jingle bells

Spent a homely xmas, xmas at jq's home ytd. Supposed to be a potluck dinner but gathering with like 7 guys, what do u think. Mostly bought drinks, alcohol to be exact, some ordered pizza, some tabao-ed dessert from wherever. At least jx brought made-with-love hotdog buns. Haha. And me n bf brought apple crumble(his masterpiece) and potato salad(super safe) which we spent like a few hours at my house previously, cooking up a storm, literally. Haha.

N after enduring for so long, my tube broke again while eating the pizza. Tsk. $5.70 gone for a tiny mental tube less than 2cm in length. Oh well... It's like the nth time already anw.

N u know what happens with all these guys who r alcoholic and clubber-holic. They DRINK, like ALOT. Think they finish like 2/3 bottles of red wine, some sake and who knows what since i wasnt looking. Me is liang jia fu nv so decided to do something more intellectual than drinking and playing finger guessing games. Which ends up to be mahjong. N i totally got scammed when i sat down bcos they were playing mj, involving money, AKA GAMBLING. You know how when u say u really suck n then e whole table reply that they're not good either. YA RIGHT! I was catching no balls n just kept paying money to whoever and for whatever reason. Santa claus on xmas. Until like a few hrs later n i swear i only had like a dollar left (started with 20 bucks btw), when bf decided to check on me ( drink drink drink, n forgot abt me. tsk) , when he took over n recoup a little for me during the last win. Thank god i lost only 7bucks. Lesson learnt, all set for new year mj ( @ced,joel,jh) hahaha!

Had xmas exchange which always takes quite awhile, all the reallocation bcos somehow somebody just had to pick their own gift. HAHA! Finally got our present n i guess bf n i haven been gd cos our gifts are how-do-i-say, UNIQUE. USB fan for bf n i got a alien organiser which is the size of a tissue box. hahaha. I guess xmas is indeed the season of giving, n to enjoy the joy of getting gifts for ppl.

Cldnt decided where/wat to do after that n eventually e guys decided on summerbreeze at pr park, which is like a bar in case u dunno. (Told u they were alcoholics). Ha! Set off in 3 diff cabs so had some time in btween. So the guys ended up playing all the rides we all used to play when we were much younger. Nostalgic. How all the memories came flowing back... It kind of makes me smile.

N then we went to have bkfast @mac at the new sports recreation centre. Quite a pretty place. N i reached home in the morning like 7am when everyone was abt to embark on a fresh new day. haha

Anw thanks jx, gk for the presents :))

Merry xmas!

commuters nid to understand tat ppl must get off to get in. So freaking let me get off e train at eunos! RAH

IT A COLD DAYYYY.

ENDLESS RAINNNN

I swear im gonna wear my slippers to work if it's still raining tmr cos apparently wearing wedge to work didnt help to keep my feet dry AT ALL

N fatty BIT ME JUST NOW! I SWEAR SHE LEFT A SET OF TEETH MARK ON MY ARMS! N IT WAS RED FOR A WHILE! Imagine how it'll be like when she has her full set of teeth! *shudders*

I shall slp soon bcos i nid to wake up early to offset the time for SLOWPOK trains n really low frequencies. Tsk!

NIGHTS!

when technology isnt that reliable

Me is an angsty commuter. Had lunch at tamp after tuition n was abt to make my way to sch when i realised that red line was down. The worst thing is the screens located at lvl 1 died so the only time u know red line's trains r not workin is when u alr tapped in. How annoying! Did some mental calculation and figured out my best bet was to take express 518 to town. City hall would be probably be trapped with lots of ppl wanting to catch the free shuttles by then.

Bus took dino yrs to come n den it decided to be like the train n underperform, travelling at like say 30kph on a freaking flyover. Which eventually made me 60MIN LATE FOR LSN! WTH!

Officially hate smrt but totally cnt boycott it bcos im such a road idiot, i rely on the train for dear life.

DAMN IT!

What a bad day but at least got to meet mav,fel,tl (all together) finally! Didnt do anything actually, just had to sit ard, talk rubbish n it felt like we were back in jc days. It's so nostalgic, not that i miss anything abt studying in a jc. But let me say this ONE MORE TIME. NO MORE ARMY TALKS!!! RAH!

atonement

I know it's ironic. But at times, i feel like im still not mature/old enough to be in a r/ship. I knw it've been like freaking 36 months. But the sense of helplessness, uncertainties and pessimism still overpower me at times. You think it's easy to love? It is. But to trust, to have faith and to hold on in times of ups and downs can be a daunting task. Like what ppl always like to say, 'it's easy to fall in love but maintaining it, is another issue altogether'. There's much truth in it.

im no expert. i made/make wrong decisions, i lose rationale, i become emotional like a mad woman...

It's funny how ppl lose their mind when it comes to matters of the heart. We all become amateurs all of a sudden (unless u're a player).

We all learn along the way and grow(old) together...

im hope im getting better at this

e one u love n trust

Thanks for being the one there (most of e time when u dun MIA. tsk)

happy anniversary boy (better late den nv)

pretty flowers in full bloom. REALLY HUGE.

changi point city!

went changicity point to explore with gk after work. Main aim was to go to bookfair at expo hall. n guess what! i was expecting mountains of ppl, long q at the cashier n ppl lugging handfuls of books. In contrary, it was kind of empty, lots of space to move ard, waiting time for cashier-bout 1min. =O gk's comment was CUI. LOL! So shocking. But even better this way! Got lots n lots of nice new pretty books ard. :) Bought 8 books including 1 for fatty cos i really cldnt manage the weight anymore. Hee!

Finally got to check out the mall after getting all my loots. Changicity mall is so PWETTY! Really nice place to shop with all the outlet stores. Had dinner at the food court. Alright la...

Then we checked out the water playground located just outside the food court. So cute! N looks fun too. Im too tall(for once) for it though. =p

Pretty walls

my loots!

let me catch my breath

i know it sucks to be financially strapped n i really want to be that nice fren for u to comfort u

but im just too drained with all e other things on my mind

:((

MOR E RETAIL THERAPY @EXPO BKFAIR LATER

happy bday love

my bday boy's 20th bday. Arranged for his classmates to meetup for lunch. Was supposed to be a surprise but this kpo boy kept looking over my shoulder when i was exchanging texts with them so he kind of guessed it alr. Tsk.

Went to j's new hse after that for his bday(too) cum hsewarming celebration. Had free food-so so only. N den just hang ard. Rot a little before REALLY REALLY LONG later, they decided to catch "na xie nian" together. But bf n i watched alr so we caught arthur's xmas instead. It was SO SO SO adorable. Feel so christmasy n I LOVE X'MAS :))