BAD DAY



i dunno what's wrong today.
everything jus went WRONG.
sigh..
first it was e chem test that's totally screwed up
den had 2.4 test that made me so disappointed.
i didnt fail btw but it's jus bad.
i cldnt accept it. blame it on that pe-free wk last wk.
next, i failed my gp essay
it's realli hard to switch from narrative to argumentative.
it's not like i like to argue u know.
grr.
n finally or so i hope.
my tcher rejected my pi
n it's 4 days away from national deadline.
look. i jus feel like dying right away.
ah!



well. maybe im not e onli one.
bet ms wong didnt have a gd day either.
ha. she totally BAO in lecture today
when usu she wldnt care less abt ppl talking.
but today she scolded us like nobody's business
n she carried out tching
despite us trying to scribble down notes like crazy.



anyway.
i know im quite screwed
but i'll jus try to make e best out of things
with e limited time i have.
sighh.
n all e tests coming nxt wk.
i realli want to go out with e gals on thurs
please tell me i have time for that.
*fingers crossed*



now. time for pi.
*takes a deep breath*

It's Sunday!
wished mon wld nv come.



having real bad body aches now.
had x-versatile training ytd. ha.
n we had 2 new ppl joining us.
one of e hiong-est workout ever.
accounting for e aches.
shldnt have been so hiong
tmr's my 2.4km run.
hope my leg recovers by then.
i dun want to be bai kah like ced.
n i dun want to have a retest.



spent e whole afternoon ytd
to chiong my pi.
sighh. wonder how it goes.
no more wkends to piang pi anymore.
n i hope my pw grp
whoever it cld be to be ppl i can get along with.



slp at 1am
which wasnt very late
but i woke up at 2pm.
actually i woke up at 12+
but i jus cldnt bear to get out of bed.
to face reality that there's alot of work awaiting me.
dread^ infinity.
but still. i dun have too much of a choice
do i.
shall start on my work now.
n hopefully i can finished them in time
cos i nid to go to my grandma's hse later.
sigh



sometimes when u meet a split rd, u took great in making a decision.
but after some time, u realised u're back to where u started.
effort, time n energy wasted.

had a off-day today
didnt go to sch.
n i must say it's a gd break la.
slpt all e way till almost 1.
felt rather dizzy when i got up.
but towards e late afternoon
felt much better alr.
practically didnt do much la.
it's a gd day to miss sch today
cos i onli miss one chem lecture
one pw tutorial n one gp lsn.
i hope im missed.
haha!



anyway. im gg off alr.
shall finish up some work
n den go lalaland
tmr will be a long day.
=(



everyone nids a little encouragement
somewhere along life's jounry
no matter how strong they are/seem/look =)

bio prac today was super hyped up.
cos we all had a temporary pet for an hr.
it's a tadpole
not e teeny weeny one tat u know of
but one that's like abt 6cm long.
it's not green btw.
it's like brownish yellow.
not pretty but adorable.
haha. it will start jumping
n swimming in e water.

so e first challenge was to weigh e tadpole.
it's probably e most impt part
cos we nid to overcome e fear of touching it.
n im quite sorry for my tadpole.
was quite reluntant to touch it
so it jumped out of e net n
stayed on land for quite some time.
had to call for help which was super paiseh.
anyway after that i plucked up
all my courage n jus touch it.
e worst thing was i did it twice.
cos my tad was considered real big n fat
others measured abt 2-3g
mine was like 5g
so it exceeded e limit for e balance
so had to remove more water.
n e tad looked quite stuck in e plastic vial
cos it was facing head down.
after which, we had to let it acclimatise in
10,20 n 40 degree water
10 degree was e most troublesome temp.
cos condensation rate was super fast
n u had to keep wiping e beaker
so that u can count e no of times e tad opens it mouth.
haha.
all in all. it's quite an unusual bio prac.
w/o having to listen to 2 periods=100min of theory.



had lots of make-up today.
of all days.
had chem make up
n i passed my spa trial.
yay! for once im passing something



had econs make-up at 5.06
so in btwn.
ced wendy n sw wendy west plaza.
cos ced e tadpole in e wall
has nv been there.



time spent in lecture was quite fast.
with mr hon's entertainment n stuff.



ultimate tiredness.
shall go to bed.
nights



keep him safe.

Random pics





guess who's wt?!


ASTRO!


wendy sitting very shu nv-ing

BLUES BLUES



it's sunday again!
n i jus chiong-ed pi
did my 5th n 6th draft today.
please tell me i can make it to get EE for it.
2 more wks n it's e end of pi.
ahh!
my sis got her grps alr.



this wkend's gone like real quick.
whole of sat was spent on e concert
from 9am to real late.
rehearsal at vjc was a disaster.
was quite upset after playing.
but thxfully.
e actual one was much much better than expected
though i did make mistakes.
anyway. jus glad it's all over
=)) no co prac this wk.
went for dinner with hj j w dom jx
@ e airport. ate popeyes.
yumyum. n then we loithered ard
talk nonsenes n made ppl look like astro.
had ice cream @ swenesons cos
some stupid pig had craving for it.
went home after that
n i was dead beat.
fall aslp on my bed with my hair wet.
haha.



but still feeling blue
cos it's monday alr.
n i have lsns till 5.05
=(

oh ya. jus to add.
happy bday cedric!
u're getting old-ER.
haha.

been MIA-ing for a super long time.
doubt i even used e comp
if not for PI.
doing 4th draft now.
booked for consultation tmr.
must try to breakthrgh e typical ideas.



life's been e same.
lectures tutorials tests co
probably onli look forward to
2 days of e wk.
that's thurs with mr super-hilarious richard
and sat's super ultra fit and healthy x-versatile session.
in case u dunno.
mr richard is my maths tution tcher.
he brings joy to ppl w/o realising.
n he can prove a formula for 45 min.
n he calls cedric, cetric.
=)



got back most test papers tis wk.
test after test
i jus got increasingly disappointed.
i studied.
but i jus cldnt do it.
i know i had to be more proactive
in making a change in those grades
instead of jus whining.
but i cldnt help but feel a tinge of despair.
=(



anyway.
sat's e concert.
quite anticipated. actually.
cos it'll be e end to co prac
ending an xtra hr later than e others.
it get's pretty exhausting realli.
even though we'll probably get thrashed
like totally be e other jcs.
but oh well. have faith.



waited for bday boy for an hr after sch today
cos he wanted to go back prss to borrow sheng.
so went back with him
despite being realli realli lazy.
but since it's his bday
i granted his wish. ha!
was raining heavily when we wanted to go home
n we shared a tiny brolly.
cos usu onli im e one using.
so when we alighted from e bus today
we explored a new n exciting way to walk home
with some shelter from e rain
*wink*



alright. time for PI

YAY! i survived monday.
but im feeling so tired now.
more of dread i suppose.
cant wait for fri to come
wish i cld jus skipped
e entire thurs
well. maybe not e night
cos there's lsn with mr richard.
ha!
i hate maths.
but he makes life laugh-able despite
e heavy workload n stress
we all haf to bear each day.



anyway. 2.4 timing today was fatabulous.
wonder if it's my willpower getting stronger.
or that x-versatile training is working.
haha.


watever e case.
i jus finished my second draft of pi in <20min. quite hastily done. but oh well. it's not e final one anyway.


wld finish lsn at 3.25pm tmr
if not for e stupid reach rep welcoming tea
or whatever it's called.
sigh. it starts at 5pm ok.
n i cant dun go
cos ms foo wld ask.
=(
shant think so much.
off to lalaland
nights

i have a boring life.
n studying alone is so unproductive.
mr richard is super comical.
n makes me kind of look forward to lsns.



im having monday super blues!
2.4km tmr.
chem test.
long day till 5.05pm
n my printer is still not fixed
=((