IT'S HARD TO SAY GDBYE

today is really my LAST day working.


initial plan was to work till last wk
den it became till this fri
den it became till this sat n
den it became till today.
it's so hard to leave.
really.

had to walk into robinsons building today
cos it's a sunday
hence no transportation was provided.
e walk in today seemed so much shorter
n less dreadful than it ususally was.
i took a long glance at e surrounding
knowing that this wld probably be e last time
i wld ever be walking this familiar path.

work was more or less e same
e only difference was e feeling i held today.
all e things u used to dread
seemed much more pleasant today.
e conversations made seemed much more precious than ever.
d said how he wld realli miss us when we r gone.
how we helped to trigger his thinking
when we challenge his views (aka ding zui)
how he thght i was just a kid he had nothing common to chat abt
but he changed his mind
n i even became e first person he call n chat with
it makes me so touched.
plus e fact that he wrote a note
which was so so so touching.
it says::
ni de yi ju yi dong, shi wo men ti hui dao...
ye zai luo jing shi
shen me shi zhen xi
ren zai bie li hou
shen me shi si niang.
it was really well written
nice handwriting plus he wrote it during lunchtime
but blame e heavy downpour just now
it became salted veg alr.
=(

was helping p to write e attendence
abt an hr before work ends
had quite a chat with p during that time
cos he was sitting beside me
i dunno izite me or what.
but we just seemed to start talking abt e 1st day i came
what he wore. what i wore.
all e stupid n silly acts i did
n he happened to witness.
everything.
n i wished that laughing wld nv end.

pooh hit my head realli hard before knockin off
he said it wld be e last time
cos he likes to hit my head
usu i wld say go away with some stupid actions
but today i cldnt.
i knew i will miss him
he's a nice guy too.

not onli that. even e aunty i dun like
n still dun like now
wanted to kiss me cos it was my last day
but luckily i shun in time.

most imptly. cc-bird.
she's realli e one who brighten e days
with her endless jokes
n no head no tail qns.
Do fishes have eyelashes?
haha.

im such a brave gal today cos i smiled to them
n didnt let my tap run loose.
i'll miss them im sure.
some say we shldnt work during e hol
bcos after graduating we'll have million n zillion years to work
so what's e hurry
but i disagree totally.
working now n working then is diff
working now is for xperience
working then is for survival.
with a diff purpose, e process is much diff.


one of e guns i used.


cute cute alvin than plaster man gave.

wanted to have dinner with workplace ppl.
but cldnt cos had a dinner date with others.
it's such a pity but im sure
we can meet up some other times.
p still owes me 3 treats.
haha

went to "the garden slug" for dinner
with ms ho ck jx jy n kp
just eat, dun think.
that's its slogan
but nope. it's not slugs nor weird food we had
just western food.
not too bad.
a realli nice n quiet place to dine.
e meal was rather filling
but we went on to wang jiao hk cafe for dessert
n TALK TALK TALK.
it was a realli tired but worthwhile day.

thx ms ho. for e treat n ride back home. =)

i miss cecelia popeye david n pooh... ...

MERRY XMAS EVE!



surprise!
im at home.
work finished at 5.30pm today
which was super unusual.
plus there's no work tmr
everyone is so happy
that they start talking rubbish
when work is abt to end.

im feeling relaxed.
all christmasy.
though im realli sorry i didnt have e time to write xmas cards
realli sorry.

super tired now cos i slpt at 3am ytd.
which means i onli had like 4h of slp.
but maybe it's worth it.

had a great time OUT ytd.
finally gg out.
went vivo n it's was scary-ly crowded.
watched warlords
n it was quite gore n bloody.
e ending of this kind of movies r so typical.
but overall a great day =))

went home n got a call from d.
i think i understand what's happening alr.
everything that explains their weird behaviour.
ha. n it was such a laughter-ful day.

got to go get ready n go out alr.
adios~
have a great xmas eve

seems like e previous post's a little emo.
ha. must be due to lack of slp.
im perfectly alright.
can catch a breath tmr
=))

public hol tmr.
but BOOHOO.
i got to work tmr.
sigh. but it wldnt be too much a diff from normal days i guess.
anyway. i love to do picking
which is what we're busy
n will be busy with for e nxt 2 wks or so.
but i dun understand y everyone's complaining so much.
it needs alot of concentration i suppose
but that's what make time pass faster.
really.
i didnt even realise it was breaktime today.

forgot to mention abt ytd.
cos everyone got to do picking ytd.
so we went to e big warehse.
n to do picking we need trolleys.
so my supervisor (i call him popeye) went to help out as well.
he wanted to get a trolley
but got screamed at by some aunties there
saying that e trolley is for their use
e thing is there's quite a few empty trolleys there
so he was so pissed he barged into e boss's office.
he made e boss go into e w/h to see e attitude of his employees.
all e aunties just kept quiet n pretending nothing is happening
while e boss just grab any empty trolleys for him.
so cool.
i mean popeye. not e boss.

actually we didnt nid to work tmr.
but.. yup. u know who i want to blame
thus i shall not say. ha.

pooh n david's not gg work tmr.
sob. less entertainment.
at least there's popeye.
pooh n popeye r super childish.
they like to imitate e way i talk n act.
but i think working there have made my hokkiene better
everyday must listen to hokkiene songs
cos e aunties dun like chi songs
plus they dun listen to eng songs.
but some songs r not too bad la.
like e umbrella song etc etc.

okay.. enough said.
im realli realli tired.
adios.

oh ya. it's my daddy's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
I LOVE U!!!
i doubt he'll ever see this
but i dun care.
just want u to know i love my daddy.
haha

TIRED^infinity



im still awake!
not that i dun want my slp
but it's very uncomfortable to be slping
feeling bloated.
finished work at 10pm today.
longest hr i've ver worked.
all bcos of tat idiotic boss.
he took so mani orders such that
everyone from both lvl 1 & 2
nid to stop all their work at hand
and do picking so e gds can be delivered to e outlets.
dumb dumb.
but it's quite fun
cos i have a new 'gun'
this roller price tag-er
tat rolls out red price tags.
got to work till 10 for e nxt few days i guess.
n e boss it thinking of a shift system.
i wld love to try e 2nd shift.
8pm to 8am. ha.

i think i had a realli gd working experience.
i started at e 2nd lvl of e warehse
den went to help out at e 2.5th lvl
n jus before i went back to e 2nd lvl,
i went to lvl 1 to helped out.
i practically tried all e jobs.
how exciting.

n cecilia passed her n lvl.
im so glad for her
n she look super duper cute today
when she changed into her uni.
=) i love pinafores

but i've been quite upset since ytd
cos my darling phone refuses to sing to me any longer
either it became zi bi or mute.
lost my onli source of self entertainment.
sob sob sob.


/edited

plans after work was ruined.
well. postponed actually.
ha. but oh well.
went tm walk walk
n had dinner together with workfren.

super duper tired now.
planned to quit this wk
but i decided against it.

wk was repetitive as usual
but mon wld be slightly diff.
i bet e 3 guys will be bored
without e 3 of us.(cecilia+sis+me)
cos we make wk more bearable.
hahahaha.

it's time to lalaland.
adios~

ALMOST WKENDS =)



today's quite a day for some.
cos it's PAE results day.
n im so excited cos... ...
cherie's gg MJ!
=)) horray.
even if we're not classmates
we can be schmates again.

work was alright today.
just e same old stuff.
n chatting definitely helps to make time pass faster.
that includes playing scissor paper stone
just to decide who on or off e radio
or even guessing song names playing on air.

sis's gg for mj audition tmr.
she rejected it twice but e person called again.
so ya she's gg.
n she onli started practising after work
which is like 2 or 3 hrs?
wish her luck ba.
somehow i wish she will get in
cos i dun want to go thrgh a lvls alone.
maybe it'll be quite fun with her.

daddy's back from m'sia.
was so worried for him
cos he went there alone.
mummy had her exam just now.
she said it was quite easy
but her first paper surely wldnt make it.
it makes me laugh.
it's like those times she used to ask me how my papers were.

it wld be quite fun tmr after work
=)

YAWN



another day passed at work.
been trying my best to slp @10pm
but it nv seemed to work.

had dinner at tamp area with someone from work.
a treat from him cos he lost a bet e previous wk.
had a long long chat together.
talked abt alot of things
marriage. life. alot.
somehow it seemed to have shaken and changed some of my beliefs.
it made some things clearer to me
but it somehow made other things ever fuzzier than it ever was.
some statements i totally agree
but others i beg to differ.
it's true that age is not e most impt factor in a realationship
but e thinking n e maturity lvl.
i can raise both hands n say yes confidently.
however his opinion regarding marriage
im not too sure.

but i've reached a couple conclusion.
1. i prefer older/more mature guys
2. my desiree to get married in my mid 20s seemed to fade
maybe happily ever after is nv gonna happen

ha. feel quite chen zhong now.
adulthood is confusing
working society is complicating.
but im still me =)

MORE PICS.. (continued from previous post)


our cardboard bed n bubble pillow


her stoning after waking up


david e joker.
n he has endless jokes n stories to tell. some have colour one.
u get what i mean?
his chinese is super tok gong
always test us iq qns
n today guessed correctly so he's gonna treat us a meal after work.
hohoho.


my personalized working box.
now u know my art standard now.
very bad indeed.
n if u think otherwise cos e ka zu-ah very nice
den u r wrong
cos is david draw one.
n he drew it before me knowing
den act blur ask me y there a cockroach on my box.



breaktime corner.
it's a staircase above e smoking area
n that's where we drink milo/teh
eat snacks n chat/vent our complaints there.

oh ya. n e 4 ppl who made working a much better time
actually 5.
1. e supervisor a.k.a popeye
i call him popeye n he will respond.
2. my shifu/mentor a.k.a winnie e pooh cos he looks like it. so cute
3. david a.k.a e joker. he taught me mani life lessons which sets me thinking. n there's nobody that wldnt laugh at his jokes. realli.
4. cecelia my work fren. she's funny n like to ji xiao(hokkiene) ppl.
5. dawn who left alr.

actually one more but not as much influence.
plaster man!
cos everytime i sees him
i will ask.
plaster man. got plaster?
den he will reach into his pocket n give me.
so funny. there's always plasters with him.
walking first aid box

working's much more bearable with them
n i feel independent
especially after benny said i am.
haha.
my mum quite evil.
make me pay water electricity bill
almost no pocket money
n i've been paying for my hp bills for as long as i can rmb.
see im so independent.
can survive on my own.
but nvm la. it feels good to be contributing to e family.
working is tiring
but it makes me want to be a better student
when sch starts nxt yr.
=)

WORK WORK WORK

today is e first time i feel so relaxed.
finally i can just laze ard at home
not having to remind myself that i nid to wake up realli early tmr.

been 24 days since i started working
time seemed to pass so fast
although working can be quite tiring and mundane
but there's 4 ppl there that always make my day.
working isnt as bad as it was at first.
=))

shall post some pics@ work



big warehouse


warehouse plus e tall ladder


workplace fren plus my shifu a.k.a winnie e pooh





fren+sis+me taken during lunchtime break when we wanted to catch some slp.

YAWN

great. im still awake at this time.
tmr will surely be a hard day to get by
cos i wld be realli slpy.
who ask me to have dinner so late.

david bought a new hp.
W910i
it's super pretty.
im so jealous. haha.
he's quite a trusting person la.
know me for less than 3 wks
den let me bring home his new hp to try
so that i can teach him how use tmr.
funny guy.

e supervisor also very funny.
compete cheng yu with me.
n i won. ha. he owe me a meal.
but he make me distracted in my work.

prom was alright.
shall upload n send ppl e pics from my cam
as soon as i get them

it's getting realli realli late.
slping time.
adios.



making decisions r not hard
but e fear of making e wrong one makes it hard