BRAIN DEAD



i cant memorize anything.
how to upgrade my 256mb memory?



by the way.
i think i totally screwed today's hcl paper.

tmr's e first paper alr.
so FAST.
n before i knew it
all e other papers will come.

im scared.
scared of braindead
scared of mind block
scared of my limited vocab
scared of not having any plots

i think im crazy
haha.



Good Luck =)

keep mugging!


but humans r humans
there's a limit to how much things we can rmb.
there's a limit to how much we can achieve.

sometimes it gets really disheartening
when u cant do well
depsite all e time n effort u've put in.


been TRYIN to mug real hard this few wks.
yup. trying like i've said.
im not smart. im not hardworking.
my attention is real short.
n i just hate it.

but it's gd to have ppl studying with u
=) thx for all e mugging kakis
be it at my hse or wherever.



jess hj wendy came to my today.
:))) n we studied.
n den hj being so so so tired slpt on e hard hard sofa
while wendy was staring at her his bk.
jess was hightlighting ss txtbk.
wanted to slp real badly but got 2 ppl
who kept tickling me.
so somehow i end up playing fifa for like less than 10mins?!
n i got one goal.
=)



studying for exams can be tough.
but u're not alone.
cos e whole wrld is mugging with u.
even if it's ur worst subj
have faith in urself
cos i have faith in u
dun give up k ppl.

PIA-ING SESSION that became a DESTRESSING SESSION



wanted to study today
but somehow we decided that a
destressing session wld be a better choice
after all e mani mani tests we had this wk.

feel so much stressed-free now
all e tests r over though i know i wont do well.
but it's over.
=)

so deb jess me
watched tv.
chat.
n played monopoly.

oh ya. n i ate hagen daz ice cream
somebody ate half e BIG tub
den say only eat 3 mouthfuls.
=X

but it was realli shiok.
i love chocolate ice cream.
haha.

i hate e feeling of helplessness.

yet another COMA



took a nap after i bathed at 5pm ytd
n u know wat time i woke up?!

it's 9+am this morning.
16 hours.
amazing right.
but it feels so SHIOK
u shld try.
=))

i shall try to finish up my hw today
so that i can go out with an easy mind tmr.

i shall learn to be less stressed up
n be more laidback.

MIXED FEELINGS



it's realli e LAST prac alr.
e last time to go home this late after co.

used to realli dread every tues n thurs
but now it feels kind of weird to not have co.

all my juniors made my day
cos i ask them if they will miss me
n they said YES.
=))

gave out co shirts to e sec 1s
n im like quite shocked at some of their rexns.
imagine u trying to be sociable n say hi
n den one guy rplied.
" u think i 3 yrs old kid arh"

see. can vomit blood rght.
n den another one that goes
"watever" at everything u said.

sec 1s arh sec 1s...



sometimes i realli hate all e jobs
aka. sai gang.
but it feels weird when u dun have any.
humans r so weird.

im bored.

one of those days that
i wish i wasnt home alone

im listening to lots of oldies now.
cos i was transfering all e things
from my super old with big brain computer
to this computer that took slimming pills
ytd nite.
but sad thing is
i cldnt find e song 'love me'.
nvm.

looking at all e old pics in there.
so mani imagery came flashing back
sometimes i realli miss e past
i miss my old hse
i miss my nephews n niece
i miss xls nagging at me
i miss e much carefree life in lower sec
etc etc.

just a sudden thgt.
im not emo.
not depressed or wat
just trying to sort out my thghts.



i think im so dumb today.
was constantly reminding myself
e bks i nid to bring home.
but still i forgot all abt chem wkbk.
but macaco helped me to scan 6 pgs.
so i shall be a kind soul n not say abt him n erhem tmr.



'ytd once more' is ringing in my head now.
haha.
oh ya.
i didnt find any petula clark's songs
in my old comp either.
=(

was playing with my sis's clarinet.
haha. was kind of fun
n i blow got sound leh.
sometimes i realli admire my sister.
although there r still times that i realli hate her.
haha

my prediction was right.
i woke up at 1+pm gg 2pm.



just finished writing my compo.
i think i took super long.
but still i finished it.
felt a sense of achievement.
=))



my sis was quite funny today.
2nd sis.
dun tell u y
=X

im so tired.
i'll probably wake up real late tmr.



anyway.
'Freedom Writers' is a FANTASTIC film.
kind of long but worth e time.
all thx to someone's randomness tat i watched it.
thx arh.
but she's quite heartless.
cos she isnt touched one bit.
haha.



thanks J for e treatS
thanks W for her not-so-funny funny jokes.
thanks for e pleasant day
=))i have such cute frens.
u know y.
cos they r my frens.



i think im so nice.
so i treated my 2 cute frens ice cream today.





cute right? haha

IM HOME.



slpt at 1.30am ytd
n was forced to get up at 5++am
to pay respects to my 2 uncles & grandparents.

was like a zombie with only 4+hr of slp.
n my muddle-head cousin forgot to off
his car's headlights ytd
n bcos of tat e car was so heated that it cant start.
waited for like 20min after actual meeting time
before he arrived n we went across s'pore
all e way to chua choa kang cemetery.

dun realli like e place
cos it's quite ulu.
had an emergency call
n had to use the temporary toilet.
it was bad
real BAD.
super smelly cos e flush isnt working
almost fainted.

after like one hr we r finally off.
nxt stop was aljunied
n i was so tired i slpt a little on e car journey.

mt vernon at aljunied is quite a nice place
went there to pay respect to my grandparents.
den went to bedok temple.
n e toilet was amazingly CLEAN.

after that had brunch at bedok marketplace.
n den im HOME!

WE DID IT!



GOLD WITH HONOURS
PRSS CO IS E BEST!



FIRST ever neighbourhood sch getting that title.
=))) we set yet another record.

Believe that we will get GOLD/GOLD w HONOURS.
And ur belief will create that fact.

All the best to everyone playing today.
Do ur best n we shall be e best
=))

im back for a breather.
away from all e bio stuff.
i think im gg crazy.
was having dinner just now.
n u know wat i was actually thinking
thrghout my meal?!

was eating my mum's yummy kang kong
n then i started thinking abt food chains.
y veg gives us more energy than meat.

ate e fish n
minatama came into my mind.

see.im becoming bio-ish.

crazy's e wrd

2 more days.
just 46 hrs more.



eng lsn was GREAT today.
spent 2h to watch a film
an italian film
"Life Is Beautiful"
humorous in e beginning
n realli touching towards e end.
i cried at e end which is so paiseh.
imagine if i were in e theatre.
no. imagine if pf's watching it.

Wld have been e best eng lsnn IF
we didnt have to write an essay based on it.
still cant decide wat to write on.
hmm...



sis's coming back today.
finally.
but too bad she'll reach ard midnight
which means i cant pick her up.
=(