counting down till e days u'll be back...

Haven logged in for almost a gazillion yrs, i nearly forgotten my passwrd. Anways loads and LOADS of things happened, both heart-warming and heart-wrenching. But let's not recall abt those bad things. But im too lazy to get my thumbdrive from the room to upload the pics. Shall do it e nxt time round when i have time to really sit down n reflect on all those events.

Just a sweep through the events

1) mavis tan surprise visit

2) visit to scott's hse

3) standard chartered marathon

4) exploring at new oc which is totally cool cos it is 12 storeys tall n has a sky garden

5) the great escape! on sw's bday

6) singing+ pool with sw's classmates

7) picnic @ecp

8) prssco leadership camp! jus ytd. Reached home and slpt at 530 and woke up jus this morning at 10am. hahaha.

9) Met fel today to the st james flea. Totally worth it cos shopping always felt gd.=)) (minus all e heartaches of seeing e no getting smaller in ur bank acc)

10) everyday happening with work friends. Lisan! Faster come back and buy me lots n lots of presents from bangkok! haha

=))

Life's pretty exciting but time really flies. Totally hate it cos i haven done anything i should do as a student, if u can wat i meant. If u dont, put it simply, i haven really touched the books. Or rather notes. and loads of them. AHH~

On a lighter note, daddy, HAPPY BDAY and i love you! *muacks*

And 10 mins in advance, HAPPY BDAY CHERIE CHIANG! YOU'RE 18!!! (finally)

Till then, bye!~~

Being attached is much MUCH more than just 2 ppl in love.

i should have known.

HELLO!

It's been so so so very long since i last blogged. Been doing nothing constructive these days and im really enjoying. Totally love the feeling of waking up naturally without being disturbed by alarm clock. Somehow time seemed to pass at twice the speed during holidays when you're idling away compared to when u're attending a lecture. Oh well...

Dec's gonna be a busy month. So much to anticipate. =) Even work is fun! these days with all the good friends i got to know. Suddenly i feel like working there longer than i've planned. Shall see how it goes...

Took quite some pics these days but my memory card reader is MIA. =( Will try to find it soon.

Till then, bye!

Life's been good. Work's been gd.

Except,

1. im having a bad throat

2. The mac burger i ate ytd had a strand of hair in it. *pukes*

3. im having a major wadrobe malfunction

4. carefree days r gg to be over soon. My sis been bombarding me with so many maths qns lately but i cant seem to rmb how to do some of them alr. time to start doing something soon.

5. i nid to get my shoes.

6. My phone is at e clinc. gg to go pick it up tmr

Anyway to ppl taking A and my classmates preparing for op,

ALL E BEST! =D

looking forward to class chalet =))

i wan the silly boy who listens attentively and sincerely cares back, and not this selfish pig tat dun give a damn.

RAH!

btw mavis tan, im not emo nemo. haha. it's matter-of-fact-ly. =)

This wkend will be very exciting. =))

=(

MY PHONE DIED ON ME AGAIN! ='( ^ infinity.

I dun have ALL my contacts now. =(

Met GF for lunch today. She's still the same, haven changed one bit. haha. But only managed to catch up for a short while cos her break was only an hour. But oh well, there's always more chances this yr. =)

Got another new job tmr. Kind of dreading it though cos i need to wake up real early everyday. And that i dont't have enough formal clothes to last one wk. Seriously. Plus i haven had time to get a pair of decent heels/flats. Imagine office wear paired with canvas flats. Totally retarded. Ha. But oh well. Hope i can make some friends too cos i'll probably be staying there for quite a while and it's really troublesome to have lunch alone when u can hardly find seats after buying ur food. But cldnt help it previously cos only one person can have lunch at any one time.

It's not my first time working, but after all the working days, i will always appreciate myself being a student more than ever. Being a student is so much more carefree, really. Im so glad im still going to be a student for a few couple more years. =)) You'll probably understand once you start working. Haha.

Another thing to look forward to. Muay thai on sat with mav and fel. Totally exciting.

disappointment

Im gg to meet my GF for lunch tmr =))

Kind of missing mavis and felicia already. Haven seen them for so So SO SO long. Seem to have lose track of time these days cos i've been rotting at home. Anyway i cant seem to watch vamp diaries on sidereel =( , so i've been watching this random jap drama that turns out superb.

do u know how sucky it feels to rpy in one liners, when all i really want to do, is to share all the encounters and things that happened recently with you.

='(

if this is ur way of getting back at me, to make me upset,

you've succeeded.

congrats.

another rainy day.

what's wrong with us.

what's wrong with me.

I guess it's only human nature that we tend to be less tolerant and less patient to our closed ones. Just think of those times when you replied your parents' qns with such irritation and annoyance. I have to admit tat i do that too sometimes, especially after a bad day i guess. And my way of preventing myself from that? i will lock myself in e room or go to bed. B'cos i realised in a fit of annoyance/anger, we tend to make hurtful remarks.

So does that means when people speak to us with such irritation and annoyance, we should be gald?

How ironic.

rainy day

it sucks big time to be at the mercy of others, to have your own fate determined by others' leniency.

i swear this will be the last time i'll succumb myself to this.

judgement day

It's e season of facing those numbers again. Mere numbers that could determine your life. Those vivid memories from a yr ago came flashing back. Im not fearless about my future fate but at this point of time, what really upsets me, is not my own result, but rather seeing ppl facing the same turmoil and emotions as i once did, reaching a crossroad and not knowing what to do. I cant tell you for sure whether choosing to repeat was a good choice, but i can surely say that repeating is a bumpy journey that i wish upon no one. The social, mental stigma and barrier, having to adapt to the new environment..., i guess nobody can truly understand if u've not been in this situation.

It's not as though i love every single one person in my class, but really, i do hope to see everyone of us next yr.

Oh well... for now, let's just not think abt this and take a break from all the studying. Cheers! =)

home

im home... from school. Stayed in sch for barely two hours and im home alr. All hs's fault. Made me report to sch just for morning assembly and collect the stupid timetable. Grrr. But oh well. waking up early is good. Probably cant get to sleep now. Shall go fish-a-fish.

picnic day =)

Cant believe i just finished my exams today. Just dun quite feel the excitement and happiness of being away from all the studying for a while. Probably bcos judgement day is next wk i suppose. I hope by then i can truly have a reason to feel happy and much more at ease than i am now.

Thought there wont be sch tmr for me but who knows attendance is compulsory when i dun even have lessons. ARGHH. But im too gd gal to want to pon school. Oh well, shall just have to wake up early.

Had a great day-out together with the ALG to celebrate the closure of exams. Went marina barrage for picnic. I think guys will nv know how to enjoy the fun of having potluck. haha. But they're impt to clear up all e food. Food was satisfying today and fulfilling. The scenery was great minus all the constructions and cranes everywhere. Weather was gd today too. Super cloudy and windy. Maybe that explains why there's alot of ppl flying kites there. And then after all the food, we had our nice personal tourguide to lead the way and explore the place. Time spent today was worthwhile though im really tired now and ctl kept complaining that my panda eyes are really scary. Shall have another outing soon. haha. =))

study leave day 01

My sis always says this:

The climb is hard but the view is great.

I know i'll make it thrgh, just hang in there.

RAHH

i so feel like screaming mav's fave word now.

GRRRR. shall make one last effort n put down my pride.

But if things doesnt change. So be it.

COMA-ED

Slept like a baby ytd. Literally.
Imagine yourself slping for 14hrs straight all the way from 5.30pm ytd. haha.
Never thought my body wld be so tired. But at least it makes me feel quite energised now.



Here's some pictures from ytd.

Pics from super long ago bio practical

felicia's glove

mavis's glove.

littlesuperherogal is sick. =(

Supposed to be enjoying my long wkend but now i cant really think logically.

Had a super torturous tuition session on sat but not bcos debbie is really boring but rather i felt so bad i cldnt think straight. Chiong to bed n coma-ed right after tuition n spent half e day in bed , slping. Felt much better after panadol. But all my schwk undone. =((

Supposed to be fine now but i realized im having a 38.2 fever. =(

But im still going to my grandma's hse to celebrate her bday in a while. Heehee

I hope i will have a miraculous recovery so that i can eat all the gd stuff there later =)

bye~

It've been a really dramatic and eventful wkend i must say. 

But i guess it's all worth the trouble and agony. 

Cos it made me understand so much more.

Thanks for everything. 

wish mondays nv come...

Had an eventful saturday tat wasnt exactly productive.

Started e day with e gals @trl, supposedly to study but i ended up only finishing my jian bao. But i guess it beats doing nothing at all. Anyway studying for math to me was nv productive. I cant help but rather do anything else in e world n not maths, even if it's bio or chem. ha.

Caught orphan @gv. It was a fantastic show, definitely a must-watch. The plot, acting and effects were amazing. My heart had nv beat so fast while watching a horror movie ever. Shall tell e gals abt it tmr. haha.

Anyway, had tution today n my tcher said that i look sporty. HAHA!

But for now, back to bio n maths =(

it's e mugging season again. 

Note to self: hang in there!  

chao ta-ed

Woke up really really early today @ like 10 plus am. Met s n we went somewhere u wld probably least expect. The last time i've been there was when i was in sec 1. Imagine how much the place has changed since 4 years ago. Went sun tanning n play water. PLAY only, i guess it takes time to overcome my phobia. haha. Had a really great day plus i met dawn, whose reaction when she saw us was totally hilarious, fel n sheena e 2 stupid women and qianqian. Tamp is such a small place. =))

Alot has happened on friday n it's probably the most exciting national day celebration i've ever had. I shall not elaborate what happened but i can say that e class will surely n definitely not be e same anymore after the hol after what she's done. It's a totally wrong move that she miscalculated. But what's done cannot be undone and after wat happened, some of us see light n truth in ppl while others remain blindsided. But that's not an issue, cos time will tell. We'll see.

my mummy is like psycho-ing me to go hiking with her tmr morning. But i'll need to wake up at 5am. And she's using dim sum for breakfast after the hike as a bait. haha! Hmm. Let me consider...

i like wednesdays, without co pracs. 

Which means i like today cos i went for funfestique vball game n missed prac.

It was fun since e last time i actually touched vball was in primary sch.

And it was still fun though we won 1 match n lost 3.

Got to know 3 new ppl who were in our team. =)

n though im quite lousy, im still better than c teckli. That's for sure. =P

Played bball after vball while waiting for s to finish lecture.

Carried out mission HOHO after that with s. =)

shall disclose mission HOHO tmr after it's completed.

btw i showed my mummy my blue blacks after vb today n she thght i self-tortured myself. ha!

pe tmr again. =( 

damn dread. But tues pe was damn fun. 

Cos i only helped to take other's 2.4 run timing n didnt move much.

e only bad thing was that it was a real sunny day.

so many things happened  it taught me that we shld NV shelf our unhappiness n emotions. make things clear or u might jus miss that chance n regret it for life. n to tat stupid woman, if u dun think abt it now, u might lose that chance to think. 1 wk is nothing compared to e time u've spent together. i hope u'll be a happy gal. smile smile. =)) 

S302 REACH! @ CHINESE GARDEN

Went chinese garden for cip last sunday with my class ppl. Totally dramatic cos alot of things happened. But simply too tired to write in details alr. So here's some pics. Till then~

BAG-man

nice scenary. totally thght i was in china for a moment. ha.

really tired of being upset abt e same issues. maybe e underlying prob is us.

one more day to FRIDAY

I've survived TWO double GP and double bio periods this week. (Y)
So proud of myself, especially since i didnt doze off.
Plus i ran a total of 13 rounds= 400mX13= Z (u can count urself) this wk
after not doing any exercise the the past month.
I bet i lost 2kg alr. haha.
Actually the fun & cool club is quite exciting. Bcos after every pe lsns, there's a sense of fulfilment plus there's company.
But still, i still want to whine abt pe.



Anyway i met a madman on the bus with shunzi some time last wk i think.
Suay-ness! He's a damn weirdo man.
Was chatting with shunzi on the bus when this guy changed his seats to those in front of us. So things goes like that:
Madman(M): *turns ard* What's e time now?
Shunzi: 5.30pm
M: ooh. How many more minutes to 6?
Shunzi & me: *Stares at each other**stunned face*
M: 30min?
S&me: *thinking-wow he can count!*
S:Ya
M: Today wat day?
S: Friday
M: Tmr wat day??
S& me: *cant stop laughing*
S: Saturday?!
M: Alot or very little?
S? *thinking-wat in e wrld is he refering to*
me: Just randomly choose
S:very little?
M: No, alot.
S: okok.
and a lot more qns....
S & me: Let's get out immediately at e next stop.
And SO, we got off and changed bus. Waited for my bus at tpjc n happily board e bus to go home.
Who knows, i actually heard that familiar qns-bombarding madman again. And to think he actually alighted at e same stop as me. super wth.
But im safe la. otherwise i wldnt be here. Hopefully we will all not see him ever again.



im quite depressed over it but i guess it's time to pick myself up n move on. I still have 10 more wks to prove myself.



Cant wait for the wkends to come. =))

=(

The worst part about exams is when you get the papers back.

totally demoralizing.

just one more to go.

More than half the cohort is probably doing brainless stuff and catching up on sleep now. But i have 1 last paper tmr. ARGH! Although there are still ppl like felicia who's feeling even more demoralised after the usual mjc standard chem paper despite it being her last paper. haha. Just take things easy now, there's more to come. Having lower expectation on myself for chem, leaving almost 20 marks blank seems pretty satisfactory cos it's a really really horrible paper. it'll probably take a miracle for me to pass. ha.



Went for eating session after paper with felicia and sheena to white sands to destress and totally forget abt all the exams. Fries was yum as usual but got a big present from superdog in my drink. Was alr halfway thrgh the drink when i felt like eating e ice. Opened the lid n there was a big floating carcass of a black once flying object. Damn disgusted and S went to complain. Im so gonna boycott white sands sdog.



So now im going to do random stuff cos i have no idea what n how to study for gsc. Im equally clueless cos im gg to take a full gsc paper that lasts for 2h40min writing in chinese characters non stop for a very first time.



currently in a semi-post-holiday mood now. Cant wait for this sat n especially next sat. hahaha.

hafway there, jus 2 more papers to go.
AHH!...

bye~

picture-ful post

Been a long long time since i've updated. So here's e overview for e past weeks.


YTD

Had our gp paper ytd morning followed by our learning journey and the 'mass' movie. There's nothing much to comment about gp paper so let's jus talk abt e latter. NE journey this time was really exciting comparatively all thanks to our nice ne rep, m tan. Bcos while other classes have to take squeezely crowded buses to get to their NE destination, our class has chartered a bus at super subsidised rate. Totally love e shiokness of the aircon under e hot weather. But we got a little lost after that n after much effort, we finally reach CHILDREN LITTLE MUSEUM. The place was real 'big'. ha.



Went for e movie at 450pm n e movie was quite nice but abit brainless like fel. haha. Bcos she loves blob blob. I think the insectosaurus is cuter. Oh ya, n 2 of us shared a medium sized popcorn. Though it's supposed to be medium sized, it was damn huge. Both of us kept munching from e start till e end of e movie, but we still cldnt finish. ha.



After the movie, me n fel went dating n shopped all e way from orchard to sommerset. Really had a great day! =)

guitar with ermm... 3 strings.

old sch uniform but the one on e left is my pri sch uniform.

so pretty right.

fel, mav, me and heyya

mav, me, vespa, fel n heyya

idotic mav n fel trying to mimic bruce

09S302 =D

us again. =DD

COLLOSEUM

colloseum aka sports day.

Nothing much cos i didnt join anything. And all i could rmb was that e weather was super duper hot.

fel, me, mav, shunzi, weichieh, lynn, gekkhim

me n bimbotic f holding e damn huge bunch of balloons

MY 18th BDAY =)

Jus want to say that i had a real splendid n memorable bday this yr cos i spend it with all my loved and close ones.

First with ced, sy, wendy, sj, tw, sw, qq with a ji dan gao for my bday cake with wax on it.

Then with ALG gang (fel, mav, hy, teckli, scott) with a damn huge hamburger cake n cards n flowers n stuff.

And then with more mj close frens (fel, tl, sheena) n sw for dinner. Pity m cldnt make it but at least that ex-bai kah gal scored one goal at her match.

And then and then it was with my sec sch BFFS (deb, wendy hj) n sw for dinner on sat night. Had a great time catching up though most cldnt make it.

Thanks for everything, to everyone. =D

huge ass hamburger cake

nice flowers from f

hy, m, me, f

ALG

sheena, me, fel

tl, sw, me, s, f, hy

pictures

SYF

part of exco '08

part of exco '08 with ms ng

TBY

CO

AGL OUTING

e,h,f,m

tl(tom),scott,g

co

We put in our blood, our sweat, our time n it was all over within minutes. 

I guess it's hard to not feel a little disappointed, but i really have to acknowledge the hardwork and enthusiasm that each n everyone put in. It was simply awesome compared to the first time we played, not forgetting so many members who learnt their respective new instruments in several months without any prior experience. Very impressed. We r a great orchestra no matter what. 

=)

note: shall upload pics during the wkends

panic

tmr's e big day alr.
hoping for e best.
jia you mjco! =)

double standards

TUES
celebrated wilson's 18th day at the study benches after bio tut.
sang song, cut cake and took quite alot of pic.
think we probably disrupted all e lsns gg on in e 1st lvl. haha.


wilson's cake - bought by f

birthday boy

S302!

somehow this pic reminds me of sharyl kua. ha.

random test shot using my cam.

seeing ur closed ones being emo-ish n upset kind of hurts. And it makes u learn to appreciate things better.

bimbo, i'll lend u my small tiny shoulders k. =)