i think im suffering from major stm now.

took me quite a while jus to get e pswrd to log in here.

haven used e comp for probably 5 days alr.

anyway.

had co prac today

and got to see alot of seniors,

starting from e very first batch. 

i guess tby in prss is much closely knitted as compared to mjco.

E way i felt in e 2 diff tby is jus so different.

i wish i cld do something to change e latter

but i suppose it's impossible.

How can u force a rigid way of behaviour n thinking 

on a grp of supposedly more mature members.

A grp tat dun even bother to inform u theirs reason for not attending pracs.

A grp which wldnt let me into their circle.

i wonder.

there's so much things in life i wish i cld hold on to.

but that's probably not within my means.

so let's jus learn to let nature do all e work.

in life, i guess u gain some, u lose some.

im so tired. shall go to bed alr.