do u know how sucky it feels to rpy in one liners, when all i really want to do, is to share all the encounters and things that happened recently with you.

='(

if this is ur way of getting back at me, to make me upset,

you've succeeded.

congrats.

another rainy day.

what's wrong with us.

what's wrong with me.

I guess it's only human nature that we tend to be less tolerant and less patient to our closed ones. Just think of those times when you replied your parents' qns with such irritation and annoyance. I have to admit tat i do that too sometimes, especially after a bad day i guess. And my way of preventing myself from that? i will lock myself in e room or go to bed. B'cos i realised in a fit of annoyance/anger, we tend to make hurtful remarks.

So does that means when people speak to us with such irritation and annoyance, we should be gald?

How ironic.

rainy day

it sucks big time to be at the mercy of others, to have your own fate determined by others' leniency.

i swear this will be the last time i'll succumb myself to this.

judgement day

It's e season of facing those numbers again. Mere numbers that could determine your life. Those vivid memories from a yr ago came flashing back. Im not fearless about my future fate but at this point of time, what really upsets me, is not my own result, but rather seeing ppl facing the same turmoil and emotions as i once did, reaching a crossroad and not knowing what to do. I cant tell you for sure whether choosing to repeat was a good choice, but i can surely say that repeating is a bumpy journey that i wish upon no one. The social, mental stigma and barrier, having to adapt to the new environment..., i guess nobody can truly understand if u've not been in this situation.

It's not as though i love every single one person in my class, but really, i do hope to see everyone of us next yr.

Oh well... for now, let's just not think abt this and take a break from all the studying. Cheers! =)

home

im home... from school. Stayed in sch for barely two hours and im home alr. All hs's fault. Made me report to sch just for morning assembly and collect the stupid timetable. Grrr. But oh well. waking up early is good. Probably cant get to sleep now. Shall go fish-a-fish.

picnic day =)

Cant believe i just finished my exams today. Just dun quite feel the excitement and happiness of being away from all the studying for a while. Probably bcos judgement day is next wk i suppose. I hope by then i can truly have a reason to feel happy and much more at ease than i am now.

Thought there wont be sch tmr for me but who knows attendance is compulsory when i dun even have lessons. ARGHH. But im too gd gal to want to pon school. Oh well, shall just have to wake up early.

Had a great day-out together with the ALG to celebrate the closure of exams. Went marina barrage for picnic. I think guys will nv know how to enjoy the fun of having potluck. haha. But they're impt to clear up all e food. Food was satisfying today and fulfilling. The scenery was great minus all the constructions and cranes everywhere. Weather was gd today too. Super cloudy and windy. Maybe that explains why there's alot of ppl flying kites there. And then after all the food, we had our nice personal tourguide to lead the way and explore the place. Time spent today was worthwhile though im really tired now and ctl kept complaining that my panda eyes are really scary. Shall have another outing soon. haha. =))