my bf is very cute. he called me just now n said

"hello mummy"

before he realised he said the wrong thing.

I burst out laughing.

LOL.

cocamp

Had the most meaningful slacking days ever. Spent fri n first half of sat helping out at prssco camp. Haha. Thght i'll feel awkward cos there's probably no juniors that i know anymore. But glad it turned out well, fantastic actually. Supposed to be some slacker job but ended up having to lead a grp. And i tell u, i've nv exercise so hard before for at least half a year. I almost died running, trying to catch up with them. Played 'amazing race' prss version ard tampines, n they were super enthu, running everywhere even when i told them e game will last 3/4 of the day. The gals were super cute. Just when they started running, one of them turn ard,smiled n told me 'hey, we gg to run.' i almost fainted. haha. But great workout i guess. Having MAJOR muscle aches now.

I think sec sch students are the cutest thing on earth. Bought drinks n some packets of biscuits for my group, they all went "why u SO NICE?" Really made my day. Mind you, they were just packet drinks. Wanted to treat them bubble tea but they wanted to have lunch in school. So adorable right. Treat a bunch of jc kids drinks and they just took it for granted. What vast disparity.

Had night walk later at night. And it was damn funny seeing them so freaked out. Good thing i know where all the "traps" are. If not i'll be screaming like them too. haha.

=))

AHHH!...

In IMMENSE PAIN now. AHHH! Went for dental after bio today n my dentist got alot of gimmicks each visit. Today, she introduced like 3 springs into my mouth, change new but shorter wires and tried to be thrifty. She stretch the small tiny coloured rubber band across 3 teeth. THREE OKAY! The rubberband was barely 1cm in length. And it's not just one set, but at all four corners of a codon of teeth. DAMN! Good thing i got to eat popeyes with the gals before dental if not im really gg to kill myself. So now, soft fluffy bread, mashed potato and porridge are my only best fren for the next few days. Bought yamazaki bread on the way back. It was damn YUMMY! But i cant exactly chew. My teeth hurts so bad, i dun even feel like exercising or moving at all. Just gg to play games and roll in bed. *pout*

carefree

Love the latest army ad. SO CUTE!

Anyway, went for a walk just now since i had to go to the post office and collect some parcel. Was on the train, happily listening to my mp3 when there's this guy who tapped me quite hard on the shoulder. Turned back, n i saw someone unfamiliar, calling MY name. Seriously. And i gave an awkward smile and ask who he was. Cant exactly rmb wat his name was but still it rang no bells. SUPER AWKWARD. but he shld have like tried to trigger my memory. But by this time the whole carriage was staring, i decided to move to the next carriage. hahaha. Feel abit bad, so if im supposed to know who that guy is, im so so so sorry. =X

what a day. anw i woke up at 12 today. had a real GD slp. =))

eating the thai sweet tapioca i ta-bao-ed home just now. DAMN YUMMY!

Spent almost 3 hrs packing and sorting out my notes and stuff just now. Now my desk and shelf is uber neat! =)) Cant wait for 2nd dec to get rid of every SINGLE thing. JC life has been such a nightmare, i wld NV want to look back ever. N next yr whatever results it may be, i'll let fate decide and move on with life. It've been a tough journey, and i wld never ever take this same route twice. Thank god for jc friends, or i'll never be able to get through e torment alone. =))

Chanced upon all the old letters, notes..while packing today. Sometimes we look back, we see the things we did, n thght abt the things we wished we did and there was so much regret. oh well, that's life.

"situations may change, but i will not."

u lied.

once-in-a-lifetime-experience

what a eventful day morning. Shall not harp on the details. I guess it's not too bad to stay near another jc. Next time must find a house near a sec n jc when i have kids. haha. But still took a cab there anyway cos walking will just make me more nervous. haha. And their clock is digital, projected on the projecter. So much better than our lousy clock in the hall, still need to squirm my eyes to see the minute hand. And the gd thing since tpjc is only a stone's throw away, i get to walk home. =) It's a truly once in a lifetime experience that u'll nv want to try. haha. ced say it's epic. lol. Anyway, just really grateful for nice friends who are so concerned. gan dong TTM! =D

So glad it's all over! Time to relax and chill like never before for the next few days! =D

hang in there.

keep trying, dun give up.

but i do need a spark of genius for the remaining 3 papers.

Uber gd gal today. Stayed at home the whole of today although there was no electricity at home. But guess i was really tired, slept till 1pm even though there was no fan. And in the afternoon, it started raining. What great timing! Made the without-electricity-day so much more bearable. Plus bcos there were no other entertainment, i actually studied bio. So good gal... But got bored after a while and i decided to pack my things. My book shelf and desk is SO SO SO neat now. =D And btw i swept the floor, boiled water and tidied up the house. *thumb up*

fel's xmas present, only 3/4 packed. haha! so nice right...

and im gg to look for a recycling bin near my hse to chuck all my old tutorials/notes/n everything else. so environmental-friendly! =))

Friday tmr! YAY! Though it doesnt make any difference cos i've been at home so many days everyday kind of feels like fri. =X But at least i'll get to see bf...

miss my boy. although i just saw him 2 days ago. even staying at home, watching tv together is enjoyable. =X *shy*

The past two days have been total shiokness. NO need to touch notes/books/tys, watch tv until there's nth to watch or simply just stare into space and stone. How heavenly! Quite a great contrast from the previous week. Life's been a bore. Nothing much happened. Been quite a zai nu these days.

My parents have gone to enjoy life this morning and i stuck at home. =( Barely 24 hrs since they left and i feel quite sian alr. Need to settle my own 3 meals, no newspaper to read, boil my own water... And the "BEST" thing ever. There's a TEMPORARY electricity shutdown from 830am to 530pm tmr. Seriously, u call that temporary?!?! No aircon, no fan, no tv, no comp... Feel like lodging a complaint srsly, this is like the third time this past few months. RAH! When there's a will there's a way. Shall find some place to rot tmr.

Went to meet bf n his frens for supper last friday. Caramel frappe was yummy.

took a bus home last nite n i saw him. Perhaps it's a blessing in disguise to know that it's time to move on n let go of all that had happened so long ago. The only thing i regretted was my ungraciousness behaviour. damn.

TENSION

Oh dear, just one more day. I think next week is gonna whiz past, you wont even have time to think abt it. More insomnia ahead. SIGH... But looking forward to LOTS of sunshine after exams. Actually after this coming wk can catch a breath alr. Hang in there!

Eleen, jia you! Must have the gk spirit. haha!

Bye~ JY PPL! =))

WKENDS

Life been sucky these days. Studying makes me sick. I wish exams were tmr, not that im really confident, but i just cant take the torment anymore. AHHH! I want be like gk who ENJOYS studying. So psychotic pls. Haha. I know i need to study but it's hard to keep still and do my work. So irritating. What's the point of studying if u'll prob forget everything in less than a yr? Asked bf abt Ksp that day. He asked me what's that, having ZERO recollection. LOL.

Anw, took some time off this wk to do some random stuff. Watched social network with my big sis. Damn random but anw i think the movie is quite sucky. BORING DRAGGY NO CLIMAX and i wld have walked out halfway thrgh the show. The only appealing thing is the handsome guy. Was actually quite looking forward cos wendy told me her new media prof highly recommend. But... hahaha.

Went to meet up with ex workfrens ytd, less than half of us were there but still quite an enjoyable day. Haven met for a yr but the familiarity is still there. Everybody's the same. So cute. Went timbre to chill after dinner and we walked up this DAMN long flight of stairs, i thght i was climbing chang cheng. My legs almost gave way halfway thrgh lor. Felt like i just did 2.4km. hahaha. Damn long nv exercise alr. Think drank abit too fast plus my stomach was empty i puked like a merlion. Damn gross, drank for like nth time alr n this is my virgin puke. Yucks. At least i made it home safely, sober. ha! what a day. Super few pic cos nobody brought cam. Nxt meetup in dec =))