that's a lie.
breathing seems to get harder with each passing second. If i tell you im absolutely calm n nonchalant abt it at this point of time, it's just a facade. It's impossible to not think abt it. Your mind just start wander and cook up screenshots of ur "possible" result slip in ur head. You start realising how heavy all the hopes ppl have on u are. You just kept telling urself, whatever will be will be, if all else fails, well, u can always head private. But sincerely in ur heart, u're just praying so hard that miracles will happen n somehow u'll make it to local ones, whether for urself, or whether it's for the sake of ur parents' pocket.
Life sucks. lol.
Dear friends, pls be nice n not remind me. And those concerned ones, i'll text you. i promise.
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