Well, i guess it've been an eye-opener today. A slack day supposedly but ended up with 3 extra periods today. Expected it to be bad but didnt think it would be this nightmar-ish. It's one of those times that being mentally prepared doesnt help. HAH! I think you're abit lost. Let me enlightened you.. Took a triple period with a sec 3 normal tech class...
Stepped into class and was kind of glad to see another teacher already inside, though it's the teacher that i didnt quite like. =x But it's nice to know you dun have to bear all the responsibility on your shoulders. Hee
Apparently it was EBS lesson, which i took quite a while to figure what it is. It's element of business skills btw, a little like pw, but more business conscious. Well, the students are supposedly to be in the comp lab to do their research and stuff. But what are the chances of things gg on smoothly right. Im not trying discriminate or anything but they really make me feel like of depressed. I know it's really unprofessional, but i was so so so so tempted to come up with some nonsensical excuse to get out. RAH! They were like playing fb, youtube, slping, shouting, walking around, playing full screen games even. Im not even upset that they're sprouting vulgarities or anything like that, but i just hate to see them so unwilling to help themselves and it makes me so helpless that i cant value add them. Sigh... Perhaps mischief, violence, rebellion were just their way of defending themselves, esp since their growing years were always filled with disapproval and discrimination. Oh well, hope one day they will just wake up them ideas...
Kind of disheartening to see things like that. Oh well, i guess im too emotional to be a teacher alr. Ha!
On a lighter note, TGIF! Im gg to end sch in less than an hr's time. =) Im like really really hungry now but it's the kids' recess time and i dun want to squeeze with the crowd. So shall bear with it then tabao lunch and den PANG GANG! =D
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