Pasir Ris park (part1)






xtina n me


xtina n zy


taking a long time saying gdbyes


AT J's Hse





fat pig


j :)

NO SCH TODAY!



haven touched this keyboard
for quite some time alr.
it's either im super tired or bcos of my sis
she's been a comp hogger ever since she quitted her job.



let's start from e most recent event.
which is. 08S302 gathering! today.
e class went seoul garden for lunch.
met them after that before we went
pasir ris park to cycle.
yup. u r realli correctly.
if u r wondering since when i learnt to cycle.
e ans is i still cant.
haha. im kind of a passenger today.
didnt pedal much.
it was realli fun cycling with s302.
n i will 100% chop stamp sign miss 302! alot alot.

christina the christinabeh/XXXtina/CG rep
zhiyin the tai ma of mine/loves green alot alot
pris the random qn-ing of "have u ever feel like breaking down"/psychopris
cam the camel/profficient s language speaker
camalyn the camel
ruishan the one with very gd stamina
jodie the one who got sore throat so bad she cldnt talk at all
grace the one with contagious n hysterical laughters
yus the wVater bottle
dvidyaa, the super pretty gal
mumtaz the maths rep who owns a tkgs doll
humairah the future film maker
yi teng thevery smart n hardworking one
andy the bo liao one
chengjun the CJ7/ah beng
eng swee the very gay/sissy ah gong of mine
shiva the vice CG n take bus home with me.
each n everyone holds a special memory.
bonds r nv built overnight
i just hope that Xtina & ruishan appeal successfully
n may all of us continue to be in e same class.
=)



rewind a little. went to J's place on sat.
it was qutie fun la.
took pic with J's new vintage cam
which was realli pretty.
ate alot. gossip alot.
gd time spent too.
n reached home realli late abt 11+pm
den that fat pig had to ans nature's call so badly
he came to my hse to use e bathrm. ha.



rewind a little more.
it's V-day!
got lots n lots of sweets n chocolates n stuff.
n almost everyone in our class prepared something for everyone.
it was so nice.
even shiva said this was one of e best v-day he ever had.
n it's true.
oh ya. identities of angels & mortals were revealed as well.
my mortal withdrew alr which means i got no mortal
n my angel was jingxiong.
he totally scammed me with his letter lo.
so shocked when he told me
i whack him like siao.
haha. n he got almost e same thing twice
cos i nv thght he wld be my angel

went out with J later on that day.
had dinner at bb
before watching ps i love u
with ck n r whom we met while eating.
gd time spend =)



okay that's abt all. what a long recount.
n i nid to reach sch by 6.40am tmr.
dread. i'll be taking bus alone.






not saying doesnt mean u r not impt
sorry if i haven assured enough

ITS TUESDAY



im saddened
bcos my dad starts working tmr.
which means he cant send me to sch
like he did today.
feels so shiok to reach sch so fast n early
without having to sqeeze in e crowded buses.



shant talk abt sch.
it's always e same mundane routine.
onli e ppl r interesting.
haha.
i got a big big 'family' now.
my ah gong is gay
n he loves pink;
my bro is called ah seng;
i got a tai ma that is younger than me;
lots of sisters.
ha. n i know of a tian da de mi mi.
open secret.
which was so shocking.
but im like so lag.
but oh wells. i still know it.
haha.



btw my tutorials r piling
n it's so sickening. haha.
may i quickly clear them all.
=P

oh ya. n i think i got a nice angel
cos my angel did something for me.
so sweet.
i haven even done anything for my angel.
=XX

AH LONG PTE LTD

went to xtina's hse at 1+pm ytd

n we were quite cheated.

cos e journey's like a maze

nid to walk quite long before reaching her hse.

haha.

anyway. reached there

n then we started majong-ing

shiva so pro la.

he's e first non-chinese whom i know can play.

went off at 3+

cabbed to pf's hse with j

reached and saw e guys(wq jj william)

super engrossed watching e tv.

started playing some cards games

chat/eat/tv-ed

went off at 6.30pm to some ulu place

aka balestier to catch ah long pte ltd

it wasnt that bad a show i felt.

quite entertaining actually.

had dinner after that at e shop oppo

n we ate ba kut teh.

we were super hungry but

waited super long for e food to come.

cabbed back

n we met this very vocal n outspoken uncle

he cldnt stop talking n asking qns.

anyway it was a gd day

even though i kind of ps my cousins

cos was supposed to go to my third aunt's hse.

PICS PICS PICS



my new monitor!
19 inch



OGL CAMP- callisto 3!



jaz cherie me


chinatown.





taken super long ago.
my artistic 'tatoo'
draw it on someone.
so nice right. ha.




went to mr wong's n ms ho's hse today
before gg to my uncle's hse.
nothing much to say.
but pt learnt.
must be down-to-earth
for money wont drop down from e sky.
so can onli gamble for leisure.
for fun but not to earn a living.

got to go. nights.

HAPPY CNY!

my blog has been like dead for so long. 

all cos my monitor EXPLODED last sun

n e fact that challenger will only be open tmr.

so poor me nid do rush gp ppt this sun.

currently making do with my sis's lao pok macbk

which im really not used to.

anyway so mani things has happened since e last time here.

firstly. i survived OGL camp.

it was a great camp

although osc was quite sucky.

but campfire was one of e highlights.

n nightwalk was really cool.

got to know lots of great ppl from other hses as well.

=)

nxt. went out with jaz and cherie.

had our traditional lunch at our usual place.

pastamania. den took pics together.

haven met up for so long 

cos we were all so busy.

talked alot of girls' stuff

schlife n everything.

im so glad we're still in contact even

after graduating from pri sch

love you gals =)

most impt thing.

it's CNY!

but it's like e more cny u celebrate,

e more boring it gets.

used to get visitors as early as 10 plus

but now not anymore.

e earliest is at 3pm.

went to ah ma's hse today.

nothing much to do.

just eat gamble n talk.

lost quite abit today.

but i supposed it's alright since it's new yr.

n there's still tmr. ha!

alright. shall stop here 

got to do my work

n i shall upload all e pics once i get a new monitor

=))

ENERGIZED

feeling so fresh now after a 2h nap.
lsns were super mundane today
i think everyone almost fell aslp.
esp bio. bio tutorials r e worst lsns ever.
maybe it's her teaching style
i hope i get a diff tutor after jae.
bio lectures r gg super duper fast
i cldnt catch my breath at all.
bombarded ^ infinity
i had better start revision now.
sigh sigh sigh



RANDOM PICS TAKEN TODAY


zy smiles! taken just in time. =P


xtina e very gd massager


andy trying to be funny


e usual mugging scene on tues after sch
cos we nid to hand in chem prac assignment by 4

RANDOM PHOTOS


bo liao-ness in kfc.
observe e small little dots of tissue paper
forming a line across e table.
ha.


ROAD RACE



taken with shiva, e hse mascot.





gayness during pe lsn.
observe e socks on e 2 guys.


HAVOC @ toy r us





child abusers in our class.

MONDAY BLUES.



been giving myself too much excuses
not to blog for e past few days.
but i shall give some life to this blog today.
hohoho.



been a couple of days since e release of o results.
im not exactly happy abt my results
but on e whole i did unexpectedly well for certain subjects.
all but bio. it was a horror n i cldnt believe myself.
but oh wells. im over emo-ing abt it.
though e case. im still wondering if i shld continue taking bio.
anyways.
thx for j who tried to make me laugh when i was whining over it.
phys was a miracle. ha.
thanks for e well wishes from anyone
n thanks teachers =)

eng A2
emaths B3
amaths C6
chem B3
bio C6
phys B3
combine hum B3
higher chi A1

L1R5-15-4 L1B4-10

got e exactly e same as my sis
n im quite glad.
cos we dun have to compare with each other
n feel upset over it.
wohoo.



my sis was pondering over e future.
so i tried to influence her e way i want it.
haha.
first was to make want to go jc
n second to make her choose mjc.
n i did it!
propaganda. hee.
her first choice is mjc.
im secretly hoping she gets in.
leave everything up to fate then.



had roadrace on sat
n i survived!
3.2km
position 188. n i think it's not too bad.
considering e fact that im a bad runner.
=)
went to eat @ kfc after that
with e prss gang ( wendy bj jx sw)
chatted for quite long before j came along.
went off earlier before my meeting my sis for cny shopping.
we had dinner together with p n f
quite a fruitless trip cos didnt get anything.
nvm. shall go again e nxt wkend.
=P



today's stay-at-home-and-do-hw day
there was tons of hw
n alot got me so stuck
i just gave up. boohoo.
that's such a bad start.
we're onli like 2 chapts into jc life.
sighh.



mummy went to learn how to make pineapple tarts
at my aunt's place
so there's lots of things to munch on.
=)



wkends r such short n precious time.
monday's just a few hrs away.
sigh^infinity.

thumping madly.



whatever must come must come.
so i shall not elaborate.
all e best for tmr ppl! =)

feeling so uneasy since sch ended today
AHH!



just something to distract myself.
i wore HSC uniform to sch today.
haha!
even my ct aka home teacher realised
but her comment was.. ..
it looks big on u.
i almost fainted.
bcos my sis's uniform was
slightly smaller than mine
nvm. that aside.

e hsc ppl kept staring at me today
n some ppl thght i was my sis n called me her name.
i know im quite evil.
but i like to see their paiseh faces.
=x

=(



woke up quite late today
to compensate for e lack of slp.
stone at home till 3+pm
before i went out to meet my sister in town.
wanted to get shoes
but im terribly sad
cos there's no size.
either no more sizes
or i cant even fit e smallest size.
this is so pathetic.
i hope my feet grow a little bigger.
just one size bigger. haha.

my daddy is so poor thing
i guess he's terribly tired
he fell aslp in e living rm.
not that he wants to
but mummy's watching dvd in e room.
my dad's so compromising.
so nice.

n my sis is dead.
2nd sis.
cos she's still not back at this time.

n oh ya.
i got into ogl.
which is quite unbelievable
cos i was quite un-enthu.
but nonetheless. i tink it's gonna be quite exciting
cos a said our class have 14 selected for ogls out of 17 students.

pe in jc = dread
it's all abt running n i hate that e most.
i hoped very hard that im not in underwt club
cos i dun want to report to sch early in e morning
to go gym-ing.
no way.

n i signed up for roadrace competitive
out of peer pressure.
haha. im mad.

gtg end here cos my sis claimed
to nid to send an urgent email.
whatever.

HOME

didnt go to sch today
cos my eye was in discomfort.
red n sore.
so stayed at home e whole of today

changed my bedsheet n swept my room.
e dirt was scary
mum probably haven been sweeping e floor
cos she's still sick.
and i realise for e past few days
my eldest sis was e one
ironing my uniforms.
haha.

anyway. ytd was e official start of cca for e other J1s
so now mjco seems much more ren nao
n i have 2 LQ frens.
surprisely one of them happened to be jazreen's cousin.
what a small world.
she probably has amazing memory
cos she onli met me once more than 4 yrs back
at jaz's bday party.

oh ya. n i survived ogl interview.
played 3 games n did cheers.
wasnt realli ethu la.
i wonder how anyone can do that
when u met abt 5 other ppl
whom u have nv ever talked to before.
so get in or not it doesnt realli matter.
anway in that hr i knew like 5 ppl.
n one of them was my pri schmate
i cldnt even recognize.

there's co tmr. all e way till 6.
i wished it wasnt on fri.
missed maths L&T and bio L&T today
bet i have alot of things to catch up.
*whine*
but e onli consolation is...
i skipped PE.

suddenly felt like gg to poly.
all e subj r fine
just that i seriously hate maths.
AHH!
nvm i still have time to think through.
adious~

yet another day.

full time-table started today

meaning we have tutorial lectures practicals.

no more blocks of free periods

except for recess n lunch alr.

but it's not that bad la.

went home straight after sch today

as mummy was sick.

came home n she was slping.

i think she probably fell sick due to exhaustion.
hope she'll be feeling better tmr.

anyway.

there 'bird' meeting after sch.
which is gd. can help me have spend my waiting time
cos i'll be having ogl interview tmr @5.45

when sch ends at 2.35 for me

but actually im still thinking if i shld go

cos im not a naturally 'high' person.

nvm i shall decide tmr

while we're having our 'bird' meeting.

n dreads x infinity

cos there's pe first thing in e morning

n we'll have to run 4 rds = 1.6km

i hate to run n i doubt i can even survive one rd.

oh man. i hope it rains tmr morning.

opps! haha.

alright. to end. here's a pic super long ago.

CALLISTO3!

BACK IN ACTION



im finally blogging again
after like some gazillion yrs.
have been online now n then
but it's like i dun have time
to sit before e comp
to think contemple den post.



life's been alright so far
just e mundane sch life
hws to complete n everything
unlike my sis who's so free.
but e gd thing is.
my schday ends realli realli early
compared to e others
cos my whole class's not taking CL
my latest day ends at 2.35.
earliest is fri 11 plus
den wed 12+ or 1+ i cant rmb.
but e bad bad thing is. there's co on wed n fri
so i have to loiter ard sch till co starts.
dread.



it's always nice to meet cherie ard in sch.
cos she has laughing fit which is very contagious.
u can laugh along with her
with absolutely no reasons.
haha. i shall record her laughters one of these days.

oh ya. n i always see my pri sch frens ard e sch.
n i love to see shou ppl.
haha.

hw time!
adios~



i know im really lazy n slow at rpying smses.
so do call me =)

NATIONAL TREASURES!

went to catch national treasures
with p. just now @ e nearest threatre.
ha. cos will reach home super late everywhere else.

it was a very exciting
highly recommended movie
e effects r gd
progress a little predictable though.
but overall. not too bad

movie finished at 10.30pm
den he took a cab back home
n shun bian gave me a lift

it's been abt a wk since i quit my job
but it seemed much longer than that.
ha. but im still updated abt e happenings there
well.. things seem to be quite different
hmm. maybe very diff from e last time i was there.
e impression i have on d. has changed too.
he didnt do as he promised me he wld.
quite dissappointed.
anyway
hopefully e 'war' there wld end soon.
=)

i want to watch
across e universe!
perhaps blueberry nights
n maybe cj7?
ha. we'll see.

CALLISTO3



orientation ended ytd.
*screams*
it was really tiring.
with all e running cheering and dancing
but thinking back.
it was great fun.



day 1: the meridian prophecy (TMP)
a game held in sch where
we had to go from stations to stations
to complete tasks.

day 2: Magnificent Meridian Marathon (MMM)
went outdoors
n practically had a tour across s'pore.
imagine gg to vivo @ 10+am in e morning.
super madness.
went first to habourfront
followed by orchard sommerset
n den toa payoh.
all super far places.
n e thing is no transportation allowed within e area.
e sun was blazing hot
n my muscles ache like siao
cos we were basically running everywhere.
esp on e trip back to sch.
everybody ran as fast as they cld.
e public probably thght we r some lunatics.
haha

day 3: wet and wild (WNW)
held in sch.
n e whole day we were WET
n definitely WILD
as we had to do crazy things.
e first station was bad enough.
not just wet but dirty as well.
had to crawl under table chairs strings
n e ogls will pour flour sauce egg
all e disgusting things.
before i even played that station
e smell made me want to throw up.
it was yucky.
super yucky.
subsequent ones i can say it's not as bad.
n at every station e ogls make us go to e toilets to wet ourselves.
we were WET e whole day.
n finally e finale
we had to build 2 structures with given materials.
so sat at e field with fake grasses(no insects at all)
for quite a long long time.
which accounts for e fact that im realli realli chao ta now.

campfire@ abt 6pm
but there's no fire at all
it's all e rain's fault.
but bcos of it.
it ws held at e hall
with air con on-ed.
it was totally crazy-ness bonkers-ness n high-ness
through e night.

ended at 10 plus pm
n den had dinner togther with my og n ogls

reached home at 12am n knocked out.



move it callisto! (flap wings)
move it callisto! (flap wings)
move it callisto! (flap wings)
*screams+shrieks*

dreading tmr.
plus im in a weird werid hse
that nobody seems to be in.
haha.
night~

i shall go to bed
although my hair is still wet.
*yawn*

ITS 2008!



e early part of e day was horrible.
but at night.
it made up for everything.
reached home at 4am
less than an hr ago.
it was e latest i've ever stayed out.
probably bcos i was with adults n my sis was with me
if onli my sis n d wasnt working tmr
we cld have ton e whole night.
wat a pity.


met up with popeye david cecilia n her bf
@ city hall @ 9.30pm
it was super duper crowded.
e whole place was packed like siao.
p was late cos he had some other prog before that.
so e four of us went to look for food first
as we were very very hungry.
was supposed to be dinner but i tthink it became supper.
wanted to go to this makansutra or who-knows-what place
but cldnt get any seats
so we ended up at marina squ foodcourt.
p came to find us there
n he kind of got lost.
haha. road idiot.

after dinner. d got thirsty n insisted getting a drink.
it was abt 11.30pm then
so we squeezed thrgh all e crowds
n made our way to mac
e q was amazingly long.
made c n bf q den e 4 of us sat at a table n chatted.
just nice at 12am. e drinks were bought
den we quickly chiong-ed out to catch e fireworks.
what a nice way to start e yr =))
very pretty n e atmoshpere was there

everywhere was jammed packed
so we waited a while
before following e crowd n walked to e nxt destination
which we haf yet to decide
somehow we came to chijmes
n there was a countdown party gg on.
super high n happening.
so we just watched danced get high-ed
all e way till 3+am
im a good citizen cos i obeyed e law
n not drink alchols.
haha. e most scary part of e night
was when one angmoh suddenly walked towards me n danced
in front of me.
scared e wits out of me lo.
i had no choice but to pei he abit
den fu yan him.
it was super ps.
den e rest of them just watched
when i gave e save-me look
plus e fact that it wasnt once.
he came thrice.
kept tugging at p's sleeves
but he just laughed.
stupid. i realli cant dance lo. haha
n p told me what happened before that.
p wanted to smoke
but i pulled e cigarette out of his mouth
n confiscated e whole pack plus his lighter.
e angmoh guy saw it
n who knows why he want walk to me.
what an adventure.



all in all. it was a great night.
had a long hug with c before leaving.
gonna miss everyone loads.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I LOVE U!
HAPPY 2008!



what a night. i wish time wld just stop.

IT'S HARD TO SAY GDBYE

today is really my LAST day working.


initial plan was to work till last wk
den it became till this fri
den it became till this sat n
den it became till today.
it's so hard to leave.
really.

had to walk into robinsons building today
cos it's a sunday
hence no transportation was provided.
e walk in today seemed so much shorter
n less dreadful than it ususally was.
i took a long glance at e surrounding
knowing that this wld probably be e last time
i wld ever be walking this familiar path.

work was more or less e same
e only difference was e feeling i held today.
all e things u used to dread
seemed much more pleasant today.
e conversations made seemed much more precious than ever.
d said how he wld realli miss us when we r gone.
how we helped to trigger his thinking
when we challenge his views (aka ding zui)
how he thght i was just a kid he had nothing common to chat abt
but he changed his mind
n i even became e first person he call n chat with
it makes me so touched.
plus e fact that he wrote a note
which was so so so touching.
it says::
ni de yi ju yi dong, shi wo men ti hui dao...
ye zai luo jing shi
shen me shi zhen xi
ren zai bie li hou
shen me shi si niang.
it was really well written
nice handwriting plus he wrote it during lunchtime
but blame e heavy downpour just now
it became salted veg alr.
=(

was helping p to write e attendence
abt an hr before work ends
had quite a chat with p during that time
cos he was sitting beside me
i dunno izite me or what.
but we just seemed to start talking abt e 1st day i came
what he wore. what i wore.
all e stupid n silly acts i did
n he happened to witness.
everything.
n i wished that laughing wld nv end.

pooh hit my head realli hard before knockin off
he said it wld be e last time
cos he likes to hit my head
usu i wld say go away with some stupid actions
but today i cldnt.
i knew i will miss him
he's a nice guy too.

not onli that. even e aunty i dun like
n still dun like now
wanted to kiss me cos it was my last day
but luckily i shun in time.

most imptly. cc-bird.
she's realli e one who brighten e days
with her endless jokes
n no head no tail qns.
Do fishes have eyelashes?
haha.

im such a brave gal today cos i smiled to them
n didnt let my tap run loose.
i'll miss them im sure.
some say we shldnt work during e hol
bcos after graduating we'll have million n zillion years to work
so what's e hurry
but i disagree totally.
working now n working then is diff
working now is for xperience
working then is for survival.
with a diff purpose, e process is much diff.


one of e guns i used.


cute cute alvin than plaster man gave.

wanted to have dinner with workplace ppl.
but cldnt cos had a dinner date with others.
it's such a pity but im sure
we can meet up some other times.
p still owes me 3 treats.
haha

went to "the garden slug" for dinner
with ms ho ck jx jy n kp
just eat, dun think.
that's its slogan
but nope. it's not slugs nor weird food we had
just western food.
not too bad.
a realli nice n quiet place to dine.
e meal was rather filling
but we went on to wang jiao hk cafe for dessert
n TALK TALK TALK.
it was a realli tired but worthwhile day.

thx ms ho. for e treat n ride back home. =)

i miss cecelia popeye david n pooh... ...

MERRY XMAS EVE!



surprise!
im at home.
work finished at 5.30pm today
which was super unusual.
plus there's no work tmr
everyone is so happy
that they start talking rubbish
when work is abt to end.

im feeling relaxed.
all christmasy.
though im realli sorry i didnt have e time to write xmas cards
realli sorry.

super tired now cos i slpt at 3am ytd.
which means i onli had like 4h of slp.
but maybe it's worth it.

had a great time OUT ytd.
finally gg out.
went vivo n it's was scary-ly crowded.
watched warlords
n it was quite gore n bloody.
e ending of this kind of movies r so typical.
but overall a great day =))

went home n got a call from d.
i think i understand what's happening alr.
everything that explains their weird behaviour.
ha. n it was such a laughter-ful day.

got to go get ready n go out alr.
adios~
have a great xmas eve

seems like e previous post's a little emo.
ha. must be due to lack of slp.
im perfectly alright.
can catch a breath tmr
=))

public hol tmr.
but BOOHOO.
i got to work tmr.
sigh. but it wldnt be too much a diff from normal days i guess.
anyway. i love to do picking
which is what we're busy
n will be busy with for e nxt 2 wks or so.
but i dun understand y everyone's complaining so much.
it needs alot of concentration i suppose
but that's what make time pass faster.
really.
i didnt even realise it was breaktime today.

forgot to mention abt ytd.
cos everyone got to do picking ytd.
so we went to e big warehse.
n to do picking we need trolleys.
so my supervisor (i call him popeye) went to help out as well.
he wanted to get a trolley
but got screamed at by some aunties there
saying that e trolley is for their use
e thing is there's quite a few empty trolleys there
so he was so pissed he barged into e boss's office.
he made e boss go into e w/h to see e attitude of his employees.
all e aunties just kept quiet n pretending nothing is happening
while e boss just grab any empty trolleys for him.
so cool.
i mean popeye. not e boss.

actually we didnt nid to work tmr.
but.. yup. u know who i want to blame
thus i shall not say. ha.

pooh n david's not gg work tmr.
sob. less entertainment.
at least there's popeye.
pooh n popeye r super childish.
they like to imitate e way i talk n act.
but i think working there have made my hokkiene better
everyday must listen to hokkiene songs
cos e aunties dun like chi songs
plus they dun listen to eng songs.
but some songs r not too bad la.
like e umbrella song etc etc.

okay.. enough said.
im realli realli tired.
adios.

oh ya. it's my daddy's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
I LOVE U!!!
i doubt he'll ever see this
but i dun care.
just want u to know i love my daddy.
haha

TIRED^infinity



im still awake!
not that i dun want my slp
but it's very uncomfortable to be slping
feeling bloated.
finished work at 10pm today.
longest hr i've ver worked.
all bcos of tat idiotic boss.
he took so mani orders such that
everyone from both lvl 1 & 2
nid to stop all their work at hand
and do picking so e gds can be delivered to e outlets.
dumb dumb.
but it's quite fun
cos i have a new 'gun'
this roller price tag-er
tat rolls out red price tags.
got to work till 10 for e nxt few days i guess.
n e boss it thinking of a shift system.
i wld love to try e 2nd shift.
8pm to 8am. ha.

i think i had a realli gd working experience.
i started at e 2nd lvl of e warehse
den went to help out at e 2.5th lvl
n jus before i went back to e 2nd lvl,
i went to lvl 1 to helped out.
i practically tried all e jobs.
how exciting.

n cecilia passed her n lvl.
im so glad for her
n she look super duper cute today
when she changed into her uni.
=) i love pinafores

but i've been quite upset since ytd
cos my darling phone refuses to sing to me any longer
either it became zi bi or mute.
lost my onli source of self entertainment.
sob sob sob.


/edited

plans after work was ruined.
well. postponed actually.
ha. but oh well.
went tm walk walk
n had dinner together with workfren.

super duper tired now.
planned to quit this wk
but i decided against it.

wk was repetitive as usual
but mon wld be slightly diff.
i bet e 3 guys will be bored
without e 3 of us.(cecilia+sis+me)
cos we make wk more bearable.
hahahaha.

it's time to lalaland.
adios~

ALMOST WKENDS =)



today's quite a day for some.
cos it's PAE results day.
n im so excited cos... ...
cherie's gg MJ!
=)) horray.
even if we're not classmates
we can be schmates again.

work was alright today.
just e same old stuff.
n chatting definitely helps to make time pass faster.
that includes playing scissor paper stone
just to decide who on or off e radio
or even guessing song names playing on air.

sis's gg for mj audition tmr.
she rejected it twice but e person called again.
so ya she's gg.
n she onli started practising after work
which is like 2 or 3 hrs?
wish her luck ba.
somehow i wish she will get in
cos i dun want to go thrgh a lvls alone.
maybe it'll be quite fun with her.

daddy's back from m'sia.
was so worried for him
cos he went there alone.
mummy had her exam just now.
she said it was quite easy
but her first paper surely wldnt make it.
it makes me laugh.
it's like those times she used to ask me how my papers were.

it wld be quite fun tmr after work
=)

YAWN



another day passed at work.
been trying my best to slp @10pm
but it nv seemed to work.

had dinner at tamp area with someone from work.
a treat from him cos he lost a bet e previous wk.
had a long long chat together.
talked abt alot of things
marriage. life. alot.
somehow it seemed to have shaken and changed some of my beliefs.
it made some things clearer to me
but it somehow made other things ever fuzzier than it ever was.
some statements i totally agree
but others i beg to differ.
it's true that age is not e most impt factor in a realationship
but e thinking n e maturity lvl.
i can raise both hands n say yes confidently.
however his opinion regarding marriage
im not too sure.

but i've reached a couple conclusion.
1. i prefer older/more mature guys
2. my desiree to get married in my mid 20s seemed to fade
maybe happily ever after is nv gonna happen

ha. feel quite chen zhong now.
adulthood is confusing
working society is complicating.
but im still me =)

MORE PICS.. (continued from previous post)


our cardboard bed n bubble pillow


her stoning after waking up


david e joker.
n he has endless jokes n stories to tell. some have colour one.
u get what i mean?
his chinese is super tok gong
always test us iq qns
n today guessed correctly so he's gonna treat us a meal after work.
hohoho.


my personalized working box.
now u know my art standard now.
very bad indeed.
n if u think otherwise cos e ka zu-ah very nice
den u r wrong
cos is david draw one.
n he drew it before me knowing
den act blur ask me y there a cockroach on my box.



breaktime corner.
it's a staircase above e smoking area
n that's where we drink milo/teh
eat snacks n chat/vent our complaints there.

oh ya. n e 4 ppl who made working a much better time
actually 5.
1. e supervisor a.k.a popeye
i call him popeye n he will respond.
2. my shifu/mentor a.k.a winnie e pooh cos he looks like it. so cute
3. david a.k.a e joker. he taught me mani life lessons which sets me thinking. n there's nobody that wldnt laugh at his jokes. realli.
4. cecelia my work fren. she's funny n like to ji xiao(hokkiene) ppl.
5. dawn who left alr.

actually one more but not as much influence.
plaster man!
cos everytime i sees him
i will ask.
plaster man. got plaster?
den he will reach into his pocket n give me.
so funny. there's always plasters with him.
walking first aid box

working's much more bearable with them
n i feel independent
especially after benny said i am.
haha.
my mum quite evil.
make me pay water electricity bill
almost no pocket money
n i've been paying for my hp bills for as long as i can rmb.
see im so independent.
can survive on my own.
but nvm la. it feels good to be contributing to e family.
working is tiring
but it makes me want to be a better student
when sch starts nxt yr.
=)

WORK WORK WORK

today is e first time i feel so relaxed.
finally i can just laze ard at home
not having to remind myself that i nid to wake up realli early tmr.

been 24 days since i started working
time seemed to pass so fast
although working can be quite tiring and mundane
but there's 4 ppl there that always make my day.
working isnt as bad as it was at first.
=))

shall post some pics@ work



big warehouse


warehouse plus e tall ladder


workplace fren plus my shifu a.k.a winnie e pooh





fren+sis+me taken during lunchtime break when we wanted to catch some slp.

YAWN

great. im still awake at this time.
tmr will surely be a hard day to get by
cos i wld be realli slpy.
who ask me to have dinner so late.

david bought a new hp.
W910i
it's super pretty.
im so jealous. haha.
he's quite a trusting person la.
know me for less than 3 wks
den let me bring home his new hp to try
so that i can teach him how use tmr.
funny guy.

e supervisor also very funny.
compete cheng yu with me.
n i won. ha. he owe me a meal.
but he make me distracted in my work.

prom was alright.
shall upload n send ppl e pics from my cam
as soon as i get them

it's getting realli realli late.
slping time.
adios.



making decisions r not hard
but e fear of making e wrong one makes it hard

FIRST OFFDAY



yes today is my first offday after 11 days @work
finally i can slp bao bao
laze ard at home
but that will also mean less income
what irony.

daddy n mummy went msia today
wanted to tag along but decided against it
i think my parents miss me alot
cos without my sis and me
e house wld be cold n empy
until they return.

went shopping with my sis today in e late afternoon
end up getting nothing
and den i treat my sis dinner
im so dead. nothing for prom
n i have absolutely no leave until prom day.
wish myself luck. ha

workng is so tiring
everything is realli hard-earned.
when sch reopens i just want to be gd student
just study and have wkends off.

*yawn*
tmr will be a realli bad day
cos im still awake now.
dreadssssssss

super duper tired.
nights

ONE WK ANNIVERSARY@ WORK



yup. it's offically 7 days since i first worked
meaning 7 days since o ends.
im still surviving.
and i seriously have muscles alr.
work isnt that bad anymore
though boring at times.
n i get lots of penknife wounds everywhere.

one of my fren's not working anymore
due to some reasons.
it feels so weird without her.
no one push e 'car' with me.
no one tok abt bao yang with me.
it's just weird.

i think im seriously lacking slp
tired everyday.
working everyday.

*yawn* shall go to bed.
nights

FIRST DAY AT WORK

today was my first day at this foreign place
meeting foreign ppl and doing foreign stuffs.
it felt as though 'o' was long over
when in actual fact it only ended ytd.

went to work at robinson.
nope. not e one with air con serving customers
but e one at e warehouse
messy goods
kan-chiong ppl.

e bad thing was me and my sis were in diff department
hers is first lvl, mine second lvl.

my job was pretty tough
not exactly e way i thght it wld be.
e first thing that scare me was to
climb up this high shaky ladder (abt 3m tall?)
to hang clothes on poles.
n e ladder haf wheels below so
it gets pretty shaky as u climb up.
den after that was to sort out alot alot of clothes
arrange them according to many many numbers
that made my eye go bonkers.
n e worst worst thing was
i stood e whole time
while i was working.
my whole body is aching now.
i guess after a month
i'll lose some wt and gain some muscles.
haha.

e bad thing was ppl working there sucks
all e aunties and uncles r so not friendly
e aunties in my department r super irritating
nag nonstop one.
den anything put wrong
sure say is us part-timers' faults
i hope i can survive there for a month.

fortunately i made frens with 2 gals in my department
GALS. abt a yr older than us only.
although they look quite lian
but they r nice ppl.
some vulgarities but not chao ah lan.
they r quite respectful to e aunties n uncles.
so we went lunch together
today was at bedok south
n of all places
of all time
i met mr ow.
haha.

okay this post is damn naggy
im starting to become like e aunties at work.
so i better go off n slp.
cos my arms r gg to break soon.
tata~

FREEDOM



3 cheers to freedom.
but what luck.
im sick!
right after exams.
dreads.

im gg to take my med
n go to lalaland.
adios.

BREATHE... ...


these few days were damn shiok.
much more relaxed n less tense than e last 2 wks.

woke up at 1pm today
after slping for 12hrs.
it was super satisfying.
did some chem n felt realli restless
so i decided to pack my things
i have 4 bags of guidebks to give away
n i threw away 2 big bags of ws
changed my bedsheet
n cleaned up my room.
it felt gd to know that im breathing in less dust now.
haha. n that i've burnt some calories w/o being under e hot sun.




ytd was a great day.
watched these 2 shows



both were realli nice.
but i felt that game plan was more touching.
anywhere ytd was a really enjoyable day.
haha =))

AHH!

i cant breathe.
information overload.
plus e worst thing- my bad memory
i hope i can survive till tmr.

just drop by to catch a breather.
cant wait for tmr to end
adios~

IM BACK- kind of

today's paper is hard
gone case alr.
=(
but shall not dwell on it.
there's still hope for bio (i hope)
haha.

i love LOVE fridays
cos there's my favourites
ghost whisperer and survivor china.

well. after such a long time without e comp
it feels quite unfamiliar now
losing touch alr. haha

shall be back again after monday.
tata~

<53 hours to e first horror
dread.
my worst subject

HALOO!
struggled to stay awake ytd night
to finish waching a really interesting documentay
Jonestown: lost paradise
e show ended at 2am

it's amazing how a man
can influence so many ppl
n even make them do things against their wishes.
propaganda.

n it's realli cruel and selfish
to make e whole town die with u
just bcos u r afraid of dying alone.

he added lots of deadly posion to some juice
n made e whole town drink it.
those who refused,
they inject e liquid into their veins.

in e end
908 ppl died
n out of them 300 were children.
it's heart-wrenching.

bottomline.
dun let ppl control ur life.
n dun take ur own life so lightly.

anyway.
i was changing my bed sheet n i did something silly.
HOHO.

presenting e "shared territory"
i only own 3 though.




enough of crap.
10 more min
n i'll be off to piang bio
although im feeling quite lazy
n super not in e mood for bio.
groans

HIIIIIII!



been super long since i last blogged
n logging in took me like 5 min
cos i had to recall real hard
what my pass was.

feel realli drowsy now
not that took med or alcohol.
but e fact tha i went to bed at 1+am
yet ended up falling aslp at 5+am
it feels damn pek cek
played games listened to songs
till my hp batt went flat
n then i started playing my sis's hp's game
yet i still cant slp.
n e thing is. i still woke up at 10am today
i think im mad.
maybe a little nervous since e big day
kind of starts tmr.

oh ya. btw i didnt touch phys today
all i did was chem.
n e&a maths fys(yr by yr papers)
is no longer being sold
i cant get e bk @ any pop. sob.



wow. it's such a long post
but i'll still rattle on.
this wireless keyboard im using
is getting retarded.
AH!

perhaps i shall do a little recounting.

watce LUST, CAUTION on friday
with hj jess n wendy
quite a gd show.
although quite abit got censored
but e ending's really sad.



enough of nagging.
shall go do work.
oh ya. my mum's reading ben cao gang mu now.
u know e jay chou's song.
haha
okay. realli gg.
tata~
gd luck for prac tmr ppl
=)

just popping in again
cos my aunt called to ask me
what time swensens @ airport closes
so being a nice n wonderful niece,
i on the comp n checked for her.

so well. i dun want to go sch tmr
dreaddddd.
i hate to know that it's oct.
i feel crappy.

went to my ah ma hse just now
cos today she cooked hao liao for everyone
got crab prawns everything

my 2nd aunt just likes to compare
keep asking prelims get how much.
cos he's son is smart
L1R5- 8 n he's gg vjc
IP i think.
stressed up man.
i can nv get that kind of marks.
AHHH..

A NEW CHAPTER OF LIFE

Say goodbye to the people

You don't need in your life

Say goodbye to the heartache

And darkness of the night

Say hello to the rising of the Sun

There will always be a brighter day

You got to carry on

another passed just like that
without doing any revision

BOO!

just shun bian pop by
cos my sis called to get me to check some stuff online.
n i shall give myself a little break too
cos i haven been online for so long

so slpy alr. n i shall slp early today.
11.30?! haha.

take care ppl. dun fall sick
=)

=) SMILE!
b'cos life goes on no matter what.

with or without you
like how u've nv needed me

oh ya. i met jazreen ytd
so glad to see her
miss her loadssss
wish i dun have to take 'o's like her.
anyway
cherie: JIAYOU!

SATURDAY



slpt at 2am ytd n
woke up at 7.30 this morning.
it's bad.
i nid much more slp than that
but i just cldnt slp.



haven been doing much.
only 2 chapters of chem
100+ of mcqs.
n im starting to get bored n restless alr.



shall go n rot somemore.
so boredddd.
i hope my eldest sis wakes up soon.
cos i feel like talking to a human
tata~



just one wrd from u wld have changed my decision
but ur face so black
like u dun wanna see me
so y shld i go.
i just wanna say. u still make my day.

u dun nid me. so im letting go.

THE YOU-KNOW-ALL UR-RESULTS-ALREADY DAY



yup. as e heading says.
we all know ALL our prelim results today
but stop thinking abt how lousy ur grades r.
there's still time.
one months to make all e miracles happen
so believe in urself.
i know i can do it.
so can u.
=)



bio was quite interesting today
not e go thrgh paper rountine.
instead we had PRACTICAL.
we had fun 'cooking'.





e chicken cutlet set by annlyn & sheryl



'cooked' by deb n me





my lab partner
cannot upload e one showing her face.
if not she'll kill me
ha

BRIGHT & EARLY



oh my!
it's a sunday morning
where i usu woke up onli in e early afternoon.
but that's not e case today.
in fact. i slpt at like 3 plus ytd?!
plus it wasnt even in my own bedroom or own bed
i miss my bed super duper loads.
had to make do with some uncomfy mattress of my sis.
plus plus. i had to cramp into my eldest sis rm
where my parents were slping.
another random fact. my 2nd sis slpt on her own bed with my aunt
so comfy right but she's no way better.
she complained that her snoring was too loud.
n my that aunt have to slp with lights on. ha!



oh ya i haven said why.
bcos 3 relatives from malaysia came to stay
n im so glad they r leaving today.
*claps*
not that i dun like them
but not very shou u know.
den one of them, my aunt, whom i nv knew
she told me e last time she saw my sis n me was when we were just borned.
that's like such a random fact.
n den she smokes in e toilet.
i nearly die-ed while gg to e bathrm.



anywhere. my parents n them woke up like 6+am i think
n then they started chatting
LOUDLY
but i think that's their usual volume.
so i simply cldnt sleep anymore.
n guess what i did. zhong dian.
i went to JOG
hee. cant even rmb e last time i jogged.
so i just came up a while ago.
n it rained as soon as i did.
so zun.



ah. i feel quite tired alr.
*yawn*

CLEOPATRA-ish



hair's said to be strands of stress, worry n all e fan nao
i've got rid of some.
but did it help?!



we'll see.



btw. my sis calls me cleopatra.

biological clock in a mess
been having a hard time falling aslp at night
with or withut taking any naps in e afternoon.
btw i just woke up from one.
ha.



my hp is bonkers.
=(

BLEAK FUTURE






there r times when i cant help to wonder
what we're actually busy for.
why we're studying so hard.
sometimes it all seemed really pointless.




but life seemed to have it its way
we'll just have to learn n cope with things as it comes
to make priorities and sometimes
e need to sacrifice time for urself,
n in turn make someone else unhappy.



if i've ever made u lose hope in me
or didnt give u enough attention or concern
i just wanna say sorry.
when e tian shi di li ren he is not gd
it's really shi bu you ji.
i didn't mean to make any empty promises

HAPPY BDAY TO MY AH MA :)



Today was a fun plus funny day.
cos i haf super dramatic n entertaining relatives
if u heppen to know them.
met alot of my cousins who
usually wont turn up when we go ah ma's hse
so ya. it's was quite fun.
i've a cousin who's an emo kid
all that's missing is dark eye liner.
ha!

anyway had dinner at 500+
not very nice la.
but i still ate alot.
opps.
n e stupid crab cut my hand.
so painful.

went back to cut cake at ah ma's hse after dinner
n e small little hse, 4 rm flat
was packed with nearly 30 ppl.
u can imagine how hot it was.
n den my little cousins was
dragging me here n there to entertain them.
n one of them in pri sch was onli 3 kgs lighter than me.
he kept insisting that i carry him n i almost die-ed. ha
he's like super strong.

all in all it was a gd day =))

fatty wei wei.

haha. she's pro u know.

can sing hokkiene song super well.

so cute.