IT'S HARD TO SAY GDBYE

today is really my LAST day working.


initial plan was to work till last wk
den it became till this fri
den it became till this sat n
den it became till today.
it's so hard to leave.
really.

had to walk into robinsons building today
cos it's a sunday
hence no transportation was provided.
e walk in today seemed so much shorter
n less dreadful than it ususally was.
i took a long glance at e surrounding
knowing that this wld probably be e last time
i wld ever be walking this familiar path.

work was more or less e same
e only difference was e feeling i held today.
all e things u used to dread
seemed much more pleasant today.
e conversations made seemed much more precious than ever.
d said how he wld realli miss us when we r gone.
how we helped to trigger his thinking
when we challenge his views (aka ding zui)
how he thght i was just a kid he had nothing common to chat abt
but he changed his mind
n i even became e first person he call n chat with
it makes me so touched.
plus e fact that he wrote a note
which was so so so touching.
it says::
ni de yi ju yi dong, shi wo men ti hui dao...
ye zai luo jing shi
shen me shi zhen xi
ren zai bie li hou
shen me shi si niang.
it was really well written
nice handwriting plus he wrote it during lunchtime
but blame e heavy downpour just now
it became salted veg alr.
=(

was helping p to write e attendence
abt an hr before work ends
had quite a chat with p during that time
cos he was sitting beside me
i dunno izite me or what.
but we just seemed to start talking abt e 1st day i came
what he wore. what i wore.
all e stupid n silly acts i did
n he happened to witness.
everything.
n i wished that laughing wld nv end.

pooh hit my head realli hard before knockin off
he said it wld be e last time
cos he likes to hit my head
usu i wld say go away with some stupid actions
but today i cldnt.
i knew i will miss him
he's a nice guy too.

not onli that. even e aunty i dun like
n still dun like now
wanted to kiss me cos it was my last day
but luckily i shun in time.

most imptly. cc-bird.
she's realli e one who brighten e days
with her endless jokes
n no head no tail qns.
Do fishes have eyelashes?
haha.

im such a brave gal today cos i smiled to them
n didnt let my tap run loose.
i'll miss them im sure.
some say we shldnt work during e hol
bcos after graduating we'll have million n zillion years to work
so what's e hurry
but i disagree totally.
working now n working then is diff
working now is for xperience
working then is for survival.
with a diff purpose, e process is much diff.


one of e guns i used.


cute cute alvin than plaster man gave.

wanted to have dinner with workplace ppl.
but cldnt cos had a dinner date with others.
it's such a pity but im sure
we can meet up some other times.
p still owes me 3 treats.
haha

went to "the garden slug" for dinner
with ms ho ck jx jy n kp
just eat, dun think.
that's its slogan
but nope. it's not slugs nor weird food we had
just western food.
not too bad.
a realli nice n quiet place to dine.
e meal was rather filling
but we went on to wang jiao hk cafe for dessert
n TALK TALK TALK.
it was a realli tired but worthwhile day.

thx ms ho. for e treat n ride back home. =)

i miss cecelia popeye david n pooh... ...

MERRY XMAS EVE!



surprise!
im at home.
work finished at 5.30pm today
which was super unusual.
plus there's no work tmr
everyone is so happy
that they start talking rubbish
when work is abt to end.

im feeling relaxed.
all christmasy.
though im realli sorry i didnt have e time to write xmas cards
realli sorry.

super tired now cos i slpt at 3am ytd.
which means i onli had like 4h of slp.
but maybe it's worth it.

had a great time OUT ytd.
finally gg out.
went vivo n it's was scary-ly crowded.
watched warlords
n it was quite gore n bloody.
e ending of this kind of movies r so typical.
but overall a great day =))

went home n got a call from d.
i think i understand what's happening alr.
everything that explains their weird behaviour.
ha. n it was such a laughter-ful day.

got to go get ready n go out alr.
adios~
have a great xmas eve

seems like e previous post's a little emo.
ha. must be due to lack of slp.
im perfectly alright.
can catch a breath tmr
=))

public hol tmr.
but BOOHOO.
i got to work tmr.
sigh. but it wldnt be too much a diff from normal days i guess.
anyway. i love to do picking
which is what we're busy
n will be busy with for e nxt 2 wks or so.
but i dun understand y everyone's complaining so much.
it needs alot of concentration i suppose
but that's what make time pass faster.
really.
i didnt even realise it was breaktime today.

forgot to mention abt ytd.
cos everyone got to do picking ytd.
so we went to e big warehse.
n to do picking we need trolleys.
so my supervisor (i call him popeye) went to help out as well.
he wanted to get a trolley
but got screamed at by some aunties there
saying that e trolley is for their use
e thing is there's quite a few empty trolleys there
so he was so pissed he barged into e boss's office.
he made e boss go into e w/h to see e attitude of his employees.
all e aunties just kept quiet n pretending nothing is happening
while e boss just grab any empty trolleys for him.
so cool.
i mean popeye. not e boss.

actually we didnt nid to work tmr.
but.. yup. u know who i want to blame
thus i shall not say. ha.

pooh n david's not gg work tmr.
sob. less entertainment.
at least there's popeye.
pooh n popeye r super childish.
they like to imitate e way i talk n act.
but i think working there have made my hokkiene better
everyday must listen to hokkiene songs
cos e aunties dun like chi songs
plus they dun listen to eng songs.
but some songs r not too bad la.
like e umbrella song etc etc.

okay.. enough said.
im realli realli tired.
adios.

oh ya. it's my daddy's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
I LOVE U!!!
i doubt he'll ever see this
but i dun care.
just want u to know i love my daddy.
haha

TIRED^infinity



im still awake!
not that i dun want my slp
but it's very uncomfortable to be slping
feeling bloated.
finished work at 10pm today.
longest hr i've ver worked.
all bcos of tat idiotic boss.
he took so mani orders such that
everyone from both lvl 1 & 2
nid to stop all their work at hand
and do picking so e gds can be delivered to e outlets.
dumb dumb.
but it's quite fun
cos i have a new 'gun'
this roller price tag-er
tat rolls out red price tags.
got to work till 10 for e nxt few days i guess.
n e boss it thinking of a shift system.
i wld love to try e 2nd shift.
8pm to 8am. ha.

i think i had a realli gd working experience.
i started at e 2nd lvl of e warehse
den went to help out at e 2.5th lvl
n jus before i went back to e 2nd lvl,
i went to lvl 1 to helped out.
i practically tried all e jobs.
how exciting.

n cecilia passed her n lvl.
im so glad for her
n she look super duper cute today
when she changed into her uni.
=) i love pinafores

but i've been quite upset since ytd
cos my darling phone refuses to sing to me any longer
either it became zi bi or mute.
lost my onli source of self entertainment.
sob sob sob.


/edited

plans after work was ruined.
well. postponed actually.
ha. but oh well.
went tm walk walk
n had dinner together with workfren.

super duper tired now.
planned to quit this wk
but i decided against it.

wk was repetitive as usual
but mon wld be slightly diff.
i bet e 3 guys will be bored
without e 3 of us.(cecilia+sis+me)
cos we make wk more bearable.
hahahaha.

it's time to lalaland.
adios~

ALMOST WKENDS =)



today's quite a day for some.
cos it's PAE results day.
n im so excited cos... ...
cherie's gg MJ!
=)) horray.
even if we're not classmates
we can be schmates again.

work was alright today.
just e same old stuff.
n chatting definitely helps to make time pass faster.
that includes playing scissor paper stone
just to decide who on or off e radio
or even guessing song names playing on air.

sis's gg for mj audition tmr.
she rejected it twice but e person called again.
so ya she's gg.
n she onli started practising after work
which is like 2 or 3 hrs?
wish her luck ba.
somehow i wish she will get in
cos i dun want to go thrgh a lvls alone.
maybe it'll be quite fun with her.

daddy's back from m'sia.
was so worried for him
cos he went there alone.
mummy had her exam just now.
she said it was quite easy
but her first paper surely wldnt make it.
it makes me laugh.
it's like those times she used to ask me how my papers were.

it wld be quite fun tmr after work
=)

YAWN



another day passed at work.
been trying my best to slp @10pm
but it nv seemed to work.

had dinner at tamp area with someone from work.
a treat from him cos he lost a bet e previous wk.
had a long long chat together.
talked abt alot of things
marriage. life. alot.
somehow it seemed to have shaken and changed some of my beliefs.
it made some things clearer to me
but it somehow made other things ever fuzzier than it ever was.
some statements i totally agree
but others i beg to differ.
it's true that age is not e most impt factor in a realationship
but e thinking n e maturity lvl.
i can raise both hands n say yes confidently.
however his opinion regarding marriage
im not too sure.

but i've reached a couple conclusion.
1. i prefer older/more mature guys
2. my desiree to get married in my mid 20s seemed to fade
maybe happily ever after is nv gonna happen

ha. feel quite chen zhong now.
adulthood is confusing
working society is complicating.
but im still me =)

MORE PICS.. (continued from previous post)


our cardboard bed n bubble pillow


her stoning after waking up


david e joker.
n he has endless jokes n stories to tell. some have colour one.
u get what i mean?
his chinese is super tok gong
always test us iq qns
n today guessed correctly so he's gonna treat us a meal after work.
hohoho.


my personalized working box.
now u know my art standard now.
very bad indeed.
n if u think otherwise cos e ka zu-ah very nice
den u r wrong
cos is david draw one.
n he drew it before me knowing
den act blur ask me y there a cockroach on my box.



breaktime corner.
it's a staircase above e smoking area
n that's where we drink milo/teh
eat snacks n chat/vent our complaints there.

oh ya. n e 4 ppl who made working a much better time
actually 5.
1. e supervisor a.k.a popeye
i call him popeye n he will respond.
2. my shifu/mentor a.k.a winnie e pooh cos he looks like it. so cute
3. david a.k.a e joker. he taught me mani life lessons which sets me thinking. n there's nobody that wldnt laugh at his jokes. realli.
4. cecelia my work fren. she's funny n like to ji xiao(hokkiene) ppl.
5. dawn who left alr.

actually one more but not as much influence.
plaster man!
cos everytime i sees him
i will ask.
plaster man. got plaster?
den he will reach into his pocket n give me.
so funny. there's always plasters with him.
walking first aid box

working's much more bearable with them
n i feel independent
especially after benny said i am.
haha.
my mum quite evil.
make me pay water electricity bill
almost no pocket money
n i've been paying for my hp bills for as long as i can rmb.
see im so independent.
can survive on my own.
but nvm la. it feels good to be contributing to e family.
working is tiring
but it makes me want to be a better student
when sch starts nxt yr.
=)

WORK WORK WORK

today is e first time i feel so relaxed.
finally i can just laze ard at home
not having to remind myself that i nid to wake up realli early tmr.

been 24 days since i started working
time seemed to pass so fast
although working can be quite tiring and mundane
but there's 4 ppl there that always make my day.
working isnt as bad as it was at first.
=))

shall post some pics@ work



big warehouse


warehouse plus e tall ladder


workplace fren plus my shifu a.k.a winnie e pooh





fren+sis+me taken during lunchtime break when we wanted to catch some slp.

YAWN

great. im still awake at this time.
tmr will surely be a hard day to get by
cos i wld be realli slpy.
who ask me to have dinner so late.

david bought a new hp.
W910i
it's super pretty.
im so jealous. haha.
he's quite a trusting person la.
know me for less than 3 wks
den let me bring home his new hp to try
so that i can teach him how use tmr.
funny guy.

e supervisor also very funny.
compete cheng yu with me.
n i won. ha. he owe me a meal.
but he make me distracted in my work.

prom was alright.
shall upload n send ppl e pics from my cam
as soon as i get them

it's getting realli realli late.
slping time.
adios.



making decisions r not hard
but e fear of making e wrong one makes it hard

FIRST OFFDAY



yes today is my first offday after 11 days @work
finally i can slp bao bao
laze ard at home
but that will also mean less income
what irony.

daddy n mummy went msia today
wanted to tag along but decided against it
i think my parents miss me alot
cos without my sis and me
e house wld be cold n empy
until they return.

went shopping with my sis today in e late afternoon
end up getting nothing
and den i treat my sis dinner
im so dead. nothing for prom
n i have absolutely no leave until prom day.
wish myself luck. ha

workng is so tiring
everything is realli hard-earned.
when sch reopens i just want to be gd student
just study and have wkends off.

*yawn*
tmr will be a realli bad day
cos im still awake now.
dreadssssssss

super duper tired.
nights

ONE WK ANNIVERSARY@ WORK



yup. it's offically 7 days since i first worked
meaning 7 days since o ends.
im still surviving.
and i seriously have muscles alr.
work isnt that bad anymore
though boring at times.
n i get lots of penknife wounds everywhere.

one of my fren's not working anymore
due to some reasons.
it feels so weird without her.
no one push e 'car' with me.
no one tok abt bao yang with me.
it's just weird.

i think im seriously lacking slp
tired everyday.
working everyday.

*yawn* shall go to bed.
nights

FIRST DAY AT WORK

today was my first day at this foreign place
meeting foreign ppl and doing foreign stuffs.
it felt as though 'o' was long over
when in actual fact it only ended ytd.

went to work at robinson.
nope. not e one with air con serving customers
but e one at e warehouse
messy goods
kan-chiong ppl.

e bad thing was me and my sis were in diff department
hers is first lvl, mine second lvl.

my job was pretty tough
not exactly e way i thght it wld be.
e first thing that scare me was to
climb up this high shaky ladder (abt 3m tall?)
to hang clothes on poles.
n e ladder haf wheels below so
it gets pretty shaky as u climb up.
den after that was to sort out alot alot of clothes
arrange them according to many many numbers
that made my eye go bonkers.
n e worst worst thing was
i stood e whole time
while i was working.
my whole body is aching now.
i guess after a month
i'll lose some wt and gain some muscles.
haha.

e bad thing was ppl working there sucks
all e aunties and uncles r so not friendly
e aunties in my department r super irritating
nag nonstop one.
den anything put wrong
sure say is us part-timers' faults
i hope i can survive there for a month.

fortunately i made frens with 2 gals in my department
GALS. abt a yr older than us only.
although they look quite lian
but they r nice ppl.
some vulgarities but not chao ah lan.
they r quite respectful to e aunties n uncles.
so we went lunch together
today was at bedok south
n of all places
of all time
i met mr ow.
haha.

okay this post is damn naggy
im starting to become like e aunties at work.
so i better go off n slp.
cos my arms r gg to break soon.
tata~

FREEDOM



3 cheers to freedom.
but what luck.
im sick!
right after exams.
dreads.

im gg to take my med
n go to lalaland.
adios.

BREATHE... ...


these few days were damn shiok.
much more relaxed n less tense than e last 2 wks.

woke up at 1pm today
after slping for 12hrs.
it was super satisfying.
did some chem n felt realli restless
so i decided to pack my things
i have 4 bags of guidebks to give away
n i threw away 2 big bags of ws
changed my bedsheet
n cleaned up my room.
it felt gd to know that im breathing in less dust now.
haha. n that i've burnt some calories w/o being under e hot sun.




ytd was a great day.
watched these 2 shows



both were realli nice.
but i felt that game plan was more touching.
anywhere ytd was a really enjoyable day.
haha =))

AHH!

i cant breathe.
information overload.
plus e worst thing- my bad memory
i hope i can survive till tmr.

just drop by to catch a breather.
cant wait for tmr to end
adios~

IM BACK- kind of

today's paper is hard
gone case alr.
=(
but shall not dwell on it.
there's still hope for bio (i hope)
haha.

i love LOVE fridays
cos there's my favourites
ghost whisperer and survivor china.

well. after such a long time without e comp
it feels quite unfamiliar now
losing touch alr. haha

shall be back again after monday.
tata~

<53 hours to e first horror
dread.
my worst subject

HALOO!
struggled to stay awake ytd night
to finish waching a really interesting documentay
Jonestown: lost paradise
e show ended at 2am

it's amazing how a man
can influence so many ppl
n even make them do things against their wishes.
propaganda.

n it's realli cruel and selfish
to make e whole town die with u
just bcos u r afraid of dying alone.

he added lots of deadly posion to some juice
n made e whole town drink it.
those who refused,
they inject e liquid into their veins.

in e end
908 ppl died
n out of them 300 were children.
it's heart-wrenching.

bottomline.
dun let ppl control ur life.
n dun take ur own life so lightly.

anyway.
i was changing my bed sheet n i did something silly.
HOHO.

presenting e "shared territory"
i only own 3 though.




enough of crap.
10 more min
n i'll be off to piang bio
although im feeling quite lazy
n super not in e mood for bio.
groans

HIIIIIII!



been super long since i last blogged
n logging in took me like 5 min
cos i had to recall real hard
what my pass was.

feel realli drowsy now
not that took med or alcohol.
but e fact tha i went to bed at 1+am
yet ended up falling aslp at 5+am
it feels damn pek cek
played games listened to songs
till my hp batt went flat
n then i started playing my sis's hp's game
yet i still cant slp.
n e thing is. i still woke up at 10am today
i think im mad.
maybe a little nervous since e big day
kind of starts tmr.

oh ya. btw i didnt touch phys today
all i did was chem.
n e&a maths fys(yr by yr papers)
is no longer being sold
i cant get e bk @ any pop. sob.



wow. it's such a long post
but i'll still rattle on.
this wireless keyboard im using
is getting retarded.
AH!

perhaps i shall do a little recounting.

watce LUST, CAUTION on friday
with hj jess n wendy
quite a gd show.
although quite abit got censored
but e ending's really sad.



enough of nagging.
shall go do work.
oh ya. my mum's reading ben cao gang mu now.
u know e jay chou's song.
haha
okay. realli gg.
tata~
gd luck for prac tmr ppl
=)

just popping in again
cos my aunt called to ask me
what time swensens @ airport closes
so being a nice n wonderful niece,
i on the comp n checked for her.

so well. i dun want to go sch tmr
dreaddddd.
i hate to know that it's oct.
i feel crappy.

went to my ah ma hse just now
cos today she cooked hao liao for everyone
got crab prawns everything

my 2nd aunt just likes to compare
keep asking prelims get how much.
cos he's son is smart
L1R5- 8 n he's gg vjc
IP i think.
stressed up man.
i can nv get that kind of marks.
AHHH..

A NEW CHAPTER OF LIFE

Say goodbye to the people

You don't need in your life

Say goodbye to the heartache

And darkness of the night

Say hello to the rising of the Sun

There will always be a brighter day

You got to carry on

another passed just like that
without doing any revision

BOO!

just shun bian pop by
cos my sis called to get me to check some stuff online.
n i shall give myself a little break too
cos i haven been online for so long

so slpy alr. n i shall slp early today.
11.30?! haha.

take care ppl. dun fall sick
=)

=) SMILE!
b'cos life goes on no matter what.

with or without you
like how u've nv needed me

oh ya. i met jazreen ytd
so glad to see her
miss her loadssss
wish i dun have to take 'o's like her.
anyway
cherie: JIAYOU!

SATURDAY



slpt at 2am ytd n
woke up at 7.30 this morning.
it's bad.
i nid much more slp than that
but i just cldnt slp.



haven been doing much.
only 2 chapters of chem
100+ of mcqs.
n im starting to get bored n restless alr.



shall go n rot somemore.
so boredddd.
i hope my eldest sis wakes up soon.
cos i feel like talking to a human
tata~



just one wrd from u wld have changed my decision
but ur face so black
like u dun wanna see me
so y shld i go.
i just wanna say. u still make my day.

u dun nid me. so im letting go.

THE YOU-KNOW-ALL UR-RESULTS-ALREADY DAY



yup. as e heading says.
we all know ALL our prelim results today
but stop thinking abt how lousy ur grades r.
there's still time.
one months to make all e miracles happen
so believe in urself.
i know i can do it.
so can u.
=)



bio was quite interesting today
not e go thrgh paper rountine.
instead we had PRACTICAL.
we had fun 'cooking'.





e chicken cutlet set by annlyn & sheryl



'cooked' by deb n me





my lab partner
cannot upload e one showing her face.
if not she'll kill me
ha

BRIGHT & EARLY



oh my!
it's a sunday morning
where i usu woke up onli in e early afternoon.
but that's not e case today.
in fact. i slpt at like 3 plus ytd?!
plus it wasnt even in my own bedroom or own bed
i miss my bed super duper loads.
had to make do with some uncomfy mattress of my sis.
plus plus. i had to cramp into my eldest sis rm
where my parents were slping.
another random fact. my 2nd sis slpt on her own bed with my aunt
so comfy right but she's no way better.
she complained that her snoring was too loud.
n my that aunt have to slp with lights on. ha!



oh ya i haven said why.
bcos 3 relatives from malaysia came to stay
n im so glad they r leaving today.
*claps*
not that i dun like them
but not very shou u know.
den one of them, my aunt, whom i nv knew
she told me e last time she saw my sis n me was when we were just borned.
that's like such a random fact.
n den she smokes in e toilet.
i nearly die-ed while gg to e bathrm.



anywhere. my parents n them woke up like 6+am i think
n then they started chatting
LOUDLY
but i think that's their usual volume.
so i simply cldnt sleep anymore.
n guess what i did. zhong dian.
i went to JOG
hee. cant even rmb e last time i jogged.
so i just came up a while ago.
n it rained as soon as i did.
so zun.



ah. i feel quite tired alr.
*yawn*

CLEOPATRA-ish



hair's said to be strands of stress, worry n all e fan nao
i've got rid of some.
but did it help?!



we'll see.



btw. my sis calls me cleopatra.

biological clock in a mess
been having a hard time falling aslp at night
with or withut taking any naps in e afternoon.
btw i just woke up from one.
ha.



my hp is bonkers.
=(

BLEAK FUTURE






there r times when i cant help to wonder
what we're actually busy for.
why we're studying so hard.
sometimes it all seemed really pointless.




but life seemed to have it its way
we'll just have to learn n cope with things as it comes
to make priorities and sometimes
e need to sacrifice time for urself,
n in turn make someone else unhappy.



if i've ever made u lose hope in me
or didnt give u enough attention or concern
i just wanna say sorry.
when e tian shi di li ren he is not gd
it's really shi bu you ji.
i didn't mean to make any empty promises

HAPPY BDAY TO MY AH MA :)



Today was a fun plus funny day.
cos i haf super dramatic n entertaining relatives
if u heppen to know them.
met alot of my cousins who
usually wont turn up when we go ah ma's hse
so ya. it's was quite fun.
i've a cousin who's an emo kid
all that's missing is dark eye liner.
ha!

anyway had dinner at 500+
not very nice la.
but i still ate alot.
opps.
n e stupid crab cut my hand.
so painful.

went back to cut cake at ah ma's hse after dinner
n e small little hse, 4 rm flat
was packed with nearly 30 ppl.
u can imagine how hot it was.
n den my little cousins was
dragging me here n there to entertain them.
n one of them in pri sch was onli 3 kgs lighter than me.
he kept insisting that i carry him n i almost die-ed. ha
he's like super strong.

all in all it was a gd day =))

fatty wei wei.

haha. she's pro u know.

can sing hokkiene song super well.

so cute.

THE GOOD OLD DAYS



went back to pri sch today
was earlier than cherie
so jaz n i walked ard e sch first
n when cherie finally reached.
before we even haf time to look for e tchers,
we were evcuated.
e fire alarm was ringing real loudly.
n yes there's a fire.
intially i thght there's fogging
but apparently it wasnt.
so didnt get to see any teachers.
n i say fire engines.

so 10 of us went to pastamania for lunch.
(cherie jaz junting phaykey xinning
jinwen jiajun xinzhi n pengho)
before e 3 of us went jaz's hse.
been such a long time.
n we played our all-time fave
CLUEDO!
love it.
n i guessed twice out of 3 games correctly.

time spent with them were also so enjoyable.
cant wait for 'o's to be over






my bestest darling frens ::

who will ans my distress call

DEAD BEAT

was super super tired
i took a nap from 2.20 to 6.20
although someone seek refuge at my hse
cos she forgot to bring her house keys.
i just slpt.
sorry ah. nv entertain u. haha.

anyway. today's paper was _(fill in the blanks)_
but i just had this feeling that i wont get A.
sad sad sad

plus i slept so much i haven even started on geo.
guess i'll slp late tonight.
BUT it's e last 2 papers of e wk.
rejoice. =))

trying to catch my breath.

finally finished doing e ace ppt.
what a waste of time.
now all i nid is elefriends to send me their reflections.



anyway ms ho is real nice.
she ans-ed all my chem queries
even though she sounded super hungry.
=))

EXAMS BLUES

wendy sprained her leg. i 'sprained' my back.
ever heard of anyone hurting their back after SBJ?!
well im e victim.
had to make a trip to my uncle's clinic
to let him have a look.
my cortex actually shitfted out of position.
so he pushed it back into place
after some 'cracking' here n there
plus it realli hurts.
but i still injuried my liagment which will
take one wk to recover.
so cant exert force or bend down now.
=( but im doing fine. ha



exams r coming
with so many content-based subj before hol
AHH!

SICK

feel rather disheartened today.
maybe i nid more than a little push.
=(


feel so dumb sometimes when i dunno what to do.

YAWN

a long wkend that seemed so short.

had been rotting most of e time.

did nothing productive.

AHH!

prelims, Os r just round e corner

but i just cant seem to have e urgency nor motivation to study.

i nid a little push.

=(

DRAINED

i know it's only wed

but i've been surviving on caffein since tue.

feeling so slpy now.

n there's a maths test tmr.

dread.

another busy wkend i foresee.

sob.

(watermelon dun qi okay. will try to find time =))

THINK!

contemplating about life

the past ...

the present ...

the future ...

PRACTICALS R FUN
(if they r not graded)

school was boring as usual.
tests for e first 2 periods
followed by chem prac.

bio was e best today
did a prac where we nid to cut lots of carrots
so e class went konk konk konk
n mr tan decided to teach us how to
cut carrots quietly.
haha.
we had so much fun cutting what we were
supposed to n
also what we were not supposed to.
all except doing e qns on e prac ws.
=)



abracadebra!



cut cut cut.


more cutting


disgusting onions.


my lab partner

nature seems to have a way with us.
sometimes mani mani events/ things happen
like a rollercoaster ride gg up n down
up n down up n down ... ...
n then u start to realise that
history repeats.somehow they do.
n u're acutally back to squ one.
e very first very decision that u made
e one that changed mani things
n now there it goes again.
viola! u're there again.
will u choose e same route or take another path.
i wonder.

i need a compass.

all in a mess

been a long long long time since i've blogged.

went to teach tuition to a p5 gal on sunday
to help my sis while she's in jap.
n i think p5s actually learn alot.
diff between repiration n breathing.
abt photosynthesis n everything.
btw im supposed to teach all 4 subjects
n im starting to wonder if i can do it.
haha.

anyway,
mummy attended her first tcm lsn today
i think she's quite excited
cos she showed me pics of her tchers
a few days back.
she's so hardworking.
cos she sitting at e dining table n doing her hw now.
so guai.
like mother like daughter.
=)

im scared of audition.
how?
haha

OFF AND AWAY

went straight to e airport after sch
to send my eldest sis off
cos she's gg japan.
i wanna go too. sob.
anyway.
she was LATE.
late for meeting us not e plane.
n she was so ku ku n sotong lor.
she cant rmb if she've bought e hp charger
n got so frantic
plus she really forgot to bring jacket xtra shoes n slippers
oh ya. n her specs.
n her luggage was overwt too.
so my second sis who just watched harry potter
rushed home, picked up her things n took a cab to e airport.

hope it wld be nice trip for her.
cos when she comes back
she'll be super broke.
haha.
btw. we r not used to using each other's hp.
especially me.
n i kind of understand y mrs sum uses O2 phone.
haha

anyways..
see my sis n my phone in 3 wk's time.
adios.

070707

just got home =)

woke up bright n early at 9+am
to attend my cousin's wed service
at changi bethany church.
it's just a small n cosy church
not anything grand.
but it's quite interesting
bcos it's my first time attending wedd service.
e female pastor was quite funny
her hokkiene one chunk one chunk
so it sounds pretty awkward..
coincidentally e male pastor
was someone-whom-i-know 's dad

have a buffet lunch after that
catered by mum's kitchen.
not too bad.

mum went to work after that
while my 2nd sis went home
den me n my sis went shopping
cos my stupid heels make my feet hurts realli badly.

but in e end we were both so tired.
though i cldnt find any shoes
we just went home.
fell aslp immediately after i reached home.
was realli tired.

woken up at 6+pm to prepare to attend e dinner
n i wore slippers cos my feet still hurts.
dinner was held at expo
n another coincident happened.
another wedd was held in e nxt ballrm
n e groom had e same name as my cousin.
haha.

met alot of relatives
many of whom i dun even recognised.
chat with my cousin
n i have a new goal.

to get 9pt for O lvls n go to poly.
sounds pretty crazy.

alot of funny things happened.
for example my >35 yr old cousin has friendsters
n tok to me on msn.
plus e fact that he keeps gg rd telling ppl
haha.
n my another cousin got so drunk she starts gg crazy
getting high n went ard cheers-ing with ppl.

anyway. today was a GREAT day
but i didnt do any hw at all.

some peanut cracker for e guests with very cute packaging.

NO BANDING TODAY

n i was so so so happy
cos i was so tired
i probably wld have die-ed if there's banding

went home n basically just slack
cos i was feeling so slpy.

this wk haf been quite 'exciting'
so mani emotions felt
all in a week.

just finished my compo
im so happy
cos i took such a long time to finish.

im GG OUT tmr
YAY!
haha
cos there's no hcl
=) nights ppl

slpt at abt 2+ 3 am ytd night
so was feeling pretty tired today
when i had to drag myself off bed to sch
plus i missed e earlier bus
n was abt 5min late for phys lsn.

phys lsn was
content content content
concepts concepts n more concepts.
not very much exciting.

e maths mock test after that was not too bad.
at least i felt that i cld pass.

had lunch with deb jess tim
after that at pizza hut
somehow e chef kind of messed up me n deb's order
cos my chicken royale had rice instead of fusilli
while deb's chicken ole had fusilli instead of rice
so e manager apologetically replaced it for us.
quite a funny situation.
n jess n tim was debating abt
everything n anything e whole time

went home after that
didnt do much productive wk.

another wk of tiring boring stressful starts tmr.
dread dread dread.



i dun have to say anything to defend for myself.
cos i've tried my best.
tried my best to tok to u
but i just felt like im transparent to u.
so wat's e pt.
so wat if i told u i was hurt by ur decision.
it wldnt make a diff wld it.
i dun want to xplain anything.
i'll just respect ur decision if that's wat u want.

PAIN!

after running for rds today
it's taking effect.
my muscles r so pain.
imaging making them work so hard
after not exercising for
so so so long.

went orchard today.
before i went tm at abt 7+pm
it's super crowded.
n i was sqeezing my way thrgh everywhere
but but but
im so glad i went there
cos i met PHAY KEY at popular
while i was stationary-shopping
n had to q for very long.
plus
i met CHERIE!
with his bro n mum.
saw this guy realli familiar
n took a sec to realise it was cherie's bro
she was blocked by him .
haha. missed her lots.
n miss jazreen too.
we shall meet up mani mani mani times after our Os
=))

IT'S FINALLY E WKENDS


i've been longing for for e past 5 days
there's e joint syf celebration- "jubilation' @ 6pm today
n sch ends at abt 1+ 2pm
cos ms chua knows that we're tired ppl
thus decided to let us off earlier.
so e whole afternoon,
we (deb jess me dom jx)
'hibernate' in e co room to get away from e hot weather.
n study inside.


jubilation was not too bad.
gave out cards n watched videos
in e first part.
n den we have FOOD.
but truthfully speaaking, it's not nice
after that is e fun-est part of e day.
taking pics.














and u know wat.
from these 3 pics, i can conclude that
my frens r constantly random moving like atoms







anyway. one last photo to sum up e day
cos im SO SLEEPY.
nights ppl

IM TIRED

my slping time haf been becoming earlier n earlier
im realli slpy now alr.
not alot of hw
but it seemed that there r so much revision to do

banding was not too bad today
a change of tcher
with dif style of teaching
maybe i'll absorb bettter n more this way.

so long. im off to bed

I'VE SURVIVED 1ST DAY OF SCH

n i wished i had another month of hol.

dread.

haven had time to blog lately.
cos my sisS had been ba zhan-ing e comp



anway ytd.
4 of us ( me jess jy wq) went for pool
at some ulu place @ abt 3pm
n of cos i didnt play.
i hate pool

n den went to meet e rest (wendy hj dom jx)
before gg for dinner @marina bay
this time at choon pang which is so much better than e previous.
but e service is quite slow.
dinner was great. n e fireworks was marvellous.

was on e train back
n jess decided not to go home so early
thus she tries to influence us to go out with her.
so in e end went to mr prata near my hse.
but my daddy was waiting for me to go home
so i had to go home first
wait for my parents to slp
before i sneaked out.
supper was quite funny
cos we talked abt alot of things
n i can conclude that wq has a weird imagination
n he laughs at things which we dun find funny.



8 more hrs before i nid to wake up for sch.
*AHHH!*
on month passed just like that.
dread.

i woke up at 8+am today.
amazing right?
but this is bcos...

i've been slping since
i came back from camp
@ abt 11am
but i did wake up for abt 2hrs
before i feel aslp again.

im in hol mood now
dun even have e urge to touch my hwS
think i'll take quite long to adjust them

n im still hooked on e show.
=P

after abt one month,
i can finally
officially
say that...

MY COMP'S BACK!



it has been a month of ups n downs
full of events n happenings

ANYWAY
today is e first day of camp
n im stationed at e library
it's probably e best venue
if not for my very active nose
that likes to run
n i finished more than 1 box of tissue today
was AH CHOO-ing e whole day thrgh.
n i had to go in n out of e library
cos e librarian complained it was too noisy.
a relatively fun day.

i hope tmr wld be more enjoyable
being our grad night.

shall slp early today
n may my nose be more inactive tmr
nighty. =))

im still alive n kicking

unwell

sick when i dun have to attend sch for 3 days
wat a nice timing
been puking e whole of ytd since 2am
think i've puked for like 6 times?
or izite 7?
kind of lost count alr.
feeling rather shitty now.
feel so dizzy.
n when u puke
ur stomach contracts, it hurts like mad.
i practically throw up everything i ate
medicine included.



feeling slightly better now
though i puked again just now.
at least i can get out of bed n type this post.
just hope i wld stop puking
n be well soon.
if not i'll probably end up in hospital from all e pukings.

exhausted.
zZZzzz

i love my mummy =))



n sis bought a new wireless keyboard n mouse.
so comfy
n n
she's determined to work in tokyo in july.



anyway.
gd luck for tmr's paper.
i didnt revise at all.
completely moodless alr.

bff
dun feel bad
i know u care.
n u woke me up
n let me see things in a more logical way.



i was just wrong abt u
n i guess i nv understand u
put all my trust in u
n that's all i get.



im logical
n unblind.

gg out alr.
adios.

i love my BFFs =)
n ytd was fun.

tmr's bio + geo.
im so dead.



plus im gg to flop both maths.
sigh



just hope exams will end soon.
i nid to replenish my slp.

PLANETSHAKERS STEP INTO E ZONE YOUTH CONCERT
15 june 07 (FRI)
7.30PM
MAX Pavilion, S'pore Expo
$5
Speaker : Pastor Joseph Prince (he's quite humorous)

my sis offered to get tickets.
anyone interested?

first prac exam.
im know i shldnt
but im scared.
cos i realli dunno wat to expect at all.
at least paper 2 isnt this bad
though there's super lot of facts to rmb.



n my do do sister didnt have
her bio prac wkbk at home.
which kind of make me sian.
cos there's like very summarised notes
to take note for each chapt.
nvm. i shall work n study with wat i have.
=))



gd luck ppl. n may e prac not be on drawing
or else i wld do real badly.
ha

TRAUMATISING DAY



woke up super super super early
bcos of someone. or rather 2 ppl.
was so worried abt ss i slpt at 12+am
n den i woke up at 4am! in the morning.
even my mum didnt believe i wld.



it was raining so so SO heavily
n i was trying to minimise e noise lvl
n everything lest my dad wakes up.
i didnt even on e lights in e living room.
but my dad super power.
cos he woke up.
n he send me down with brolly.
i love my daddy =))



so me jess jobel studied at mac
n it was just so funny.



had coffee at mac
that led to me having a caffeine high.
in e morning that is.
was super awake until
abt lunchtime where i felt so tired.



KBE came out.
but only for part b.
better than nothing though.
if it ddint come out i'll be so dead.



anyway.
my sister is planning to work in japan.
somehow i dun want her to go.
it'll be like months without her at home.
no no no no no.
i dun want that.

i hate ss.
cant rmb anything
n i mean ANYTHING.



went xls's hse to study today



i love my xls.
i love my 'mummy-look-alike' fren
:)

BRAIN DEAD



i cant memorize anything.
how to upgrade my 256mb memory?



by the way.
i think i totally screwed today's hcl paper.

tmr's e first paper alr.
so FAST.
n before i knew it
all e other papers will come.

im scared.
scared of braindead
scared of mind block
scared of my limited vocab
scared of not having any plots

i think im crazy
haha.



Good Luck =)

keep mugging!


but humans r humans
there's a limit to how much things we can rmb.
there's a limit to how much we can achieve.

sometimes it gets really disheartening
when u cant do well
depsite all e time n effort u've put in.


been TRYIN to mug real hard this few wks.
yup. trying like i've said.
im not smart. im not hardworking.
my attention is real short.
n i just hate it.

but it's gd to have ppl studying with u
=) thx for all e mugging kakis
be it at my hse or wherever.



jess hj wendy came to my today.
:))) n we studied.
n den hj being so so so tired slpt on e hard hard sofa
while wendy was staring at her his bk.
jess was hightlighting ss txtbk.
wanted to slp real badly but got 2 ppl
who kept tickling me.
so somehow i end up playing fifa for like less than 10mins?!
n i got one goal.
=)



studying for exams can be tough.
but u're not alone.
cos e whole wrld is mugging with u.
even if it's ur worst subj
have faith in urself
cos i have faith in u
dun give up k ppl.

PIA-ING SESSION that became a DESTRESSING SESSION



wanted to study today
but somehow we decided that a
destressing session wld be a better choice
after all e mani mani tests we had this wk.

feel so much stressed-free now
all e tests r over though i know i wont do well.
but it's over.
=)

so deb jess me
watched tv.
chat.
n played monopoly.

oh ya. n i ate hagen daz ice cream
somebody ate half e BIG tub
den say only eat 3 mouthfuls.
=X

but it was realli shiok.
i love chocolate ice cream.
haha.

i hate e feeling of helplessness.

yet another COMA



took a nap after i bathed at 5pm ytd
n u know wat time i woke up?!

it's 9+am this morning.
16 hours.
amazing right.
but it feels so SHIOK
u shld try.
=))

i shall try to finish up my hw today
so that i can go out with an easy mind tmr.

i shall learn to be less stressed up
n be more laidback.

MIXED FEELINGS



it's realli e LAST prac alr.
e last time to go home this late after co.

used to realli dread every tues n thurs
but now it feels kind of weird to not have co.

all my juniors made my day
cos i ask them if they will miss me
n they said YES.
=))

gave out co shirts to e sec 1s
n im like quite shocked at some of their rexns.
imagine u trying to be sociable n say hi
n den one guy rplied.
" u think i 3 yrs old kid arh"

see. can vomit blood rght.
n den another one that goes
"watever" at everything u said.

sec 1s arh sec 1s...



sometimes i realli hate all e jobs
aka. sai gang.
but it feels weird when u dun have any.
humans r so weird.

im bored.

one of those days that
i wish i wasnt home alone

im listening to lots of oldies now.
cos i was transfering all e things
from my super old with big brain computer
to this computer that took slimming pills
ytd nite.
but sad thing is
i cldnt find e song 'love me'.
nvm.

looking at all e old pics in there.
so mani imagery came flashing back
sometimes i realli miss e past
i miss my old hse
i miss my nephews n niece
i miss xls nagging at me
i miss e much carefree life in lower sec
etc etc.

just a sudden thgt.
im not emo.
not depressed or wat
just trying to sort out my thghts.



i think im so dumb today.
was constantly reminding myself
e bks i nid to bring home.
but still i forgot all abt chem wkbk.
but macaco helped me to scan 6 pgs.
so i shall be a kind soul n not say abt him n erhem tmr.



'ytd once more' is ringing in my head now.
haha.
oh ya.
i didnt find any petula clark's songs
in my old comp either.
=(

was playing with my sis's clarinet.
haha. was kind of fun
n i blow got sound leh.
sometimes i realli admire my sister.
although there r still times that i realli hate her.
haha

my prediction was right.
i woke up at 1+pm gg 2pm.



just finished writing my compo.
i think i took super long.
but still i finished it.
felt a sense of achievement.
=))



my sis was quite funny today.
2nd sis.
dun tell u y
=X

im so tired.
i'll probably wake up real late tmr.



anyway.
'Freedom Writers' is a FANTASTIC film.
kind of long but worth e time.
all thx to someone's randomness tat i watched it.
thx arh.
but she's quite heartless.
cos she isnt touched one bit.
haha.



thanks J for e treatS
thanks W for her not-so-funny funny jokes.
thanks for e pleasant day
=))i have such cute frens.
u know y.
cos they r my frens.



i think im so nice.
so i treated my 2 cute frens ice cream today.





cute right? haha

IM HOME.



slpt at 1.30am ytd
n was forced to get up at 5++am
to pay respects to my 2 uncles & grandparents.

was like a zombie with only 4+hr of slp.
n my muddle-head cousin forgot to off
his car's headlights ytd
n bcos of tat e car was so heated that it cant start.
waited for like 20min after actual meeting time
before he arrived n we went across s'pore
all e way to chua choa kang cemetery.

dun realli like e place
cos it's quite ulu.
had an emergency call
n had to use the temporary toilet.
it was bad
real BAD.
super smelly cos e flush isnt working
almost fainted.

after like one hr we r finally off.
nxt stop was aljunied
n i was so tired i slpt a little on e car journey.

mt vernon at aljunied is quite a nice place
went there to pay respect to my grandparents.
den went to bedok temple.
n e toilet was amazingly CLEAN.

after that had brunch at bedok marketplace.
n den im HOME!

WE DID IT!



GOLD WITH HONOURS
PRSS CO IS E BEST!



FIRST ever neighbourhood sch getting that title.
=))) we set yet another record.

Believe that we will get GOLD/GOLD w HONOURS.
And ur belief will create that fact.

All the best to everyone playing today.
Do ur best n we shall be e best
=))

im back for a breather.
away from all e bio stuff.
i think im gg crazy.
was having dinner just now.
n u know wat i was actually thinking
thrghout my meal?!

was eating my mum's yummy kang kong
n then i started thinking abt food chains.
y veg gives us more energy than meat.

ate e fish n
minatama came into my mind.

see.im becoming bio-ish.

crazy's e wrd

2 more days.
just 46 hrs more.



eng lsn was GREAT today.
spent 2h to watch a film
an italian film
"Life Is Beautiful"
humorous in e beginning
n realli touching towards e end.
i cried at e end which is so paiseh.
imagine if i were in e theatre.
no. imagine if pf's watching it.

Wld have been e best eng lsnn IF
we didnt have to write an essay based on it.
still cant decide wat to write on.
hmm...



sis's coming back today.
finally.
but too bad she'll reach ard midnight
which means i cant pick her up.
=(

IM AWAKE ALREADY.
amazing right.
wld have been pigging at this time of e day
on normal occasion.

but truth is..
i've been slping since 6.30++pm last night
all e way till 8++am this morning.
so u can imagine how drained out i was.
but i think i was practically in a coma.

IM SO ENERGENTIC NOW. =))

sis. have a safe trip tmr =)))



i cant stop coughing.
ah.

im not ok

BLACK SHIRT + LONG FRINGE = EMO
(as stated by wendy)

n i wore black ytd.
which means ...



anyway.
ytd was our last public performance.
LAST.
used to really dread all those little concerts held at tecc.
but e feeling ytd was kind of diff.
knowing that it's probably e last time
i will ever touch my qin
e last time to many many things.

but watever it is.
it was a great night.



btw,
my study table is in such a GREAT mess now
n that makes me really really upset/annoyed/irritated.
so i shall spend an hr to tidy up my table
before i do my work.

TIRED
LAZY
PROCRASTINATING

RAIN RAIN RAIN



im so tired..
gg to have an early night today

MOLEY MOLEY MOLEY MOLE!
sounds like some chant right.
but anyway.
i realli realli hate/dread moles.
AH!

MONDAY BLUES



my sis just did a 'nose job'
nothing done under e knife though
but i think it realli hurts.
OUCH.



i can feel time slipping thrgh my fingers like sand.
but there's so much things on my mind.
i wanna be motivated. i wanna do well.
i just nid a little more push.
i just want someone to guide me thrgh.

im so STRESSED
i nid more DESSERTS.

IM BACK



didnt take any nap
when i reached home after e camp.
slpt from last nite 11pm till
less than an hr ago- 5.30pm.
got a big big shock when i woke up.
it's so late alr.
n i have mani mani hw undone.
woke up to realise nobody's home.
i feel so tired now.
my head feels light.
my body aching.
my brain not working.
dunno how im gg to do my hw in this state.



decisions that might give u a completely diff ending to a story.
wat am i to do.
im not me.

AWAY
from 15-03-07 till 17-03-07

i've 'burnt' my hair. haha



co shirt's colours r finally finalised.
YAY!
im gg to send e sizes n artwk to e supplier tmr.



anyway.
CO members.
Pls bring 10 bucks for e shirt on thursday.
=)

faithless.

THE PURSUIT OF HAPPyNESS



went to watch e show together
with deb! jess! n wendy!
met dinah n her fren
n mr chew
inside e cinema.
it's quite a nice n motivating show
but somehow it wasnt as touching
as i thght it wld be.
Christopher is realli cute though.



things dun just happen for no reason.
so we shld always have a goal in mind
n put in effort to pursue it.



ever wondered y e author uses
happYness n not happiness?

i hate it when ppl uses vulgarities
esp when they realli mean it.

i hate it when ppl throw temper
n speak with such rudeness.

there isnt anything i can do.
but at least i wont do it.



i wanna watch ' pursuit of happiness'!
opps. i mean happyness.

i feel e exact same way cherie did.
maybe we have slightly diff reasons
but still..

happyness

It's SAT
cny's almost coming to an end.



wat a crazy wk with all e tests.
it's over- all except bio
wat a spoiler.
e 4 topics tested on mon r
e ones that i seriously dread.
GRRR!



MISS LIM on thursday.
first exp at teaching chi.
haha. finished teaching e lsn alone.
without ms chua ard though.
but still....
im done!
n im nv nv nv nv
gg to be a teacher in e future.
oh ya. n that ms gu(weird surname)
anyway. she realli speaks like a news reporter.



bombarded.
make up ur mind eleen.
oh dear! think i've just caught
sharyl's talk-to-urself sydrome.
ha!



anyway. gonna go do my revision alr.
later gator.
(it rhymes if u realised. haha)

WE R GD GALS N GUYS



another study day.
wanted to revise a maths
@ e library or our classrm after sch
but both locations were unavailable
n it was pouring real heavy.



somehow. we ended up at my hse.
so at 3+4+pm.
we were doing our amaths revision
at my hse's dining table.
productivity?!- hmm.. not too bad
but we had a great time anyway.
hope a maths test wld be fantastic tmr.
i mean my results.
oh ya. forgot to mention my study kakis today..
jess wendy cedric dominic joel.
gd luck for e tests ppl =)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zc35hlZZ164&mode=related&search=
for my own reference.
take a look if u want.
e funny joke abt
paper
wrap
chicken
by wendyyyyy.



gf. pls get well soon n come to sch tmr.

i wish my stm wld go away.
i wish that i dun nid to study
i wish that my sore throat wld be fine
i wish that i will do well without studying.



will wishing for things ever help?
i doubt so.
reality sets in
wat must be done have to be done.
so im off to study,
off to gulp down lots of water



loads of luck for common tests ppl.

IT'S FRI.



finally. i thgt it wld nv come.
was so tired after all e late nights
i thgt i'll nv make it to fri.
n e happiest thing today was....
NO hcl lsn.
was overjoyed cos i was just to tired to concentrate.
must thx e principal.



slpt for almost 3h just now.
feel so much fresher.
charged.
slp can indeed do wonders.



tmr will be a packed day.
n nxt wk's all e tests
with mani mani chapts.
crazy.
just thinking abt them
makes me wanna faint.
oh ya. today's vocab wrd got faint.
haha.
diff meaning though..



gf. want go tiolet?
sounds like violet.
ha.

WE R GUAI GALS TODAY
haha.
went to study @ e airport after sch
with my kakis today.
deb! hj! n wendy!
bu4 kui1 my 4yrs frens
heex. im so touched today.
u know y.
they waited for me to reach
b4 we haf lunch together.
n they starved for like 2hrs.
haha.thx =))
so we studied n did maths till 5pm.
see. we r gd gals.
n we shall study for tests more often together.



i onli attended sch for an hr today.
2 periods n we were dismissed.

n u know wat.
i love my mummy!
haha. just being random.
but it's a fact.



gd luck for test tmr
=)

xin nian kuai le!



e yr of pig's here alr.
oink!
had reuion dinner at home.
stameboat dinner
n mum bought this very cute
pig-alike fishcake.
shall upload e pic i took later.
haha. it looks cute
but i didnt want to eat it.



helped mummy to make e jellies for relatives tmr
so if e jellies werent successful den im in trouble.
haha.



having sore throat before cny
how bad.
but im not gg to miss e new yr goodies
heex.



oh ya.
just now watched dvd
'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'
with my sisters
it was quite a nice show.
very touching
yet e relationships btwn e charatcers's
a little cofusing.
sad ending though.



have a great new yr ppl!

cny's coming!



helped my mum to skin e carrots
den diced e carrots into minute pieces
now helping my mum to cut e prawns small small.
my hand kind of stink now
n onli my right hand is clean.
quite tired alr.
heex. but i shall be a kind soul
n continue helping her
=)

im dying.
AH!
feel so sick.
my nose's gonna drop off.
n panadol isnt working.



one more random fact..
i really really hate maths

waiting is a torture.
waited n waited until it's 2.15pm.
we sat together at e canteen,
chatting n trying to calm our nerves.
we were all abnormal in a way.
out of sort n stoning.
come to think of it,
it was a really funny scene.



2.15 came, we went up to e hall.
e seconds ticked by
our heart thumped even faster.
we applauded for our seniors
who did great n performed well,
setting new 'highs' for e sch.
but at e same second,
our tension grew.
nervewreaking.



finally e moment came.
one by one we went up.
looking at those in front
bursting into laughters
screaming for joy.
it was a joyful sight
n i was really happy for them.



it was my turn.
i shievered.
ms chua smiled n pointed at e paper
in front of us.
she pointed at my name.
all of a sudden
i felt a weight off my shoulders.
literally.



im so glad i secured an A.
thx for all e encouragements.
88% dinstinction in our class.
it was a great record.
n gf.
A2 is gd. =))



12 mths from now
n we will have to take
not 1 but 8 results
i think i might just die of heart attack.
ha.
really have a strong desire to do well.
but somehow im just not that motivated.
ah!
let's work hard for 'o'together k

tmr's e day.



i hope sis does well. =)
i hope cherie does well =)
i hope everyone in hcl class does well =)
i hope XLS toilet aunty n e sec4s do well =)



may tmr be a happy day for everyone.

IT'S SUNDAY



my face is mad.
kept getting red all of a sudden
at diff times of e day.
maybe my face have its biological clock.
ha.



finished up with bio alr.
yay!
now doing preparation for chinese
but i CANT teach.
arghh



this wk's gonna be a dread.

been having gastric pain rather frequently these days.
ahhh.
so irritating.



anyway. im online. so im supposed to say.



sharyl. you r GREEN!



feeling so very slpy now
nights

today was a slack slack day.
woke up at 8+am
den went to see e doc.
was e 3rd patient but it took me 1h plus.
so long.
doc said it was prob dust that caused e rashes
but he was hoping it was not chicken pox
had it alr but he said there's still a 1% chance of getting it again.
hope im not that 'lucky'.
peeked at e medical card while he was writing.
n i realised i did have a drug allergy
that even my mum doesnt know.
doc prescibed mani mani med. n one cream.
e cream smells gd. heex.
n had hot pink antibiotics.
e colour so cute rite
as cute as me.
ha!



realli didnt do much at home.
finished up ss essay alr
most of e time was spent watching
hua yang shao nian shao nv.
n stoning.



n n n i skipped 2 tests today.
have to make up for them someday.
so sian.



oh ya.
n i drank lots of water today
almost 2 litre u know.
usu one day i wld drink less than 500ml



rash rash. pls go away.

disfigured.

no mood to blog.
so here..



BLOGGED

IT'S A SATURDAY



woke up really early today.
but was still late for amaths lsnn
feel so bad.
went thrg abt 3 4 qns
before we had to go off for co.
i think both ms ho n mr teo
r really concerned abt our grades.
feel so bad to be doing so terribly.
i'll mug hard n improve
i promise.



had lunch at mac with
deb jess pf sharyl wendy.



home @ 5pm.



had dinner with mum n sis
at e market just now.
i think my mummy's really cute.
haha!



was looking thrgh e sheets of paper on e printer
real flabbergasted to see my sis's resignation letter.
she's just one who cant sit still
always wanting a diff environment every now n den.
watever it is i just hope she will find joy in her work.
=)



always find joy in wat u do. or else u'll nv succeed.

IT'S FRIDAY!



lsns were pretty much a breeze today.
time passed relatively fast.
pe's so FUN!
well not exactly lar.
we did jumping jacks. played floorball.
n mayjin was so funny.
she did it before having her feet leaving e ground.
n i think we all looking like zombie doing that.
ha!



eng was like a story telling session.
started off talking abt ankles socks.
n den we kept asking qns
so that we dun have to start on e compre.
kind of succeded cos we onli went thrg like 3 qns?!



mr teo's lsnn wasnt that bad today
e first period was spent on telling us e grping for maths study grp
e nxt was spent on giving out e hw for nxt wk



phys was quite interesting.
finished e experiment quite fast.
so end up trying to magnetise this metal stuff i had.
n it works! haha.
made e compass arrows go rd n rd.



had hcl kao cha.
summary qn.
madness.



e best part was after sch.
haha.
had lunch at kfc with jess sharyl n wendy.



^^V stay strong! we're always there for u.



gf! get well soon.



ms ho. thx for e notes!

TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.



feel so deprived of slp.
really.
im so glad i survived this wk.
not fri yet though.
all e testS r making me crazy.
there's still kao cha tmr
wat more e passages r so chim.
seriously i feel that my chi's terrible.
sigh. hope that day nv comes.
2nd feb.
may or may not be.



if onli everyday was a wkend.