bio terms out). Haha.

Pre-celebrated choo's bday in the hol cos his bday falls on exam day. What bad luck. But the sukiyaki was like DAMN good. Ate aLOT ALOT. Didnt do much actually, just EAT. haha

Went for bf's social night which is to mark the end of service term. Was held at the ballroom @marina bay sands. And the food was SUPER DUPER GD! Like really damn nice i swear. And if u think shark's fin looks like those from the pasar malam or wedding dinner, u r so WRONG. The dinner's shark's fin come in concentrated big pieces. Like heavenly, though i dun really fancy it. The scallop was super generous and the prawns damn huge. Not that exciting for me since i knew nobody. But it was really funny seeing how strangers or female dates of the army guys try to strike conversation with one another to make e situation less awkward (still awkward though). It was quite interesting to ppl-watch and guess if they r real couples or not. haha. N got quite some pretty gals. I think im more interested in looking at e gals. haha. Bf n i got vastly diff taste in guys. Those he said is handsome was like hhmm-okay-only to me. But quite glad i met my pri sch fren. Like so qiao! Haven seen her for ages and she happen to be my bf's fren's date. But we sat different tables which makes me quite unentertained the whole night. Food was my bestfren while bf was running ard, talking, taking pics with frens. But there was like alot of activities and games nonstop throughout the dinner. Quite irritating cos u cant really eat in peace. But i guess cos it's a high class dinner so u're not supposed to be so gluton-y. ha! Overall, the only thing i rmbed abt the dinner was GOOD FOOD.

me n joane =)

See, a long post to make up for the past month. Haha. The sky's quite gloomy, i think it might rain later. But i hope not, so that yz can show off her very yang yan clevage at the pool later. And getting some uv radiation (cos there's no sun now) will make her tanner and look less like cheena kid. LOL!

oh ya, i helped bf to win 1 million dollars on fb bejeweled! But since he doesnt play, it's all MINE! hahaha. I tink e bio paper just sucked up all the sanity in me