Monday blues... Super strong inertia when i tried to get myself out of bed this morning. The only motivation is that today's e last day of feb alr. cant believe we've survived two months into the new yr alr. I guess work's much easier than sch days. Bcos after work, u can still do mindless things or simply slp, wheras after sch, u still need to do revision n hw. See, so i shld just stop complaining and enjoy my so called carefree days.

Bf came over in the afternoon to play the cluedo cards i bought ytd. I love cluedo! =D But most ppl just dun get e game. =( It's really damn intellectual and fun. The cards r like a simplifed version of the original board version so i guess it's easier to understand ba. But just 2 of us playing it got abit mundane n we just did brainless stuff, look at my baby photos and simply reminise the past. There's so much that happened and i guess if time could turn back, we wld propably have done diff thing. But oh well.. haha. feel so old suddenly.

went to ehub to drive pearl milk tea after dinner, took a walk, he sent me home before gg home to get his stuff to book in. woes of having a bf in army~

anw im like slacking now n i feel kind of bad. but i really hate calling ppl cos they make me wanna vomit blood. maybe 3pm. =X and it's really fri. damn it. knowing that e day's gonna come the month before didnt help any bit. Still feel sucky. Shall kan kai la. whatever will be will be.

Wanted to do some outdoor activity but the sun was blazing so hard i thght i would just melt at its slightest touch. So ended up at town enjoying the air con. Went to help my sis get diapers, those really environmentally friendly ones. it's super adorable. Ended up spending almost 90 bucks all on baby's stuff, all for little pancake (tat's her nickname). It's amazing how she's formed from just a couple of cells coming together. I bet she's a naughty gal cos she likes to kick and moves so much, i can see her finigers or which ever part of her, forming a print on sis's tummy. Like alien movements my sis likes to say. Looking forward to her arrival, i think i'll end up shopping for her more than my self next time. She's so gonna burn a hole in my pocket. hah. I love babies, not kids. =P

see e baby clothes n detergent. so cute...

Walked over to sommerset 313 and we saw this not so skinny guy in fairy costume, a huge red heart on his front, holding a wand, taking pic with random ppl. Our guess it that those group of guys were playing some dare. so -.-. Then walked over to revisit orchard central where we had our first ever proper pic a few yr backs.

Caught I am No4 back at tamp. It was super crowded, so uncommon. Had to sit at the 4th row from the front but not that bad la. It's not bad but i think reading e bk will be nicer than the movie itself. Had supper after that n ended up reaching home at 4+ =X

It can be easy to find someone you like or love, but keeping that interest or love burning isn’t.

My big sis is officially mrs pan now. Hahaha. Attended sis's solemnization which was held at wanderlust hotel. Love the interior. Damn cool. Very arty feel, n quiet cos it's a very small hotel. It was a cosy ceremony with just both sides of the family. A short and sweet session, maybe ten mins, but it was so heart-warming to witness. Gives me the urge to want to get married too. When will i find my prince charming?

I've figured out that humans are such greedy beings, nv contented with what they have. Or maybe it's just me. Having a sense of imbalance these days, seeing my sisS indulging in bliss and love i start to get a little green with envy. It's definitely not that im not loved, i know for sure, but i'll subconsciously make comparisons and wished he did abit more. Every so often i cant help but wonder if guys are simply nonchalant or they seriously are an oblivious lot. It really irks me at times when they behave so out of the situation. *sigh* It's really so hard to keep faith during times like that. But i guess that's part n parcel of life, either you throw in the sponge or just get over it. But i guess what i really need to do is to be contented, to not have expectations, and to learn to forget.

It's the game of love-me-more-n-u-lose.

last day of cny!

Been sick the entire day ytd. Bad headache plus fever = cnt get out of bed. Didnt even have appetite to eat. =( Feeling slightly better today but still abit dizzy though. The office's getting really noisy now. Cos there's a company lunch today n we're supposed to set off at 1145. The whole office's gg to somebody's hse later n we probably dun nid to come back to office after that. YAYness! I bet the person is some highranking guy with a HUGE hse cos the whole office-ful of ppl isnot that little. So excited. Shall snap some pic later.

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HOME! OMG the house freaking big like one isolated unit on mt faber. But i'll probably not stay there even if i was rich cos if im late for school/work/date, i'll sprain my leg quite often lookingat the flightS of STAIRS i need to take to go out/come home. =O His house has the old european style. Quite cool. Super closeto nature everyday ie.got alot of bugs and fly fly.=X

One way transport to his house = no need go back after work. =))

like excursion today. haha. check out the private pool.

*blush*

Cant belive i actually managed to meet bf for a date on v-day. =))

Was alr on my way back to work, like just one more stop to tamp, when bf texted n said he had nights out today. Being the bestest gf on earth, i alighted and board the next train in the opposite direction. But traffic was really bad on the roads, even though bf got a ride from his fren, i waited for almost an hr. N the worst thing every single restaurant was freaking crowded. So imade do this jap restaurant with the shortest q. Food was alright la. Soup's yummy but noodle okay only. V-day date was probably only an hr plus long, but im a happy gal alr. =)) N bf was super guilty for not having enough time to get flowers. But seriously i wld rather he get them any other day except vday. =P

e pretty card i made =D

right 2: yummy ramen =)

left 2nd: face in distress when fren called to ask him to meet at taxi stand. lol

friends n such

It's sunday again. Oh man, just the thought of having to work tmr sucks. Still considering if i should extend.... Anyway, i have no idea why wkdays seem to crawl by and wkends whizz pass like lightning. Sigh. Had a busy wkday on thurs, busy sourcing for ipod touch 3g for bf and getting fel's bday present. My work fren was super nice to offer to accompany me to sim lim squ after work. Touched ttm. Anw i walked shop to shop in funan n sim lim sq but none had remaining stock. How upsetting. Please tell me if u know of anyone selling their ipod touch 3g. =(

Anw went over to bf's hse to bai nian today. His mum was in a super duper gd mood i swear. She actually smiled at me!, like really radiantly. lol! Nth much actually. Was planning to sit at e living room and chat with his mum but seriously i just chicken out. I can talk to anybody in the world but when it comes to his parents i just get tongue tied. lol. maybe next time... =X

Gave fel a surprise visit at her hse @11pm+ with bf and choo. Guess it's time well spent ba. Haven seen her for quite a while. Caught alls well ends well with bf after that. Well, it's probably not the kind of movie i'll choose to watch la. But ok la. some parts are quite funny. In the reached home super late n slpt at 6am while bf went home, took his things and left house to book in alr. So much for confinement.

her handmade card and presents handpicked my me ok =)

CNY Day 10 @tim wei's hse

Met ced, songyun, jingxiong at pr int n bus-ed to tw's hse. Had a gd chat, played some cards, took pics... =) Went home for dinner before meeting ced again to shop for bag with him. FEB29 bag, bet nobody ever heard abt it. hehehe. Walked over to stjames at abt 10pm. Yup, cant believe we went clubbing, just e 2 of us. Totally LOL. N met so mani familar faces my os was "oh shit!". Super duper crowded! Like damn scary. Hahaha. In the end met ced's sis who went clubbing there too n went home together at like gg 4am. *yawn*

cui face at 3am -.-

introducing FEB29. LOL

gong xi fa cai!

Super slpy at work now, my eyes are half the usual size. Finished up my stuff at the moment alr so shall do a little cny update here. *yawn*


CNY DAY 01
Day 01 = stay-at-home-day. Worse day ever cos it was super duper quiet. Usual practice was to walk over to my aunt's place to collect ang pows from my dad's side's relative. But just a few weeks back, the tiles in my aunt's house cracked and she called to tell everybody not to come. So conclusion, i've seen ZERO relatives from my dad's side, which also means half my angpow money gone. How sad. Was bored stiff at home, but went visiting at joel's place at night. Played recre MJ till like 2am. Wanted to go home but ended up visiting deb's place at like 2.40AM! So cool. And the dad got an ultra cool wide lens DSLR PRO n our photos turn out studio standard. =D



top left: cui face after mj@2am
bottom: studio standard pic =))

CNY Day 02
Went visiting at my grandma's house. My parents were surprisely nice to let me sleep in unlike previous years. N i went over after i finish lazing on my bed at about 2pm. Not as crowded this year. N tv show sucks plus there's no cable. So played cards e whole day with cousins. Went over to my rich uncle's place after that. Not that shou with him but oh well. He catered buffet and there was a houseful of ppl. Super out of place den just keep asking my cousin to take pic. Went over to ced's place at 10+pm. Super late cos my parents refused to leave my uncle's place, i dunno why. RAH. Had MJ session again but this time with money involved. Haha. N i won all their money. HEE! Reached home at like 4+am.



MJ KAKIs

CNY DAY 03
Visiting at my small uncle's place. Met my baby cousin for the first time. She's the cutest thing on earth. Kept carrying her and she's like super fragil. Bf refused to even touched her hair with one finger. Haha. Didnt think of taking any photos with her. Shall do it next wk =)) N the kids there are damn scary and noisy. I almost died. Btw, there's a total of 5 noisy kids


left: harry potter lookalike. hahaha

CNY DAY 04
Visitng at bf's fren's hse. Boring! hahaha. But learnt 2 new games to win/lose money. Bottomline, just dun be greedy.

i guess i raised my stakes too high, too fast,

im having second thghts now.

People shldnt have to work, even halfday, on the eve of public holiday. The whole office is especially chatty and noisy today, plus the pantry is still packed with ppl having long breakfast at this time. It's only less than 2 hours till i knock off. Seriously. How productive will today be? Anw, the pic below totally made my day. So adorable! She's a new addition to the cousin family. Cant wait to see her tmr =)

Till then, back to work. =(

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